Lately, I have been drawing because of some art requests and I also join a contest in deviantart. There are two more art I have to make for contest while NONE for request. YESU! I'm finish with requests. After this, I will only want point commissions except for friends. All of my friends can request me including the Rp Cluster members. Just post in my FB(for RPC members) if anyone want me to draw something out.

It has also been two months since I started using Wacomboo. I dont know I am now good at it or not but I know I'm getting better since the first one I made. xD





You can check out all my arts in my deviant account. [Link]
I have also opening my wattpad once again. [Link]

For wattpad, there's actually two new stories I'm making. The Red String of Fate and ....(idk what the tittle is yet.). The Red String is a short story. Not a oneshot. You will know what its about someday xD While the nameless one is probably next year's story xDD

That's all I wanna write there. Ja ne!

Labels: Drawing-Writing Kioku

Konichiwa~ How have you been, my dear reader? I have to apologize that I haven't updated my blog for many days now. The story I wrote already in chapter 6 but I'm waiting for others to update it first, gomen. Also, I need to write the next chapter so that it won't be in a loooong hiatus. I know, my aim for this year is to finish ArCiel ~Meeting~ and ArCiel ~*****~ . I don't know why but I'm lazy to write anything right now. I'm just concentrating on my drawings. Gomen nasai again~

If anyone is wondering, I bought my tablet on Feb 03 2013 which is this month and its already 3 weeks passed. Only a few knows about my tablet. Its Wacom Bamboo Fun &Touch. I bought it using my money and my dad helped me pay half of the price. The price is RM410. I pay RM210 and the other is dad's. At first, I was going to buy it at lowyat but since there's a change of plan at that day, I bought it at Shah Alam instead.


My first time using it was really bad. It looked ugly and its hard to draw using it. I am still wondering how to use the eraser at the pen but what the heck. I'm used to do manual things. Sometimes I think I should just buy Wacom bamboo Pen only buuut what's done is done. Plus, I'm happy with the tablet right now. I just draw everyday till right now, my right hand is tired ~_~ and the tip of my pen is getting smaller... Should I change it now?




So, times goes by and for awhile, I'm looking for the way of my drawing. Seriously, I kept of copying others how to color and all but kept failing at it :3 So, till today, I found it. I'll continue drawing this way till I have the feeling of doing a real coloring :D If you are looking for my place to upload drawings... Its at deviantart.com. Oh, I have a new acc of deviantart... just click here or you can find it in this blog, my profile corner :D

That's all for this post... 39(San-kyuu) for reading >w<

Labels: Drawing-Writing Kioku, Waiting4Result

You can say its tiring but my legs already recovered from those tired-ness. I was being an annoying person to my family as well  so that I can recover quickly.

COMIC FIESTA (22 Dec)
Before that... YAY all of us has passed the so-called end of the World.
Anyway, it begins in 22Dec which is the comic Fiesta. I went there by train and there's a veeeery long line... and had fun although just in a short time. I don't know AnisChan has fulfilled her mission or not but I hope she did :D
In the hall, I can't found any KagerouProject fanArts or something like that. Its ashamed and I was looking forward to buy them. Some peoples place a picture in 2nd Day and I saw KagerouProject's pins... gaaaah! Wish to buy them! For cosplayers, I didn't snapshot anyone because of the short time but I saw Momo and Kido. Also, I have noticed there are many Muslim's cosplayers. Haha They are better than others and me.


After that, I went to Tsukiko's home to wait for my parents and siblings to take me back from their ice skating at Sunway Pyramid. While they had their fun, I read and borrowed something illegal!


I have read them and they are AWESOME! xD I let out my fan-girl side when reading them and I'm thinking of reading them again before returning the manga(s) to Tsukiko.
Owh, yeah. I saw BL shop at CF... they have become BOLD to sell those things. I want to buy but RM50?!! =__= I'll pass and I don't feel comfortable when standing in front of the shop although I saw a guy buying those things like nothing >w>

Family Picnic - Dad's side (23 Dec)
I don't have much fun and I don't feel like I had fun there. My legs are hurt at that time... They are BARBARIANS! (gomen) When I said I don't want to get into the water, I DON'T WANT LAA!! SHEESH. However, I did get into the water and have ZERO fun there.
Anyway, it's making me more tired and a time wasted. 

Watching Movie(24 Dec)
Another annoying things happened but I had fun watching the movie called WRECK-IT-RAPLH. The annoying part was waking up early to go to my mom's cafe. There, I waited and waited and waited but in the end, we went to see the movie at night. Another time is wasted, right?
Nevertheless, the movie is GREAT! So, I just sweat it off.

