Erghh... Lately I have feel of wanting to vomit. Am I sick? I can't even follow my mom to her work place. I've also have been hearing weird things too but just sweat it of.
Anyway, my STPM result will be out in March 18th. Please pray for me. Omegaishimasu! Oh, it has nothing to do with my sickness if you planned to combine it together since I felt sick before knowing the date of my STPM result. Ahhhh... I just want to eat and sleep right now ;______;
MISAO
Putting my daily-daily life aside since I always being sick... Now, let's talk about Misao.
I have download it along time ago and the same time as IB and MadFather but just played it yesterday after mentioned by Mi-mi.The game is like... well... you need to do many things to get to the real ending(Truth). Of course I will always had the bad ending first but later got good end and then, the real ending. Feeling like playing IB :3
This story teaches us to never judge a book by it's cover to the victim and
also to the bullies adding da real killer.
To the truth, I don't really like the puzzle. Its just... randomly? That is the reason I didn't play until yesterday. However, I do enjoy the storyline. Also, if you finished the game using 'female'.
You can play as male too!
I'm planning to make a fanArt and upload it at my DevianArt but I am no longer interesting in making the FanArt of Misao? Ahhh... I don't know whether to make it or not.
THE CROOKED MAN
This is the new game many peoples been mention lately. I found out about The Crooked Man from my FB friend(not really) and my fav artist in DeviantArt. Here is the download link. Just click 'download the crooked man' and you will fly to mediafire.
For this game... erghh... at first I don't want to play it since at the beginning of the game, it said there are sudden surprises and all... I'm scared. You can know about my dread in my FB. I have been saying about it for a few days. In FB and in some other places. After playing Misao, I gather my courage and plays the game. It was fun~ la la la... I played it~ weird sounds, weird messages, got shock, got scared, got sad, etc. Been through all of them and then, finally I thought I have finished half of the game but then... PROLOGUE END. OMG!!! IT'S ONLY THE PROLOGUE!!!!! How many things to do for it takes to finish this game?!!! Tsk tsk... I already got scared when the sudden message appeared ;______; A-and I'm alone at home right now when I was playing the game! (just finish playing a few hours ago)
Putting that aside, the story like is GREAT<3 I love the story line but I dislike that 'thing'! Its hard to kill it even if you use gun. That 'thing' is fast but you need strategy and cheating to kill it xD pfffft. It can't even get hurt me when I'm using the 'cheating' tactic. Oh, its not cheating by using code or anything like that. Just hide and swing. That's all but depends on the place you are battling with the crooked man.
SPOILER TIME!!
David// of course and I'm looking forward to it.
(they are D and David. in scene2)
This scene reminded me of... PERSONA!! xDD
There was a Crooked Man,
and walked a crooked mile,
He found a crooked sixpence against a crooked stile;
He bought a crooked cat, which caught a crooked mouse,
And they all lived together in a little crooked house.
[by MOTHER GOOSE]
I almost cried when watching the ending... ;_____; its sad... *sob* WARING!! HUGE SPOILER ALERT!! ONLY DOWN BELOW!!
"You know what I think?"
The Crooked Man had a crooked body,
and only crooked things...
But I am sure he was happy,
Living in his crooked house.
*sob sob* I wanna play it agaaaain!!
Oh, yeah. Hooray for me because I didn't get any bad end in this game just like MadFather.
Next I'm playing Palette. Its non-horror so, I'll be fine ;D ja mata ne~
Konichiwa~ How have you been, my dear reader? I have to apologize that I haven't updated my blog for many days now. The story I wrote already in chapter 6 but I'm waiting for others to update it first, gomen. Also, I need to write the next chapter so that it won't be in a loooong hiatus. I know, my aim for this year is to finish ArCiel ~Meeting~ and ArCiel ~*****~ . I don't know why but I'm lazy to write anything right now. I'm just concentrating on my drawings. Gomen nasai again~
If anyone is wondering, I bought my tablet on Feb 03 2013 which is this month and its already 3 weeks passed. Only a few knows about my tablet. Its Wacom Bamboo Fun &Touch. I bought it using my money and my dad helped me pay half of the price. The price is RM410. I pay RM210 and the other is dad's. At first, I was going to buy it at lowyat but since there's a change of plan at that day, I bought it at Shah Alam instead.
