You can say its tiring but my legs already recovered from those tired-ness. I was being an annoying person to my family as well so that I can recover quickly.
COMIC FIESTA (22 Dec)
Before that... YAY all of us has passed the so-called end of the World.
Anyway, it begins in 22Dec which is the comic Fiesta. I went there by train and there's a veeeery long line... and had fun although just in a short time. I don't know AnisChan has fulfilled her mission or not but I hope she did :D
In the hall, I can't found any KagerouProject fanArts or something like that. Its ashamed and I was looking forward to buy them. Some peoples place a picture in 2nd Day and I saw KagerouProject's pins... gaaaah! Wish to buy them! For cosplayers, I didn't snapshot anyone because of the short time but I saw Momo and Kido. Also, I have noticed there are many Muslim's cosplayers. Haha They are better than others and me.
The things I bought; 2 AnimeT-shirt, Natsume Takashi Keychain, Maid Maiden Sunday(manga),
a pin(Part Time Student, Full-time Otaku) and notebook/sketchbook
After that, I went to Tsukiko's home to wait for my parents and siblings to take me back from their ice skating at Sunway Pyramid. While they had their fun, I read and borrowed something illegal!
YAOI BOOKS! (Jazz &OurKingdom)
-DO NOT TELL MY PARENTS/SIBLINGS-
I have read them and they are AWESOME! xD I let out my fan-girl side when reading them and I'm thinking of reading them again before returning the manga(s) to Tsukiko.
Owh, yeah. I saw BL shop at CF... they have become BOLD to sell those things. I want to buy but RM50?!! =__= I'll pass and I don't feel comfortable when standing in front of the shop although I saw a guy buying those things like nothing >w>
Family Picnic - Dad's side (23 Dec) I don't have much fun and I don't feel like I had fun there. My legs are hurt at that time... They are BARBARIANS! (gomen) When I said I don't want to get into the water, I DON'T WANT LAA!! SHEESH. However, I did get into the water and have ZERO fun there. Anyway, it's making me more tired and a time wasted.
Trying their best to throw the stones
Watching Movie(24 Dec)
Another annoying things happened but I had fun watching the movie called WRECK-IT-RAPLH. The annoying part was waking up early to go to my mom's cafe. There, I waited and waited and waited but in the end, we went to see the movie at night. Another time is wasted, right?
Nevertheless, the movie is GREAT! So, I just sweat it off.
Family Picnic again - Mom's side (25 Dec)
trying his best to make a fire
Here, I only had fun taking a picture because I can't go inside the water... (Only females will understand). Anyway, I saw monkeys inside the forest. They are cute and they remind me of... AnisChan xD But my mom and aunts told me not to get near them. That's all.
Me; *taking a picture of siblings, aunts and uncles* This is fun! *saw my uncle accidentally tripped and quickly taking his pic falling* Uncle; *stand up and...* Me; Oh MY GOSH! His pants are falling DOWN! *capture the picture* ... *blinked* Did I just snap the picture? *open gallery* yeah, I did. Good thing it's the behind, not the front... Why did I snapshot again? <---still wondering right now. It's my aunt's camera. So, I'm not the one keeping the picture xD)
TODAY (26 Dec)
I had a nice nap, reading the bl manga(s) I borrowed and had a dream 8D The dream is good and I want to have the continuations! Lets just hope I'll dream of the continuations someday ^^ Plus, the dream has a connection to the current season; Winter.
I dream about the never ending winter and the snow is fluffy(?) I don't remember much because it's already night time but I have wrote them inside my dream journal :3 Maybe I'll write them if I have the time~
Also, I have amazingly returned to the Rp Cluster. How do I feel? I don't know. Happy? Anxious? Annoyed? Nervous? Sad? Lonely? I just don't know the correct feeling... confused? Who knows? Nevertheless, I was surprised that I laughed alot when reading the Rp Cluster posts. It's been long since I laughed because of the web called Facebook... The last time I laughed was with my Otouto but he disappeared again. I missed him so much! I wished he would return to FB soon and have a lot of fun together with his friends! That's all... Ja ne!
Sorry that I'm currently in foul mood. Being stressed by works, stressed by something and yelled by Shiroko ended up making me into this mood. Also, uncontrollable feelings of sadness and such... I came to gave up.
It's stupid to think alot, yet I'm a virgo. I hate the fact of being a virgo. Being a born actor and perfectionism. It's stupid. I always copy other people's personality and then, they told me to be myself but when I show it... They denied that is myself. I'm not a cheerful, happy-go-lucky, supportive person.
That is what you called my other personalities. So, don't say that you know who I am. I don't even understand it myself and know what am I thinking, so don't place yourself that you know me better and know my real personality. I hate that.
Why am I acting like cheerful, etc though, I am not? Simple... I just want to be like that and I'm a born actor for myself only. Is it wrong? Plus, if peoples said that I'm like that, well... I will just be like what you want and didn't care less what you thought of me.
Anyway~ I don't care whether I'll lose readers when writing it. Do I even have royal readers? Oh, yeah. I have two important person and I don't want to lose them. The person I always want to hangout with whenever holidays coming and another mysterious person.
Those peoples that I planned not to lose, now and forever. I don't know they realized it or not because I cried when I felt like I'm losing them. Meaning, the 'real' me doesn't want to lose them...
Same as Rp Cluster. I cried because the fact that I began to lose them since me and Saki argued. I have always thought of returning in this two weeks of holiday but it seems nothing happen in that place. Probably everyone busy with works and Aika...
Speaking about Aika, I don't hate Aika. I just hate the fact that you guys play Aika and ignores the peoples who doesn't play the game. Maybe someday, I'm going TO FREAK'N LOG IN INTO AIKA, RAISE Incredibly HIGH LEVEL AND MURDER YOU ALL whenever you guys log in.
That is what I'm feeling right now.
Oh, ah~ I just read about Zodiac sign again... What I found out is, a relationship with a leo will never be good... No wonder I hate Leo, except my lil sister because she is Leo~
The most funny relationship is Cancer and Virgo... amazingly matched with each other(?) *laughing while rolling on the bed* very funny la and I have some of Aries personality... probably because of my dad~
I know that we shouldn't believe what the zodiac write because it isn't true at all! Well... some part of it are true and that's what fun to read for now~
... I think my mood improved :DD going to write about AFA now!