Family Picnic again - Mom's side (25 Dec)


Here, I only had fun taking a picture because I can't go inside the water... (Only females will understand). Anyway, I saw monkeys inside the forest. They are cute and they remind me of... AnisChan xD But my mom and aunts told me not to get near them. That's all.

Me; *taking a picture of siblings, aunts and uncles* This is fun! *saw my uncle accidentally tripped and quickly taking his pic falling*
Uncle; *stand up and...*
Me; Oh MY GOSH! His pants are falling DOWN! *capture the picture* ... *blinked* Did I just snap the picture? *open gallery* yeah, I did. Good thing it's the behind, not the front... Why did I snapshot again? <---still wondering right now. It's my aunt's camera. So, I'm not the one keeping the picture xD)

TODAY (26 Dec)
I had a nice nap, reading the bl manga(s) I borrowed and had a dream 8D The dream is good and I want to have the continuations! Lets just hope I'll dream of the continuations someday ^^ Plus, the dream has a connection to the current season; Winter.
I dream about the never ending winter and the snow is fluffy(?) I don't remember much because it's already night time but I have wrote them inside my dream journal :3 Maybe I'll write them if I have the time~

Also, I have amazingly returned to the Rp Cluster. How do I feel? I don't know. Happy? Anxious? Annoyed? Nervous? Sad? Lonely? I just don't know the correct feeling... confused? Who knows? Nevertheless, I was surprised that I laughed alot when reading the Rp Cluster posts. It's been long since I laughed because of the web called Facebook... The last time I laughed was with my Otouto but he disappeared again. I missed him so much! I wished he would return to FB soon and have a lot of fun together with his friends! That's all... Ja ne!

Labels: Drawing-Writing Kioku, Memoir Roleplayer Cluster, Waiting4Result

Well, I don't really know. Did I read books? Did I online? Did I do that? Did I do this? I'm not sure... because I just don't want to tell it even if someone asked. Maybe I'll just lied or it's the truth? hehe~
Owh, yeah. About my exam...


-First exam; PA2 was tough especially essay writing. For countless years, finally I have felt the feelings of pressure, stress and nervous. Usually, in SPM or other exams I have never feels like it. Always emotionless and stuffs so... It took me by surprise. Probably it effects my PA answer but...... just let it be. I'll just attack PA paper1 in third week of STPM.

-Second exam; BM2... I don't recall whether it's hard or not but I think I did it well? I did the 650-700 words essay with facts and ideas but I just don't know. Usually, I never reached 650 words when I write my essay... (English essay is different if you're thinking about it. I can write as many as I like) But I did it this time. Glad. While 'Alih bentuk teks' is funny. The teacher said dialogue or 'prosa Klasik' will come out but amazingly, both of them come out in one question... I've (surprisingly) studied both... so, I am fine too(?)

-Third exam; History... WHAT I READ CAME OUT!! I AM GLAD FOR READING ALL YOUR NOTES, SUKO-SENSEI(my history teacher's name in jap which he made it by himself)!! But there's one question that I forgot because only read the note one time... So, I did one question that I don't know using my brain... I just hope it turn out well.

So, there you have it :3 Owh, yeah...
this is my one page comic(?) I made during the exam gap.

Now... ja mata ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

*nervous laugh* ha-ha... It's been awhile since I write in this blog and I apologizes for my absent. I just thought I would write a little in this blog so that it won't be empty with only old updates. Like your information, the school already starts and my trial exam is coming soon but I haven't study even for a little thing.
Plus, I didn't go to school today because I woke up late. My sleeping desire has taken all over me and I felt really tired after doing some drawings. Anyway, let's start talking about my Aidilfitri journal before I forgot xD

Before I went to my mom's hometown, me, big bro and mom were busy making Kuih Raya(biscuits). There alot of humans ordering from my mom even though we decreases the promotional. There's Nilam Sari, Strawberry Tart, Denmark and Pistachio. For home, my mom made Cornflakes, Chip Chocolate cookies and this one cookies(forgot what it's name xD) but it looked cute!



We went to my mom's hometown at Selayang at the last day of Ramadhan but in midnight, we return home because there's too many peoples sleeping there and the house is small. Therefore, going home and going back the next day in Syawal :D
In the first day on Aidilfitri, we got Duit Raya(Money) from our aunties and uncles. At first, all of us(cousins) are arguing which one of us(youngest or oldest) should go first to accept the money but then... my youngest uncle(unmarried yet and the oldest) shout out he should go first. We laughed and then, followed him :3 So, there. My collection from both sides are only RM150. Will be keeping them in my bank. I also didn't use my last year's raya's money yet 8D Me used the pocket money only to buy anime merchandises. xD Have alot of money for Comic Festival after STPM x3 Maybe I could buy both PSP and tablet someday.

Ah, talked about PSP. Me and my cousins had another PSP hangout together in this raya :DD Although it's only awhile but we had fun! At first we going to go out in the first day of Raya in Pulau Pinang (1st days raya-- Raya at mom's awhile and going to dad's after that but stops at cousin's house to stay there till the next day) but it's been denied.
We just played 4-prayers games in PS2 till midnight. Laughed ALOT especially when playing Digimon xD Then the next morning me and my family going out to Sunshine, followed by the other PSP members :D Good thing the producer of PSP already learn driving :D


I actually wanted to go to Queensbay Mall because there's alot more fun things to do there. Sunshine only have clothes but QB has bookstore, foods, cinema, arcade, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, ANIME-SHOP! Ahh~ tis a paradise there~ >w<
But in the end, we can go there :DD YESH!! But there aren't any interest thing in the anime-shop ;_____;
Nevertheless, the best thing during the hangout is playing in the Arcade >0<


When we return... the END of happy hangout ;_____; though, we get to eat Japanese's pizza and Takoyaki :D veeeery delicious things to eat! Before this we even got McD ice-cream together! Having much FUN! Wished we can hangout again but everyone is busy... Bro with College, lil sis with prison, cousin with matrix etc! Next year... it's my time to be busy because going to college... DEFINITELY GOING TO COLLEGE!   Just wish me all the best >w<

At my dad's hometown, there aren't any events happen because I was being an anti-social again. Reading Hatiku Di Harajuku from the begining till the end. A VERY interesting book to read~ Perhaps going to collect all the mangaka's novels from now~
Ah, besides that... I had a fun chit-chat with AnisChan~ and also AfiqChan although he is one of the gamer members. Nevertheless, we had fun talking about anime especially with ANIS! We even challenge each other to make a story about 'Master and Servant relationship' but I can't finish it on time... this is my first time failed making a story before the deadline ;______; GOMEN NE, ANISCHAN!!


Oh, another event that I couldn't forgot! I got friends with the person who is veeeeery to in drawing! The one I mention before(jealousy of his drawing skills). His name is Ozu~ the same age as AnisChan~ (wondering why my friends always younger than me but I DON'T CARE! BRAT RULES! =w= <--a brat as well)

We known each other for long but never talked to each other after I disposes my real age. Y U always like that ;_____; I'm old but young in hearts xDD However, in the end we talked to each other again recently after me liking his drawing and tag him when I drew something. Then, I began to talk to him when he is mentioning Running Man since I wanted someone to talks about Running Man and I wanna be a part of his friends as well.
Then, we talked about Kagerou Projects together because he asked about my dp. After the ask, he began to like Kagerou Days as well~ hard to find someone who talks happily about the shows we liked :D

The next day...
<---this is what I get xD
Ah, his jealous girlfriend. She kinda pissed of me but I think both of us were only fooling around and she was just kidding~ and me? Matured? *laughed loudly* Not even close xD


So... the holidays ENDS :3 everyone going back to school. I did my works~
Then... *lost at words* Ummm... JA NE!!

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, PSP hangout

As all of you already knows, I've started drawing since I was 11 years old. Like little kids, I drew pokemon, digimon, Klonoa and Mirumo De Pon. I stopped drawing after UPSR but begins drawing once again when I was 14 years old. At that time, I drew Namine, Sora, Roxas &Kazena Chibi mode. :D Still inside my VERY old sketch book. Then, in 15years old, Sora and Roxas.
-In 16 years old... I meet my best friend which made my drawings expanded! I drew Kazena, Yume, Yomi, Naruto, Kai(Yume's lover) and Yomi's siblings.
-17 years old --Kuro Neko, Irino, Tsubasa, Harumi, Akai, Aki, Haruka <--characters of Dream Forest) &Shouta.
-18 years old... Natsu and etc <--can't remember anymore xDD
I will always love you, drawings x'D

Now, about coloring... First of all, I want to say that I AM SUCKS IN COLORING. I can draw but NEVER CAN COLOR! It will always turns into a FAAAIL one once my drawing is being colored. It has been like that since I was little. My mom &dad aren't supporting me in doing drawings when I was small till now where I choose Visual Art as my main subject in STPM.

Through that, I still don't have confidence in coloring but I always like watching my Artistic friends coloring their art works especially Anisha. She's really good and have a rare talent. So, I've always love looking her drawing and coloring. Not only that, she teaches me how to do shading. I'm okay with it since it's only using pencils, eraser &tissue.
She once praised me because... she said I'm getting good at it *happy* :D 

Nevertheless, when it comes to coloring, I will always give up first. I don't have any confidence at all. No matter how I follow Anisha, it will never be good. My art teacher also helped me and thanks to that, I did a good work but just a simple art of work.