Firstly, yeah. I know it's been awhile since I posted something. I want to start writing again because...
No matter what happens, I will write them all in my book because they are my memories of living in this world.
I think, even if I died... Hopefully this blog/myDiary is still alive as a prove that... I'm alive.
Alright then... The main reason for my disappearance is... I had problems at the other-side... The death can't return back to life. I learnt that the hard way. Many peoples died in my other-side and the most important person died too... I just can't accept it but I know... God love him more... *sigh*
Now, for Roleplayer Cluster ;D
I think my time is up. Now I still don't know whether I should return or not... I think, I would just let it be till the gathering once more meaning; in the two weeks of holiday.All I have to say is, the problem with me and Saki still haven't finish yet... I kinda want to return, not caring the problem is solved or not.
If I were to return before the real problem solved... DO NOT expect me to speak up to Saki nicely. Maybe Natsu will but none others.
REALLY! Finally, Natsu able to live the way he wants ;D *hugs Natsu*
... At school;
I think I'm getting better on talking freely with my classmates. Though, they teased me because I used polite language. But if I use non-polite... I tried doing it and the result; they were scared(?) probably because they never used on me using non-polite language.
... while that... Tsukiko and I have problem(?). She opened the two years ago case and as a result, I got awkward especially when she less talks... >_< nyaaa~ nuuuuuh~ I don't want the second time!! Please no second time... ;_______; It may get into a bad conclusion unlike the first time because I was... weak.
Omegai, Tsukiko! If you were to read this... NO MORE! I know you are a sadist and I'm a 'M'... but... please.. never do it again though... For me... the thought of 2nd time is possible... *sigh*
I think... that all~ Next stop... SUMMER ANIME that I'm going to watch~
I don't want to say anything about this one because... It's bored me to death.
We have to listen to the forum from 8a.m till 4p.m. The winner of the forum is from SMK Bukit Sentose ;D
SMK Sungai Choh(my current school =_=) won the best 'ahli penal'.
That's all for Forum Kelana.
KELANA CAMPING
For this one... :3 Have ALOT to talk to because this event held many memories in it.
1st Day...
Before I rode the bus, I was late on packing my things for the camping. However, thank god that I managed to reach back to school before the bus left :D In the bus... There a Perdana Student that is veeery blu... Hate remembering it =__=
Anyway, when we reached there... Uncountable tents already on the ground. Why there are shooo many humans? Hate it... But when I turned to the side where there's no human walking...
The Beautiful side of the camping place with no human and in dawn, there's many fog :D
Such a cold place like the Cameron Highland.
At that time, I stared at the scenery thinking, "Where th is the teacher? We are lost without you..."
Then when another KELANA arrived, we found out...
We will be staying inside a dorm instead of inside a tent♥
Place for us to sleep. The ONLY place for KELANA VIRGIL and female teachers. Male will be staying at another dorm.
after that... our first day become a really bored day... At that time, I was thinking, "I wanna go home~ mommy~!" xDD I even texted my mom to pick me up but she didn't reply in the first day.
So, I just continue helping teachers to manage pengakap muda. (Pengakap Kanak2 is for other KELANA not me)
Then... in the middle of the night where I should be sleeping... We found out that this camping is two in one. We will get two badges which are Perkhidmatan &Kemahiran.
For Kemahiran, we need to help teachers managing the scouts(pengakap) while for Perkhidmatan...
WE NEED TO PATROL IN MIDNIGHT AT SCOUT'S TENT! I hate it when I can't sleep...
At first, we agreed to patrol together but they didn't wake me up... meaning I have to do it alone in the second night... Ceeeeeh!!
2nd Day
Hell yeah~ wake up early and I've got the events paper on what will we do in the rest of the 3 days and 2 nights.
A KELANA and Scouts. Morning activities. Kawat Kaki.
I don't need to do anything in this one :3 yay me~
After that, we eat and another learning event. We have to teach the scouts on ikatan, mata arah angin and many more. I'm in charge on 'Mata Arah Angin'(south, west, east, north).
At first, I was nervous but then, it turn out fine :3
The afternoon event is...
ADVENTURE!!!!!! JUNGLE TRACKING! MY FAVORITE!!
On our way to river-side
All PM(pengakap Muda) will go on an adventure toward a river and heard that we can go swim there♥ hoooray~ we walk there... umm... 8km like the school marathon.
We can see cows, sheep, and dogs at the our left. The dog are shooo cute but good thing its beyond a gate or I will try to run away xD
Before we reached the river... legs hurt, foot hurts, and maaany more! However, thanks to the curiousity... we able to make it~ yay~ But when we reached there... *hearing thunder* ;________; cannot swim...
The Beautiful River but cannot swim...
Scattered Scouts. Doing there activities on making traps for animals.
Teacher, "Didn't I tell you guys you CANNOT swim?!" Scout, "But... Didn't sensei was about to swim as well?" Teacher. "Umm...teachers are different! Now go!"
So, now... we KELANA just stared and watching the Scouts doing their workies. When they are done, we return to the camping place... walking again =w= *making tired face*
ALL FEMALE KELANA HAVE TO WALK WHILE TEACHERS AND MALE KELANA ARE RIDING MOTORCYCLE AND CARS!!! NO FAIR! *pout*
... *evil smile* all female kelana except me xD
*being childish Natsu and order a male Kelana to let me rode a motorcycle as well*
"Good bye scouts... and female KELANA~The world is really cruel isn't it?" *laugh loudly*
and thanks to that, my leg manage to heal and reached a mosque earlier than others.
The mosque... before we reached the river, we went there as well for Zohor prayer. Then when our way to return, we went there for Asar... NAD MAGRIB?!! meaning a jungle tracking has turned into a night walking through a forest with no single light *shivers of excitement*
It suppose to be an excitement one but then... when I told the scouts to make two lines... a scout came to me saying that she saw them(a.k.a ghosts) *facepalm*
So, as a KELANA... Have to hold her hand and walk through the forest together. I'm fine with but the pengakap looked really scared, her hand shivers once a while, her friends grabbed my bag to walk with me... kinda troublesome but a rare thing to happen ;D So, I want to feel it once awhile where someone wants me... only I can help. So... GAH! *blush* Why am I thinking about that place...