After the volcano pic, I gained a little confidence in coloring :D but only in making the Art Project. Never had when doing my otaku works or more clearly, never crossed my mind till I saw someone colored her art works beautifully D8 A younger male and older female in FB. When I saw their colored drawings... *jealousy sparks* but never try coloring till I finally determined to try coloring... but never did it xDD because whenever I want to, there's always a wall like I left my colors at school, forgotten about my will(the main reason) and etc.
And then, my dearly best friend, yesterday blurted to try coloring... I saw her colored art works just this morning =___= IT WAS SOOO GOOD! and cute xD She said she learned it in youtube.

Now, this is the stupid part. I try to color right away and imagine if my coloring will be good like hers and then... =____=


With that, I told my friend, "I WILL NEVER COLOR AGAIN." I didn't even snapshot the pic before it being colored ;_____; talk about a waste. Before I went back home, I showed this drawing to Anisha, saying I'm dumb in coloring. I've ruined my OC with my stupid coloring skills. All I can say, I lost all my confidence completely while saying negative things about my lack of skills.

But then... Anisha only reply, "The coloring... is not bad. You only need to learn some technique like follow the flows of the hair..." When I heard what she said, I regain my confidence. A tiny and small hope.
I bought a brush RM0.40 from a book store, watch some youtube(how to color using pencil) and try coloring one more time. Then...


Did I do a good job here? --is my main question and something popped out in my mind --coloring my drawing isn't a bad thing at all. I also doesn't mind this drawing turns bad because it's just a female OC xD and I've tried my best to color. But... I think I'm going to keep on practicing my coloring :'D
You can say, I never expect to turn out like this. I'm pretty shocked too though I know it's still looked bad but I... can improve myself, right? I can improve my drawing and why can't on coloring too?

So, this is my memories of Pencil Tekan and Papers (+) coloring. :)
I will keep on! While didn't forget that I have exams after Hari Raya Aidilfitri xD
Before I can get into the warm blanket...


Kay... See ya later! Sankyuu for reading! *bows*

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

Well, yeah. I'm currently remembering my past which I've forgot. How can it come like this? Well... I was bored because I have nothing to do. I can't eat because I'm fasting and I can't sleep because... idk :I Want to continue writing Setsuzoku no Cluster but just can't get into the feeling for now. Drawing? Already drew ALOT of drawings. Just finishing drawing Fadh & Naz cosplaying. So... I'm bored... I don't feel like reading BL but am currently wanting for final chapter of MnA and new chappy of No.6 from my fav Scanslation Group. Running Man? Don't feel like it too...

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

Lol, I just realized that I haven't continue any story for two weeks now. I also don't plan on making a continuation in near future(?). But will mostly continue making draft and drawings. Talked about drawing, I've did it yesterday night while draft done it this morning. My mom kept on complaining me for not doing any school works but I don't really 'feel' like doing it in home. Only did it at school... more comfortable at school.
Also, ごめんね、せんせい for eating in the classroom even though you guys keep barking/telling at us for NOT to eat in the class. Kukuku. Well, I just wanna fell like a delinquent student for this year. ごめんね、again...


Okay... Now about what I dream this morning...
Actually... I AM HAPPY!! -^^- I had a dream continuation from last week and now, that story ends... A sad story ;_______; In the end the main character/me h-- *cough* *cough* erghh... sorry been kind sick in a few days ago. I had both sneeze and cough like last year in summer. I just hoped it doesn't ended up last two years ago. Had fever for one month :/
PItiful... *sigh*
Oh, about the dream. It mecha and sci-fic. So, I don't think anyone like that story beside me :3 I had fun dreaming about it and tired afterwards. Hehe



All the draft of the story already completed! But I'm not sure whether to write it down or not because like Dreamers Connection... I just couldn't finish writing it especially in the part of the dream I had... *sigh*
So, I'll just follow the 'Memories Keeper' rules.





Oh, yeah. Yesterday they said I am a... Yandere? But when I take some quiz, I'm not :DD Seriously, I am not Yandere! But I do have some of it within me. You guys only need to do a trigger so that 'THAT' side appear. Betrayal &cheat may make it happen.... MAY make it happen or I just ignore/sweat it off.
There's another trigger that can make me a full yandere but... *smiles* ひみつ です！

Song currently listening~ <---hear it in your own risk.)
I kinda like this song since the first time I hear it xD but my little sis doesn't like it. *pout* She said I'm hearing weird song! Tis' not weird! Me like it -^w^- kukuku~ Also~ the pic~! Going to like and fav it~
The song's story... I also liked it but forced to skip some scenes because... The heroin and the hero is doing *ehem* I was just =___= *skip* until the main story return~





Oh, I just LOVE Akise Aru~ He is amazing and a good detective/ he also a loyal trusted friend... But why did he died ;______;

Hmm~ Akise Aru~ I think I have fall in love with him again~ Annd... Blood~ -^w^- Mirai Nikki... Has Yandere and BL scene xD But I'm glad that Akise isn't with Yuki. 

Hahaha~ okay. Quit it. I won't show my sadist side again. Well, then... じゃね〜

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Light_Novel-Manga-Game-Anime

First of all, sorry for the late updates. Been very busy lately. Plus, got nothing to do here in the internet world except analyzing friend's horoscope, reading manga, watch anime and running man. That's all.

Anyway, how did this happened? I wonder... I was the one come up with these things, dragging a dear friend as well. But she doesn't mind and we had fun making our own gender-bending character of us. We like to talked about what will we do if we were guys, our personalities etc. *thumbs up* Very a fun thing to do~! I even drew him up and guess... I may not drew Aki and Natsu in near future for awhile. So, here is his profile;


His name will be Haru. His best friend is Tora(I don't want to give out his personality because this person belong to my friend. It's up to her whether she wanted to give out his chara or not. But I could tell a little things about him). His age is 15 years old like Tora but he is in different class with Tora. Tora is science while he is in literature department. His weight and height are slightly lower than Tora. So, he will ALWAYS complain about it like me :3

He is very active in sports, kinda sensitive(inner) but often seeing black/white also naive and have a lot of fan-girls because sometimes he likes to flirt with some cute girls. While that, Tora will observed him from afar~ doing some experiments. (note that if I'm a guy... I won't swing that way. I'll be straight because there are shoooo many cute and lovely girls out there~ :D ) I said that he is active with sports but his activeness has it's own limit because he easily getting infected with sickness since he was small. So, just if it happened to be raining in Sport's Day, he will run but the next day, he will be sick...

Fan-Girls// aww~ see you later, HaruKun♥♥
Tora// *walks inside the room and stares at Haru who is on his bed, snuggling in his blanket. His face is red and there's ice cubes on his forehead*
Haru// what? *cough*
Tora// I thought that idiots won't caught cold.
Haru// I thought like that too... *silent* HEY! Who is the idi*cough*ot here?!
Tora// *smirk* here's the medicine from my pharmacy.
Haru// Thank you... *doze off*
Tora// ...get better soon.

えっと you can see Haru and Tora are close but you can never expect what they often do when they meet WHEN Haru is healthy.

Haru// Nya~hahaha~ *runs in lightning speed*
Tora// OI!! That's mine, you stupid idiot! *chase him*
Haru// *laugh* a-ha~ catch me if you can~
Fan-girls// They are chasing each other again~♥♥ But it will ends up...
Haru// ehh~ he's already far behind~ *whistling*
Tora// *suddenly appeared behind in sweats* Finally... you can never escape from me *smirk*
Haru// oh, no...
Tora// *crack hands* Don't worry, I have ALOT of bandages in my pharmacy.
Haru// .... あああああ！！！

-The Next Day-

Haru// *whistling* ~♥ *saw Tora* ToraChii~
Tora// =_= *punch his shoulder*
Haru// Ouch... Hey, yesterday's wound still not heal yet.
Tora// yesterday... *saw bandaged ankle, cheek, and slightly next to collarbone*
Haru// (^w^) I looked cool with the bandages, aren't I? This one is from yesterday, this one from three days ago, this one from a week ago... *continues*
Tora// [Is he 'M'?] ばか。。。
Haru// (?) :3

So, next time... me and Tora's owner will be drawing both of them together :DD I ca't wait! We already exchange their picture~ I've got Tora's pic already. Planned to draw later on after taking my bath and has nothing to do with the internet. 

Oh, btw me and Tora's owner watch Final Destination 1 & 2 yesterday. The story is getting to creeps me out. Nevertheless, I will be fine as long as I'm not watching it alone.





I think that's all... Before that... when I said I has nothing to do in the internet world... I was feeling kind of lonely because I'm going farther way from the rp Cluster now... ahaha... I have always wished I was born as a guy but if I'm a guy... Would I meet all the members? I know I meet my best friend in internet world/real before they appear... However...

 "I will cherish everything that I have no matter what happen, even the person hurts my feelings a lots, I still cherish the moments we spend together, thank you for being my friends, I will mostly appreciate it and makes them apart of my memories."