The place called Roleplayer Cluster. I'm nobody important... I know the problem is fixed but... *thinking about the King* she is really... xbertanggung jawab (gomen *bows*) when I left... she didn't say anything. She just let it be? Not trying to help fixing the problem? *siiigh* Same for Fatin. But AnisChan did something that me ♥♥ her and Mi-mi and Akma as well. Thanks for caring for me♥ I really appreciate it!I want to return but... :0 Yuki won't allow be to return. not yet he said. I want them who did not speak, yelling that it's my fault and then... I will truly can decide whether I can return or not... till then... coming back is still a mystery to me and to us all.In the one week holiday... still unsure to return. Gomen, Mi-mi, AnisChan, and Akma...Yuki is my protector. He did it all for a reason. So... I will follow his warnings.
ANYWAY! Back to the main story...
*not in the mood to write anymore* We return safely to the tent without meeting any ghost or what-so-ever. I don't have the ability to see those things except when I half-conscious only.
When we are back, I slept in the dorm without caring about the event that I should watch because very tired and all. Plus, that night is my patrol night. Hearing what Yuki said again, need my rest and sleep and wake up when it's my time to patrol the scouts tents...
Also xDD I ate some ramen that some scouts prepared for me xD DELICIOUS and arigatou :3 I'm pretty hungry at that time because missed the midnight eating :3
after two hours, I slept back.
3rd Day
There not much in the third day because I'm tired and feeling sick and dizzy and all.
So, I rest till closing time :3 owh yeah. Before that, fulfilling a request from my classmates :D
Flower snap-shot♥♥
Then... after the main event, we go packing foods for the scouts... till we found out that the scouts from our school has left us behind =___= going to kill those brats someday from just leaving us like THAT!
I meant they grab the packed food and just leave us like that... REALLY! want to die? *killing aura*
However, the problem is fixed by a helping hand from another school teachers. They helped me to sent home. When I said 'me', it's because my home was close to SMK Taman Bunga Raya. So, I went home with them while the others... idk on that xD
All the humans that rode with me... IS ALL MALE♥♥ *nervous* But I'm fine~
Then, I told my mom to buy me McD Spicy Chicken McDelux and then~ here I am at home sweet home♥♥ and skipping school xD That all... *close the book tiredly*
NYAAA~ oh, why? I was thinking of writing, drawing and doing my school works(? yeah, right...) but I suddenly caught up with something troublesome...
Going camping but not as a participate. Instead, I have to help the teachers going works for the kids who will have fun, playing around with shoooo many actives! *jealous*
Then, I heard the Capm will be 3 days and two nights? *facepalm*
oh, why this has to happen to me? I'm just a weak, little girl-----CAMP INSIDE NEARBY FOREST?!!
*excited* nyaa~ me love camping near a forest~ we may go jungle tracking a-and so much more!
Me want to go inside the forest, seeing the beautiful nature :3
Also, I heard that we'll be helping with cooking and stuffs.
Okay. Now I excited... I just know about the Camp today and going tomorrow...
That's... kinda fast but I'm alright with it~ owh, and the camping is for KELANA badge<3
TOTALLY WILL BE GETTING THAT BADGE NO MATTER WHAT!
... and for Rp Cluster members who is reading their ex-queen's post...
I can't sleep last night~ xD I don't know why though but my heart was pretty hurt last night.
I try to finish my school works and finished :3 But still didn't going to school because of something *wink*.
Me slept with my mommy after crying, letting out my problems.
When I woke up... ;________; Mai-sensei's husband died in a motorcycle accident.
Kinda sad to hear that my favorite teacher... May won't be the same again.
She loves her husband because we always hear about him in class. She smiles when talking about him and now... ;________; *sigh*
In conclusion, I heard that some of the teachers left the school to comfort Mai-sensei. For Muslim who reading this... Mari kite sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk suami Cikgu Maizatul. Bismillah...
Harap suami Pn. Mai akan menjadi salah seorg drpd golongan org2 beriman, Amin.
Let just say... yepper!! My dad just give a laptop :DD Or more clearly, a small Dell notebook.
This is not a new Notebook. It actually belongs to my big bro since he already have new laptop... But I don't mind. I can easy writing/typing stories here~
annd yesh, there will be new stories/series coming up in this blogger xDD Though I will post it later after Rp Cluster Writing Contest in 13th March.
For peoples who reading this blog, it's a secret between us *wink* The members of Rp Cluster will be sorry for not joining the contest~ why? *laugh* If I write here, the secret will be out don't it?
If the lesser the members joining the contest, the better :DD Muahahaha~ This is the queen's secret project after the contest. xDD will be revealed after the contest or... let it be a secret till the project finished :D
Annnd I actually thinking of writing something. A oneshot but not for the contest ;D For my beloved servants who join the contest. However, I'm not sure to do it or not and whether the story is good or not but I will do it next week after my exam before 13th March.
So here's my list of workies;
- secret *wink*
- Oneshot (genre: Romance)
- The Everlasting Oath (series) ---coming soon
- The Dream Forest (series) ---coming soon
Only four. Not much but lazy to do it xDD
well, then. Ja ne!
Just because I laugh a lot,
doesn't mean my life is easy.
Just because I have a smile on my face every day,
doesn't mean that somethings not bothering me.
Its just that I choose to move on with the negative in my life,
and keep my head up, instead of dwelling on the past.
And so~ The games begins and we learnt many things at that night especially about love♥ I don't know where the idea came from but it's the king's order and I just had or willingly to follow xDD The first thing that I learn at that night~ Is the King's Love♥
and it seems she still in love with that person xDD
Next is Yuffie and she learnt that eyes are watching her everywhere, yet she escaped.
And last but not least, my truth ;DD
And it seems like nobody noticed that I have successfully escaped from the main question xDD
Such loveliness we had yesterday♥ The best part is reading Saki's story~ and Nami's.
Who ever thought they have such interesting stories and for me... *silent*
I want to tell but I think my memory loss is getting worst. Maybe something happen at the other side.. hmm~
The thing that I remembered clearly yesterday... The King attacked me in our Chamber xDD
The thing that she managed to find is the about alters andanswer of the truth's question.