Like what Shiro said... I think I want to say the same thing as well. じゃね

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

Hurm~ Hurm~ This is just a simple and small post because I am being such a lazy person to write everything about me that you guys shouldn't know. So, a secret should just stay as secret *winks* Just wanted to say I have fun with my dear friend Tsukiko at school, we also began to give nick names to the Lower 6. He~n Megane, Chibi, Anime etc and all of them are boys because there's many boys in lower and we can scent them that they have something to do with being an AnimeOtaku. Tsukiko also saw someone draws anime in his sketch book~ Someday, I will steal that book and take a peek inside boy's sketch book as I am interested on what kind of boys like to draw~

Oh, I will also warn you guys that ALOT of new anime already coming out. I'm watching Kokoro Connect and Arcana Familia. Soon, will be watching Sword Art Online. K and Persona 4 true ending will be on next month. For now, I want to drag all my anime-mood and writing(except draft) in weekends. Concentrate for STPM in weekdays. Just wanted to try little-by-little steps to make a BIG room for STPM.
I can do anime and writing anytime I want without a limit but STPM has a deadline. So~ let us place the exam on top just for now >_<

Last but not least... Here are the books I just bought xD I'm such a かみ stationery fan~ The books looked very beautiful yet simple. Plus, this is the type of books that I just couldn't help but to bought it right away!


There are also the elements book by かみ too! But it's a long book while these are the small one. The elements are; Fire and Water... There are more but I kind of forget what the elements are :p
I just can't wait to write all the *nyah~* story inside 8D or... this book will just become a collection inside my drawer xD And then... Ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

Hmm~ For now... I think I won't update anything that related to my life because I don't think there's much to update since I've always feeling tired, sleepy and always passed out in the class like just now in Art Class. (The teacher kinda... surprised(?) when saw I looked like fainted(?) in the class when I was actually taking a nap.) It's really been tired lately... But when I return home, I will open my lappy, watch some anime, read manga/FF and then, sleep. Why am I wasting my time like this? 
Nevertheless, I don't want to be too focus on studying because it will stress me out. I will do it slowly. 
Slow and steady.


Aside from that, I have finally wanted to reveal an old story of mine called Dream Forest. You guys already knew Ar Dream Ciel, right? It's the same. However, you guys don't know the Original story. Who is the real character and the real storyline. I have always wrote a side story like Dreamers Connection and most of my oneshot; Dream Forest Prequel, Fateful Destiny and a series; Memories Keeper(reminding this story is the most late update).

I hope that you guys will be happy reading. Dream Forest ~The Beginning of All~ will come after Dreamers Connection reached second phase while Dream Forest ~The Meeting~ will come after Dreamers Connection ends.
I won't tell what are the connection between The Meeting and The Beginning of All as the readers will found out later when the time has come.

I don't really mind if there's no royal reader of Dream Forest/Ar Dream Ciel because I just wanted to leave these stories in my Blog. It's a story which proves I am alive and this is my other-side story that I have always wanted to tell you guys but couldn't.
When I finishes there stories... I can finally... Rest In Peace =3

Oh, to make Dream Forest ~The Beginning of All~ more interesting, I have added some characters based of Lunar Academy and Rp Cluster. However, who is who will be a guess because I will change all of their names into a weird/unfamiliar one. So... good luck guessing :3

Anyway, I think... Dream Connection is kinda a cliche story with a sudden things like this and that. So, I thought of trying to make continuations between chapters... Or just let tham be(?) The first Phase is cliche but I'll try to make the next Phase less cliche because we finally get down to the real business and the real purpose of making the story. Kekeke~ finally!!

That is all for now... ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

First, I'm kinda bored because the server is down since last night.
At that time, I was reading some Vampire Knight FF I stole from Tsukiko's laptop.
However, the server return to the way it was today in afternoon. GLAD! Able to continue reading and it was a good story~

After that, I drew something out xD
I always heard Tsukiko said whenever I drew female character, she always looked like a male chara with... female body including Chloe of Rp Cluster that I drew >w> So, I decided that I will less during female character. I drew it because I kind of in love with their clothes...
Maybe I should make one of my character cross-dressing~ It will be funny messing with them but I know I will get a hit on the head later...

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

I just realized that my previous post has cost something to happen(?). I don't know whether there's really awkwardness between us and actually... As I expected, many peoples read my post. Ahh... Just read and leave... talk about stalking very much?
Anyway, it's still don't change that someday, I'm going to register to Aika and murder them all but my com has... problems... It will be fixed in such a loooong time till my STPM ended. I also couldn't continue playing SMT: Devil Survivor 2 and it's kinda annoying.

Not only in FB, but in school, I feel like crying in many ways. Why am I being such a weak person anyway? I should just ignore them and continue my works on those drawings for Paper 3 Seni Visual. Oh, Kolokium already ended, thank god. But not for me because I didn't even sent the folio...
The reason is unknown because I been accidentally knocked everyday. Knocked by car's ceiling, by a nearby chair, door, book, wall etc. I even embarrassed myself in front of AnisChan's mom when knocked by the car's ceiling after shake hands with her mom... ahhh...
I think someday, my memory will become more fussier or may have injured my head unconsciously. Why did this happen to me? My head already hurts much by having personalities &stress. Can't I just leave it to rest and unhurt? GAAAH! very annoying...

Why am I writing this anyway? Oh, to release some tensions...
Now, I feel like watching Running Man again... I have been watching from ep1~23 and 74~newest. I want to watch them all  so that I can understand their personalities better and after that... *grin* I will be making Running Man FanFiction called Running Man: Mission Disaster. kekeke, wonder will I make it or not.

also, lately... I have been thinking about my first original Character; Kaze... OC of Kingdom Hearts. I don't plan on revealing his real identity but I plan on making his characters in Kingdom Hearts on what is his real role in it. It's kinda sad though... whenever I thinks about his role in the story...

"That's not me... I'm not there...
I don't exist in their hearts, dreams nor memories."
---the words he kept repeating in his mind.

He's only have a minor role in the story. A background character. He isn't a shadow nor a nobody. He is just a person who shouldn't be exist in his world either other world.
Gaaaah! Why am I making a character that have sad story? Oh... I know the reason... If I were to write more, it would definitely spoil/becomeAspoiler of the story. So, let's stop now.

Now that the final semester has come, I decided to try my best to work hard. But I don't know how far will I reach without an aim toward the University. I wanted to work after STPM or filling my days with drawings/writings everyday till the end because that is what I truly enjoy doing even though peoples think it's anti-social and useless things to do.
However, if I'm going to University and still can do whatever I want... I don't mind. I could make more memories and gain more imaginations as a dreamer. Meaning and in conclusions, whatever happen, I will do and try my best on STPM. Hopefully, in the end... it will be a tears of joy.

Before I end this meaningless writing, I just wanted to say...
I know I have many and what peoples seen isn't the real me but... Though they are not 'me' but they are a 'part' of me. I'm them and they are me. They may be not the real but they are... me.
I really hope that someday, I would find a person that would accept both my strength and weaknesses just like Aki meets the person he truly love in the other-side... *wink* keep it as a secret between writer and readers but he doesn't mind, really. He already accept that person and I'm happy for him. I hope I can find something like his partner someday but I can't be choosers... I will accept anyone that are fated to be with me. >////< anyway!! These things is the 'things' way ahead. Should be thinking about it!
Last but not least, for Rp Cluster Members; Mai-mai, Mi-mi, Akma, Atin-tin, Shiroko and Tris... I wanna say thanks for inviting me into the FB group IM. This is my real emotion and what I truly feels is... happiness when being dragged into it though, I don't talk much and kinda ignoring some of you guys... I sorry. I'm sorry that I'm an idiot. I had jealousy over things that you didn't notice and did it unconsciously... I'm a person that hard to understand, I know... But I can be happy over little things like yesterday. So, thanks. Thank you very much and sorry if I said something wrong in the previous post...
Although... I still am thinking that someday, I will register to Aika and murder all of you. That can't be change except for my computer is broken =w=

Thanks for the sweet memories and thanks for reading. Ja, mata nee~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

Ahhh~ more hiatu-ing? Wish the hiatus-thingy will stop...
However, due to some many reasons, I have to be in hiatus once more and this one... will be a long one(?) Though that, I will keep on having fun and enjoying my final school life.

Lower Six/ Junior/ Form six coming soon!
Yeah, they are coming to our school this Tuesday. I was hoping that they come this Monday so that we don't need to learn anything at school xD I will update more about this when they arrived and finish orientations with their senpai(s) which is us~ I will capture a snapshot with my phone; the moment of glory where we will act evil-senpai(s) to our kouhai.

well... we were forced to act like a meanies because the teachers said our badge are the worst badge... =w=  plus, the teacher said we never respect our seniors when we were a junior because the previous senpai(s) are too kind-hearted...
REaLLY! SENSEI! how can you do this to us especially Class D! We are INNOCENT! Yes, we didn't finish the works but that's because we are...BUSY! With projects and kelana and stuffs... Didn't sensei is the one who force us to do that useless works?!

=___= anyway... It's no good... Let's not talk about this next time... when I update about Upper Six becomes meanies xDD


Examination &Kolukium
... stre~ss!! nuuuh, not the exam but the kolukium. I was also hiatus-ing on continuing the kolukium which means... I have tons of works to do while I'm in examinations. Or maybe... I should just skip on the presentations... wait... if I do that, Pn Azizah will kill me 8I
I shall rethink about that. Oh yeah. The exam is the week after the next. The exam got postponed because of lower six... Arigatou, kouhai-tachi~ I will try to study this week and finish the kolokium in the same time. Hopefully... it's a success! Pray for me :D