Want to know the truth too? Hmm~ idk xDD I'm 50/50 with him. It's up to him whether there's something happen between us or not~
annnd... it seems like the middle person has a plan on her own DD8 oh, gosh...
The middle person is NamiChan~ xDD
To the conclusion of the truth and dare, I found out... I am still naive about love 'feelings' and also... I come to realized that I am actually a girl xDD
annnd I think that's all for this memoir post~ ja ne~
Distance teaches us to appreciate the days that we are able to spend together and distance teaches us the definition of patience. It is a reminder that every moment together is special, and every second together should be cherished.
whoa~ recently, I was thinking about making a story about Rp Cluster since I really love that place.
However, thanks to someone, I'm unable to talk much in the Cluster. Kinda sad though but I still want to make Rp Cluster story... I even got yelled at school because of that xDD
Me// *sigh* bored... (I missed rp cluster... Maybe I should make a story about it... But I'm not as good as the King. Mine probably the lamest for them. Plus, I have to remake Farewell Light, Dream forest, Forgotten Memories and Rendezvous Oath. Ceh... If I make the Cluster's story... I will m---spoiler--- yeah. that will do~)
Anisha// *knocked the door* Teacher, Pn. Azizah want to meet someone. Can I take 'Me' to her?
Teacher// Sure, just take her. She is in her own world anyway.
Me// *gasped and blushed* (how did she know...)
So, let just say... Busted xDD and everyone laughed at me DDx shooo embarrassing!
After that, I went to the teacher's room and meet Pn. Azizah. She approve me on doing Question 3 Art paper3 rather than doing Question 1 Art paper3.
Question 3;; I have to create a character, sketch them, movement, stability, and make a model. Sounds kinda fun♥
Anyway, back to the real story, I planned on drawing and writing Rp Cluster stories so that I won't be a useless queen. I don't want to be useless. Owh and I actually got a personal servant xDD But who is the servant is still a secret *wink*
Here is my memoir of writing~ (click the photo to better view)
The Prologue kinda short since Aki won't help me at all. If not, it would be long and interesting to read back! However, it's better than none!
After posting the prologue, I think my works have been approved by the members~ yay~
Owh, and actually, before posting the prologue, I posted a trailer and spoiler D8
But I deleted it right away! At that time, nothing is inspiring me to write until...
The King has made an ending and yeah, that what makes me want to write the story.
After posting, many peoples inspire me to write it :DD especially Aqua!
Then, I began to think about the storylines and their powers. Of course, their powers are my idea without asking them what their powers are.
Hoho~ this going to fun, writing their stories and I think they are not going to have a clue on what actually happening inside the story! <--hope so!
In last words, The Adventure of Roleplayer Cluster is based on The Adventure of PSP and Story of Form 2 Bestari from Tsukiko. That's all for now! bu-bye!
*cries* Since CNY started, I thought it's just going to be plain days because of my cousin's wedding but something has happened... Celebrating my cousin's wedding isn't such a bad thing at all!
Usually, we only order catering but in this one... *smiles happily* We cooked for ourslves, doing many things together with all of my cousins though, I'm the most quiet one but I had fun~ :DD
Annnnd the best thing about CNY in 2012 is~
*smiles very very happily* The King♥ finished with her 'little' project.
It turns out, the project is a game about all the members of Roleplayer Cluster~
Here is some snapshots♥♥
More detail or want to play the game, you guys can as our King♥.
I think, that's all for now... By the why, liked my new looks? I still didn't finish it... The colors and the banner. I'm too lazy to do it xDD
So, then... ja ne!
To know your true friends is actually simple. Just remember who lifts you when you fall. That's what friendship is all about.
In the last previous days, I've been doing shoooo many things.
I don't remember the details but~
I'm helping my cousin's wedding.
Playing bowling with other cousins. (I'm No.3 in the pic. The result shall be remained as a secret~)
Helping cooking for Tahlil making Roti John and sorry that it's a little bit messy because humans never stop lining up for the food.
And in the last day, helping giving candies and making rojak for the visitors.
As a reward, we went to the Hot Spring in the middle of the night after 12 O'clock. Sorry there no picture because I'm not myself at that time ::face palm:: But the hot spring healed my leg though, it's still hurts but not much like before.
Kinda tired but had so much fun and that's not all~ The most fun thing is what happening in my Roleplayer Cluster;; A group in Facebook and the BEST!
I become the Vice-President of the group, helping my King♥
Good thing I didn't become the King and by threat them... Nobody vote me~
However, everyone vote for me in becoming VP DDx
Owh, man. Guess I have work to do... But I don't want the group just become silent like others. So, I made an event from them♥
The last event that we accomplished is Gathering.
Due to some problems, the King♥ order us to Spam the other members~ We ALL did it; Chloe(King♥), NamiChan, Saki, Roxas, Yuffie, Aqua, Refia/Mayu, Luneth and me.
We talked about sea-salt ice-cream, war, King and Queen, Impostor King <---[that's me xDD] and sooo much things! But I didn't last long... Someone else took over and I just sat at the corner... The King♥ said I was being scary... ::sigh::
Owh yeah, and there's a secret about the Spam Contest...
The person who reached the 1000th comment is the winner and Yuffie won but... actually... I delete one of the comment, my comment before we reached 1000th comment.
It's a secret because I don't want to get into a trouble with the members DD8
So, yeah. The person before Yuffie's comment was actually the winner but let just ignore that~
Now, on going event is Writing Contest. Planned by me, the VP because I noticed the members are creating stories, so I thought it would be fun if I there's a contest about it...
However, gomen that there's no reward. I'm doing it for fun, extending creativity and closer bonds between members~ So, no Kit-kat for you, Aqua and gosh, you are really annoyed! Peoples who reading the strike can ignore it. I don't care if you tell her. I got annoyed at her since our first meeting and I can't do anything about it because my instinct tell me that she is annoying! And I don't care if you guys told her/Aqua because it's the truth. Only she can change my emotions toward her.
However some part of me just let it go~ He will just talks to anyone he wanted. That is sooo like him(Natsu♥).
::stretched hands:: I think that's all~ ja ne~
- The Forgotten Memories Retrace #1 (finished but won't post till the Story banner finished.)
- Running Man episode 78 [Link].