Gunung Stong trip for KELANA
This one... will be going after exam. The trip will go for three days and two nights, right after exam &Kolukium presentations and in the beginning of the two weeks holiday. kinda a good thing because will be seeing whether they missed me or not :3 Will they go searching for me? It will be a present thing to see though... still moving away because still on negative thought... MEH! LET'S HAVE A LOT OF FUN with mountain climbing, swimming in the rivers and such ;D

go KELaNA GO! The final(?) fun/relaxing time for Upper Six before the last semester reached, STPM getting around the corner, stop fooling around, get on the chair and study.
Since this trip will be my last trip for KELANA to have all the kelana badge. after this... I can get higher ranks in kelana... when I finish the Kelana book xD


More Stories Updates
... Lol, since this month is examination month... My idea will fill up in my brain and this is the way to relax my mind, escaping stressful reality for awhile. So, more updates and coming soon ---Dream Forest. Though, I still didn't finish it yet, I think...  It's the time to reveal the stories to all my lovely Readers ;D I really hope you guys will enjoy it! The non-stop fantasy world of mine... The other-side stories...

There are also; The Dreamers Connection and The Everlasting Oath. I will try to finish up the stories before new stories coming soon! *determined*  がんばり  ます！で、after this... will be doing some editing because my blogskin still un-finish :3
Well then... じゃね！

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

Haha finally I've got my old drawing skills back slowly~ Before I've drew this... My drawings looked like someone else's... But it's fine now and very happy for it xD

I'm not writing this just to said about my drawing skills... Let's talk about Natsume Takashi's Character Songs xD I just found the 4th song~ It's really a sweet, soft, calm and enchanting song xD
Here's the list of all Natsume Yuujinchou; Natsume Takashi character songs :3
Some can't be found in youtube so, I show you where to download it... Hopefully you guys like it and I do not play April Fool.
So, do not worry!

Natsume Takashi Character song;




That's all :3 I doing this to share the feeling of Natsume Yuujinchou Fan~
Also, from now... I also going to rp as Natsume Takashi. (www.roleplayer.me/bondseeker)
Though I don't think I have the same personality with him because he is B blood-type while I'm AO(still unknown in between O or A blood-type)
Differences? B blood has different personality than A/O. That what's wrong.
However, roleplaying is free which anyone can rp as anyone. So, I rp as him and don't look down on me! I can rp as him because Virgo is good in acting xD Plus, I love Natsume. I don't want to be OOC of him...
In conclusion, I will do my best on rp as him! If I'm being occ(out of character) in rp... *bow down* please forgive me...

well, then... Ja! *close book*

Labels: Drawing-Writing Kioku, Melodies-Lyrics-Meanings

This is what I wished to do... Ah, it's a wonderful Nyan life :3
But this is just a thought ;___________;
Because I have to return to my grandpa's house for my uncle's wedding =_= Can't I skip it? Really! Two years ago, we have to help 4 weddings and this year we have to help 3 weddings... *sigh*
Can't I just lay down on my bed with my lappy(laptop)?
I had a thought of doing my school assignment there but... ;______; forgot to bring the assignment paper! GAH! Puan Azizah going to be angry at me for not giving her any assignment email!
annd I have to start doing the school works now... *sigh*

List of works;
- Kolukium
- Folio Pengajian Am

That's all but many things to do...
I still didn't touch anything yet, especially the folio... I didn't do anything and the deadline is this Monday =_= And for the kolukium :3 I can do it in few days no worries because I like doing the conclusion of the survey~ But the main problem is the folio =___= Maybe I should just ignore it xD

 anyway~ despite that I having hard days in the holiday, I enjoyed myself with AnisChan on March 15th. we spend 2 hours together at Jusco Rawang~ Just the two of us~ You can say it's a date xD
we eat sushi and I bought an onigiri... The onigiri tasted weird... I shouldn't have bought it -__-; I think the onigiri is a left-overs from early in the morning.
While the onigiri tasted weird, the sushi tasted GREAT! Especially the mayo :3 love it! and I also tasted wasabi for the first time... IT WAS HORRIBLE!! ;______; The spiciness went through my nose and I feel like crying but held back because my AnisChan is there... Reading my old writing :3 If she chose drawing instead of writing... =////= embarrassed cuz it's my old drawing collections. Inside, you can see how bad I was and little by little, I becoming a good drawer :DD

I think... That's all x3 I'm going to post the one-shot next in this blog.
It's actually a new serious or more clearly, my other-side... I wonder how can it be like that? How can demons and weird creatures went inside my world? Well, it's job for Aki, and Natsu! We also need to find new Yuki and Haru. And Ryou just remain as Ryou. He always by my side, aren't he? *hugs Ryou* suki da!

=/////= why did I say that? anyway... Ja ne!

You're right. People do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do. But you can't let that stop you from living. Because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you. You have to find those people and keep them in your life forever

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Other-side Observations