- Editing blogger design. [coming soon]
You can say its tiring but my legs already recovered from those tired-ness. I was being an annoying person to my family as well so that I can recover quickly.
COMIC FIESTA (22 Dec)
Before that... YAY all of us has passed the so-called end of the World.
Anyway, it begins in 22Dec which is the comic Fiesta. I went there by train and there's a veeeery long line... and had fun although just in a short time. I don't know AnisChan has fulfilled her mission or not but I hope she did :D
In the hall, I can't found any KagerouProject fanArts or something like that. Its ashamed and I was looking forward to buy them. Some peoples place a picture in 2nd Day and I saw KagerouProject's pins... gaaaah! Wish to buy them! For cosplayers, I didn't snapshot anyone because of the short time but I saw Momo and Kido. Also, I have noticed there are many Muslim's cosplayers. Haha They are better than others and me.
The things I bought; 2 AnimeT-shirt, Natsume Takashi Keychain, Maid Maiden Sunday(manga),
a pin(Part Time Student, Full-time Otaku) and notebook/sketchbook
After that, I went to Tsukiko's home to wait for my parents and siblings to take me back from their ice skating at Sunway Pyramid. While they had their fun, I read and borrowed something illegal!
YAOI BOOKS! (Jazz &OurKingdom)
-DO NOT TELL MY PARENTS/SIBLINGS-
I have read them and they are AWESOME! xD I let out my fan-girl side when reading them and I'm thinking of reading them again before returning the manga(s) to Tsukiko.
Owh, yeah. I saw BL shop at CF... they have become BOLD to sell those things. I want to buy but RM50?!! =__= I'll pass and I don't feel comfortable when standing in front of the shop although I saw a guy buying those things like nothing >w>
Family Picnic - Dad's side (23 Dec) I don't have much fun and I don't feel like I had fun there. My legs are hurt at that time... They are BARBARIANS! (gomen) When I said I don't want to get into the water, I DON'T WANT LAA!! SHEESH. However, I did get into the water and have ZERO fun there. Anyway, it's making me more tired and a time wasted.
Trying their best to throw the stones
Watching Movie(24 Dec)
Another annoying things happened but I had fun watching the movie called WRECK-IT-RAPLH. The annoying part was waking up early to go to my mom's cafe. There, I waited and waited and waited but in the end, we went to see the movie at night. Another time is wasted, right?
Nevertheless, the movie is GREAT! So, I just sweat it off.
Family Picnic again - Mom's side (25 Dec)
trying his best to make a fire
Here, I only had fun taking a picture because I can't go inside the water... (Only females will understand). Anyway, I saw monkeys inside the forest. They are cute and they remind me of... AnisChan xD But my mom and aunts told me not to get near them. That's all.
Me; *taking a picture of siblings, aunts and uncles* This is fun! *saw my uncle accidentally tripped and quickly taking his pic falling* Uncle; *stand up and...* Me; Oh MY GOSH! His pants are falling DOWN! *capture the picture* ... *blinked* Did I just snap the picture? *open gallery* yeah, I did. Good thing it's the behind, not the front... Why did I snapshot again? <---still wondering right now. It's my aunt's camera. So, I'm not the one keeping the picture xD)
TODAY (26 Dec)
I had a nice nap, reading the bl manga(s) I borrowed and had a dream 8D The dream is good and I want to have the continuations! Lets just hope I'll dream of the continuations someday ^^ Plus, the dream has a connection to the current season; Winter.
I dream about the never ending winter and the snow is fluffy(?) I don't remember much because it's already night time but I have wrote them inside my dream journal :3 Maybe I'll write them if I have the time~
Also, I have amazingly returned to the Rp Cluster. How do I feel? I don't know. Happy? Anxious? Annoyed? Nervous? Sad? Lonely? I just don't know the correct feeling... confused? Who knows? Nevertheless, I was surprised that I laughed alot when reading the Rp Cluster posts. It's been long since I laughed because of the web called Facebook... The last time I laughed was with my Otouto but he disappeared again. I missed him so much! I wished he would return to FB soon and have a lot of fun together with his friends! That's all... Ja ne!
Sorry that I'm currently in foul mood. Being stressed by works, stressed by something and yelled by Shiroko ended up making me into this mood. Also, uncontrollable feelings of sadness and such... I came to gave up.
It's stupid to think alot, yet I'm a virgo. I hate the fact of being a virgo. Being a born actor and perfectionism. It's stupid. I always copy other people's personality and then, they told me to be myself but when I show it... They denied that is myself. I'm not a cheerful, happy-go-lucky, supportive person.
That is what you called my other personalities. So, don't say that you know who I am. I don't even understand it myself and know what am I thinking, so don't place yourself that you know me better and know my real personality. I hate that.
Why am I acting like cheerful, etc though, I am not? Simple... I just want to be like that and I'm a born actor for myself only. Is it wrong? Plus, if peoples said that I'm like that, well... I will just be like what you want and didn't care less what you thought of me.
Anyway~ I don't care whether I'll lose readers when writing it. Do I even have royal readers? Oh, yeah. I have two important person and I don't want to lose them. The person I always want to hangout with whenever holidays coming and another mysterious person.
Those peoples that I planned not to lose, now and forever. I don't know they realized it or not because I cried when I felt like I'm losing them. Meaning, the 'real' me doesn't want to lose them...
Same as Rp Cluster. I cried because the fact that I began to lose them since me and Saki argued. I have always thought of returning in this two weeks of holiday but it seems nothing happen in that place. Probably everyone busy with works and Aika...
Speaking about Aika, I don't hate Aika. I just hate the fact that you guys play Aika and ignores the peoples who doesn't play the game. Maybe someday, I'm going TO FREAK'N LOG IN INTO AIKA, RAISE Incredibly HIGH LEVEL AND MURDER YOU ALL whenever you guys log in.
That is what I'm feeling right now.
Oh, ah~ I just read about Zodiac sign again... What I found out is, a relationship with a leo will never be good... No wonder I hate Leo, except my lil sister because she is Leo~
The most funny relationship is Cancer and Virgo... amazingly matched with each other(?) *laughing while rolling on the bed* very funny la and I have some of Aries personality... probably because of my dad~
I know that we shouldn't believe what the zodiac write because it isn't true at all! Well... some part of it are true and that's what fun to read for now~
... I think my mood improved :DD going to write about AFA now!
Firstly, yeah. I know it's been awhile since I posted something. I want to start writing again because...
No matter what happens, I will write them all in my book because they are my memories of living in this world.
I think, even if I died... Hopefully this blog/myDiary is still alive as a prove that... I'm alive.
Alright then... The main reason for my disappearance is... I had problems at the other-side... The death can't return back to life. I learnt that the hard way. Many peoples died in my other-side and the most important person died too... I just can't accept it but I know... God love him more... *sigh*
Now, for Roleplayer Cluster ;D
I think my time is up. Now I still don't know whether I should return or not... I think, I would just let it be till the gathering once more meaning; in the two weeks of holiday.All I have to say is, the problem with me and Saki still haven't finish yet... I kinda want to return, not caring the problem is solved or not.
If I were to return before the real problem solved... DO NOT expect me to speak up to Saki nicely. Maybe Natsu will but none others.
REALLY! Finally, Natsu able to live the way he wants ;D *hugs Natsu*
... At school;
I think I'm getting better on talking freely with my classmates. Though, they teased me because I used polite language. But if I use non-polite... I tried doing it and the result; they were scared(?) probably because they never used on me using non-polite language.
... while that... Tsukiko and I have problem(?). She opened the two years ago case and as a result, I got awkward especially when she less talks... >_< nyaaa~ nuuuuuh~ I don't want the second time!! Please no second time... ;_______; It may get into a bad conclusion unlike the first time because I was... weak.
Omegai, Tsukiko! If you were to read this... NO MORE! I know you are a sadist and I'm a 'M'... but... please.. never do it again though... For me... the thought of 2nd time is possible... *sigh*
I think... that all~ Next stop... SUMMER ANIME that I'm going to watch~
I don't want to say anything about this one because... It's bored me to death.
We have to listen to the forum from 8a.m till 4p.m. The winner of the forum is from SMK Bukit Sentose ;D
SMK Sungai Choh(my current school =_=) won the best 'ahli penal'.
That's all for Forum Kelana.
KELANA CAMPING
For this one... :3 Have ALOT to talk to because this event held many memories in it.
1st Day...
Before I rode the bus, I was late on packing my things for the camping. However, thank god that I managed to reach back to school before the bus left :D In the bus... There a Perdana Student that is veeery blu... Hate remembering it =__=
Anyway, when we reached there... Uncountable tents already on the ground. Why there are shooo many humans? Hate it... But when I turned to the side where there's no human walking...
The Beautiful side of the camping place with no human and in dawn, there's many fog :D
Such a cold place like the Cameron Highland.
At that time, I stared at the scenery thinking, "Where th is the teacher? We are lost without you..."
Then when another KELANA arrived, we found out...
We will be staying inside a dorm instead of inside a tent♥
Place for us to sleep. The ONLY place for KELANA VIRGIL and female teachers. Male will be staying at another dorm.
after that... our first day become a really bored day... At that time, I was thinking, "I wanna go home~ mommy~!" xDD I even texted my mom to pick me up but she didn't reply in the first day.
So, I just continue helping teachers to manage pengakap muda. (Pengakap Kanak2 is for other KELANA not me)
Then... in the middle of the night where I should be sleeping... We found out that this camping is two in one. We will get two badges which are Perkhidmatan &Kemahiran.
For Kemahiran, we need to help teachers managing the scouts(pengakap) while for Perkhidmatan...
WE NEED TO PATROL IN MIDNIGHT AT SCOUT'S TENT! I hate it when I can't sleep...
At first, we agreed to patrol together but they didn't wake me up... meaning I have to do it alone in the second night... Ceeeeeh!!
2nd Day
Hell yeah~ wake up early and I've got the events paper on what will we do in the rest of the 3 days and 2 nights.
A KELANA and Scouts. Morning activities. Kawat Kaki.
I don't need to do anything in this one :3 yay me~
After that, we eat and another learning event. We have to teach the scouts on ikatan, mata arah angin and many more. I'm in charge on 'Mata Arah Angin'(south, west, east, north).
At first, I was nervous but then, it turn out fine :3
The afternoon event is...
ADVENTURE!!!!!! JUNGLE TRACKING! MY FAVORITE!!
On our way to river-side
All PM(pengakap Muda) will go on an adventure toward a river and heard that we can go swim there♥ hoooray~ we walk there... umm... 8km like the school marathon.
We can see cows, sheep, and dogs at the our left. The dog are shooo cute but good thing its beyond a gate or I will try to run away xD
Before we reached the river... legs hurt, foot hurts, and maaany more! However, thanks to the curiousity... we able to make it~ yay~ But when we reached there... *hearing thunder* ;________; cannot swim...
The Beautiful River but cannot swim...
Scattered Scouts. Doing there activities on making traps for animals.
Teacher, "Didn't I tell you guys you CANNOT swim?!" Scout, "But... Didn't sensei was about to swim as well?" Teacher. "Umm...teachers are different! Now go!"
So, now... we KELANA just stared and watching the Scouts doing their workies. When they are done, we return to the camping place... walking again =w= *making tired face*
ALL FEMALE KELANA HAVE TO WALK WHILE TEACHERS AND MALE KELANA ARE RIDING MOTORCYCLE AND CARS!!! NO FAIR! *pout*
... *evil smile* all female kelana except me xD
*being childish Natsu and order a male Kelana to let me rode a motorcycle as well*
"Good bye scouts... and female KELANA~The world is really cruel isn't it?" *laugh loudly*
and thanks to that, my leg manage to heal and reached a mosque earlier than others.
The mosque... before we reached the river, we went there as well for Zohor prayer. Then when our way to return, we went there for Asar... NAD MAGRIB?!! meaning a jungle tracking has turned into a night walking through a forest with no single light *shivers of excitement*
It suppose to be an excitement one but then... when I told the scouts to make two lines... a scout came to me saying that she saw them(a.k.a ghosts) *facepalm*
So, as a KELANA... Have to hold her hand and walk through the forest together. I'm fine with but the pengakap looked really scared, her hand shivers once a while, her friends grabbed my bag to walk with me... kinda troublesome but a rare thing to happen ;D So, I want to feel it once awhile where someone wants me... only I can help. So... GAH! *blush* Why am I thinking about that place...
The place called Roleplayer Cluster. I'm nobody important... I know the problem is fixed but... *thinking about the King* she is really... xbertanggung jawab (gomen *bows*) when I left... she didn't say anything. She just let it be? Not trying to help fixing the problem? *siiigh* Same for Fatin. But AnisChan did something that me ♥♥ her and Mi-mi and Akma as well. Thanks for caring for me♥ I really appreciate it!I want to return but... :0 Yuki won't allow be to return. not yet he said. I want them who did not speak, yelling that it's my fault and then... I will truly can decide whether I can return or not... till then... coming back is still a mystery to me and to us all.In the one week holiday... still unsure to return. Gomen, Mi-mi, AnisChan, and Akma...Yuki is my protector. He did it all for a reason. So... I will follow his warnings.
ANYWAY! Back to the main story...
*not in the mood to write anymore* We return safely to the tent without meeting any ghost or what-so-ever. I don't have the ability to see those things except when I half-conscious only.
When we are back, I slept in the dorm without caring about the event that I should watch because very tired and all. Plus, that night is my patrol night. Hearing what Yuki said again, need my rest and sleep and wake up when it's my time to patrol the scouts tents...
Also xDD I ate some ramen that some scouts prepared for me xD DELICIOUS and arigatou :3 I'm pretty hungry at that time because missed the midnight eating :3
after two hours, I slept back.
3rd Day
There not much in the third day because I'm tired and feeling sick and dizzy and all.
So, I rest till closing time :3 owh yeah. Before that, fulfilling a request from my classmates :D
Flower snap-shot♥♥
Then... after the main event, we go packing foods for the scouts... till we found out that the scouts from our school has left us behind =___= going to kill those brats someday from just leaving us like THAT!
I meant they grab the packed food and just leave us like that... REALLY! want to die? *killing aura*
However, the problem is fixed by a helping hand from another school teachers. They helped me to sent home. When I said 'me', it's because my home was close to SMK Taman Bunga Raya. So, I went home with them while the others... idk on that xD
All the humans that rode with me... IS ALL MALE♥♥ *nervous* But I'm fine~
Then, I told my mom to buy me McD Spicy Chicken McDelux and then~ here I am at home sweet home♥♥ and skipping school xD That all... *close the book tiredly*
NYAAA~ oh, why? I was thinking of writing, drawing and doing my school works(? yeah, right...) but I suddenly caught up with something troublesome...
Going camping but not as a participate. Instead, I have to help the teachers going works for the kids who will have fun, playing around with shoooo many actives! *jealous*
Then, I heard the Capm will be 3 days and two nights? *facepalm*
oh, why this has to happen to me? I'm just a weak, little girl-----CAMP INSIDE NEARBY FOREST?!!
*excited* nyaa~ me love camping near a forest~ we may go jungle tracking a-and so much more!
Me want to go inside the forest, seeing the beautiful nature :3
Also, I heard that we'll be helping with cooking and stuffs.
Okay. Now I excited... I just know about the Camp today and going tomorrow...
That's... kinda fast but I'm alright with it~ owh, and the camping is for KELANA badge<3
TOTALLY WILL BE GETTING THAT BADGE NO MATTER WHAT!
... and for Rp Cluster members who is reading their ex-queen's post...
I can't sleep last night~ xD I don't know why though but my heart was pretty hurt last night.
I try to finish my school works and finished :3 But still didn't going to school because of something *wink*.
Me slept with my mommy after crying, letting out my problems.
When I woke up... ;________; Mai-sensei's husband died in a motorcycle accident.
Kinda sad to hear that my favorite teacher... May won't be the same again.
She loves her husband because we always hear about him in class. She smiles when talking about him and now... ;________; *sigh*
In conclusion, I heard that some of the teachers left the school to comfort Mai-sensei. For Muslim who reading this... Mari kite sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk suami Cikgu Maizatul. Bismillah...
Harap suami Pn. Mai akan menjadi salah seorg drpd golongan org2 beriman, Amin.
Let just say... yepper!! My dad just give a laptop :DD Or more clearly, a small Dell notebook.
This is not a new Notebook. It actually belongs to my big bro since he already have new laptop... But I don't mind. I can easy writing/typing stories here~
annd yesh, there will be new stories/series coming up in this blogger xDD Though I will post it later after Rp Cluster Writing Contest in 13th March.
For peoples who reading this blog, it's a secret between us *wink* The members of Rp Cluster will be sorry for not joining the contest~ why? *laugh* If I write here, the secret will be out don't it?
If the lesser the members joining the contest, the better :DD Muahahaha~ This is the queen's secret project after the contest. xDD will be revealed after the contest or... let it be a secret till the project finished :D
Annnd I actually thinking of writing something. A oneshot but not for the contest ;D For my beloved servants who join the contest. However, I'm not sure to do it or not and whether the story is good or not but I will do it next week after my exam before 13th March.
So here's my list of workies;
- secret *wink*
- Oneshot (genre: Romance)
- The Everlasting Oath (series) ---coming soon
- The Dream Forest (series) ---coming soon
Only four. Not much but lazy to do it xDD
well, then. Ja ne!
Just because I laugh a lot,
doesn't mean my life is easy.
Just because I have a smile on my face every day,
doesn't mean that somethings not bothering me.
Its just that I choose to move on with the negative in my life,
and keep my head up, instead of dwelling on the past.
And so~ The games begins and we learnt many things at that night especially about love♥ I don't know where the idea came from but it's the king's order and I just had or willingly to follow xDD The first thing that I learn at that night~ Is the King's Love♥
and it seems she still in love with that person xDD
Next is Yuffie and she learnt that eyes are watching her everywhere, yet she escaped.
And last but not least, my truth ;DD
And it seems like nobody noticed that I have successfully escaped from the main question xDD
Such loveliness we had yesterday♥ The best part is reading Saki's story~ and Nami's.
Who ever thought they have such interesting stories and for me... *silent*
I want to tell but I think my memory loss is getting worst. Maybe something happen at the other side.. hmm~
The thing that I remembered clearly yesterday... The King attacked me in our Chamber xDD
The thing that she managed to find is the about alters andanswer of the truth's question.
Want to know the truth too? Hmm~ idk xDD I'm 50/50 with him. It's up to him whether there's something happen between us or not~
annnd... it seems like the middle person has a plan on her own DD8 oh, gosh...
The middle person is NamiChan~ xDD
To the conclusion of the truth and dare, I found out... I am still naive about love 'feelings' and also... I come to realized that I am actually a girl xDD
annnd I think that's all for this memoir post~ ja ne~
Distance teaches us to appreciate the days that we are able to spend together and distance teaches us the definition of patience. It is a reminder that every moment together is special, and every second together should be cherished.
whoa~ recently, I was thinking about making a story about Rp Cluster since I really love that place.
However, thanks to someone, I'm unable to talk much in the Cluster. Kinda sad though but I still want to make Rp Cluster story... I even got yelled at school because of that xDD
Me// *sigh* bored... (I missed rp cluster... Maybe I should make a story about it... But I'm not as good as the King. Mine probably the lamest for them. Plus, I have to remake Farewell Light, Dream forest, Forgotten Memories and Rendezvous Oath. Ceh... If I make the Cluster's story... I will m---spoiler--- yeah. that will do~)
Anisha// *knocked the door* Teacher, Pn. Azizah want to meet someone. Can I take 'Me' to her?
Teacher// Sure, just take her. She is in her own world anyway.
Me// *gasped and blushed* (how did she know...)
So, let just say... Busted xDD and everyone laughed at me DDx shooo embarrassing!
After that, I went to the teacher's room and meet Pn. Azizah. She approve me on doing Question 3 Art paper3 rather than doing Question 1 Art paper3.
Question 3;; I have to create a character, sketch them, movement, stability, and make a model. Sounds kinda fun♥
Anyway, back to the real story, I planned on drawing and writing Rp Cluster stories so that I won't be a useless queen. I don't want to be useless. Owh and I actually got a personal servant xDD But who is the servant is still a secret *wink*
Here is my memoir of writing~ (click the photo to better view)
The Prologue kinda short since Aki won't help me at all. If not, it would be long and interesting to read back! However, it's better than none!
After posting the prologue, I think my works have been approved by the members~ yay~
Owh, and actually, before posting the prologue, I posted a trailer and spoiler D8
But I deleted it right away! At that time, nothing is inspiring me to write until...
The King has made an ending and yeah, that what makes me want to write the story.
After posting, many peoples inspire me to write it :DD especially Aqua!
Then, I began to think about the storylines and their powers. Of course, their powers are my idea without asking them what their powers are.
Hoho~ this going to fun, writing their stories and I think they are not going to have a clue on what actually happening inside the story! <--hope so!
In last words, The Adventure of Roleplayer Cluster is based on The Adventure of PSP and Story of Form 2 Bestari from Tsukiko. That's all for now! bu-bye!
*cries* Since CNY started, I thought it's just going to be plain days because of my cousin's wedding but something has happened... Celebrating my cousin's wedding isn't such a bad thing at all!
Usually, we only order catering but in this one... *smiles happily* We cooked for ourslves, doing many things together with all of my cousins though, I'm the most quiet one but I had fun~ :DD
Annnnd the best thing about CNY in 2012 is~
*smiles very very happily* The King♥ finished with her 'little' project.
It turns out, the project is a game about all the members of Roleplayer Cluster~
Here is some snapshots♥♥
More detail or want to play the game, you guys can as our King♥.
I think, that's all for now... By the why, liked my new looks? I still didn't finish it... The colors and the banner. I'm too lazy to do it xDD
So, then... ja ne!
To know your true friends is actually simple. Just remember who lifts you when you fall. That's what friendship is all about.
In the last previous days, I've been doing shoooo many things.
I don't remember the details but~
I'm helping my cousin's wedding.
Playing bowling with other cousins. (I'm No.3 in the pic. The result shall be remained as a secret~)
Helping cooking for Tahlil making Roti John and sorry that it's a little bit messy because humans never stop lining up for the food.
And in the last day, helping giving candies and making rojak for the visitors.
As a reward, we went to the Hot Spring in the middle of the night after 12 O'clock. Sorry there no picture because I'm not myself at that time ::face palm:: But the hot spring healed my leg though, it's still hurts but not much like before.
Kinda tired but had so much fun and that's not all~ The most fun thing is what happening in my Roleplayer Cluster;; A group in Facebook and the BEST!
I become the Vice-President of the group, helping my King♥
Good thing I didn't become the King and by threat them... Nobody vote me~
However, everyone vote for me in becoming VP DDx
Owh, man. Guess I have work to do... But I don't want the group just become silent like others. So, I made an event from them♥
The last event that we accomplished is Gathering.
Due to some problems, the King♥ order us to Spam the other members~ We ALL did it; Chloe(King♥), NamiChan, Saki, Roxas, Yuffie, Aqua, Refia/Mayu, Luneth and me.
We talked about sea-salt ice-cream, war, King and Queen, Impostor King <---[that's me xDD] and sooo much things! But I didn't last long... Someone else took over and I just sat at the corner... The King♥ said I was being scary... ::sigh::
Owh yeah, and there's a secret about the Spam Contest...
The person who reached the 1000th comment is the winner and Yuffie won but... actually... I delete one of the comment, my comment before we reached 1000th comment.
It's a secret because I don't want to get into a trouble with the members DD8
So, yeah. The person before Yuffie's comment was actually the winner but let just ignore that~
Now, on going event is Writing Contest. Planned by me, the VP because I noticed the members are creating stories, so I thought it would be fun if I there's a contest about it...
However, gomen that there's no reward. I'm doing it for fun, extending creativity and closer bonds between members~ So, no Kit-kat for you, Aqua and gosh, you are really annoyed! Peoples who reading the strike can ignore it. I don't care if you tell her. I got annoyed at her since our first meeting and I can't do anything about it because my instinct tell me that she is annoying! And I don't care if you guys told her/Aqua because it's the truth. Only she can change my emotions toward her.
However some part of me just let it go~ He will just talks to anyone he wanted. That is sooo like him(Natsu♥).
::stretched hands:: I think that's all~ ja ne~
- The Forgotten Memories Retrace #1 (finished but won't post till the Story banner finished.)
- Running Man episode 78 [Link].
- Editing blogger design. [coming soon]
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