My Wacomboo tablet :D
My first time using it was really bad. It looked ugly and its hard to draw using it. I am still wondering how to use the eraser at the pen but what the heck. I'm used to do manual things. Sometimes I think I should just buy Wacom bamboo Pen only buuut what's done is done. Plus, I'm happy with the tablet right now. I just draw everyday till right now, my right hand is tired ~_~ and the tip of my pen is getting smaller... Should I change it now?
This one is my first try... it looked bad, right?
A few days later~ still bad xD
I didn't managed to finish this one on time during CNY. I was at my cousins house at that time.
Also, I'm currently using Paint Tool SAI instead of GIMP. GIMP is for editing.
Using SAI is better than GIMP when it comes to drawing :3
So, times goes by and for awhile, I'm looking for the way of my drawing. Seriously, I kept of copying others how to color and all but kept failing at it :3 So, till today, I found it. I'll continue drawing this way till I have the feeling of doing a real coloring :D If you are looking for my place to upload drawings... Its at deviantart.com. Oh, I have a new acc of deviantart... just click here or you can find it in this blog, my profile corner :D
That's all for this post... 39(San-kyuu) for reading >w<
As most of you already know, I've started to play these two games a few days ago. I played it because there's a facebook friend of mine(I don't really know anything about her. I add her because she is good in drawing) is playing this game called MadFather and was frustrating about the ending and at that time, I was bored.
So, I find the link myself and download it. The link is easy to find but here(IB / Madfather) if you lazy to find one. It can be played in PC, windows. Before I started playing Madfather, I download Misao and IB for curiosity but didn't try it yet.
Okay, I started playing MadHana(geez; typo thanks to Tsukiko) MadFather and found out the graphic looked lame. However, I just play it because I was bored anyway. The storyline is rather interesting and when I meet the zombie(?) I just... laaame. It didn't scared me at all. So, keep playing, keep playing. Then, I meet Dio(the so-called-hero)! Whoa~ he is cuute! Then, he showed his missing eyes. So, Aya(main character) ran away. Geez! Y U RAN AWAY?!
Thanks to curiosity again, I freely went into every door before going to the hall. =__= I went inside the room next to Aya's room and found a woman standing and I walk toward her and then... I got surprised xD Seriously, the picture didn't scared me but to just sudden appear like that; BRING MY CHILD made me shocked and I meant veeery shocked. I closed the game and bluuuuuur and blank (At that time, it's Magrib). I was hesitate to play the game again but if I started to play, I don't want to stop and its only 15 minutes since I started playing. Plus, my curiosity(again) made me want to know the ending of the story D8 Oh, gosh Y CURIOSITY?! WHY?!! I want to play the game but I'm afraid to got shocked again. Seriously, I don't like getting shocked especially related to ghost and abnormal phenomena/creatures.
So, in the end; I asked my mom to play inside her room but she said dad is coming home, she need to wait for him in the living room, so I take my lappy and drag it at the living room. Then, I started playing it again. After that nothing much happened although I got shocked again and again but since my mom is there, I'm fine. Then, the rest of the game story; FIND OUT YOURSELF xD I only take 4+ hours to finish it. The puzzle is both hard and easy. Hard if you don't read carefully and easy if you read carefully. I didn't read it CAREFULLY xD So, sometimes I got stuck.
The ending? I've got the best ending in my first time playing but I didn't get the extra scene because I didn't collect it all. The ending is...=____= So, if you are playing... Happy Playing :DD Although I think most peoples already played the game =w= Imma slow. Anyway, that's all for MadFather :DD
Lol xD Gomen for this Good End Spoiler.
Now for Ib. I have already heard about this game last year but never thought of playing it until I yesterday due to boredness again. This game is better than MadFather because it's less scary but I still got scared by the sudden appearance of DE HANDS. Every time Ib died, I continue playing and walk to the same place where DE hands appear and still got shocked. Not only twice but three times. Oh, yes I get many 'Game Over' than playing MadFather. The puzzle is easy but easy to die xD also, I need my pencil and a paper to write down some note to the password since I forgets easily xD
Oh, also I like Ib because it has a good ending :DD I lovin' the ending although at first I got the worst ending =___= Ib all alone because I don't want to leave Gary alone, sleeping. Ib has many ending and I got three ending(Ib all alone, Forgotten Portrait and Together, Forever) before I got frustrated and replay the game to find the better ending.
The Best Ending.
So, now you have it. The things I have been doing during the Maulidur Rasul and Thaipusam holiday.
Hope all of you have a good holiday but since the school already starts again... xD Do not worry! Chinese New Year is coming along the waaaay~ Ja ne :3
I was planning to kept all my dreams a secret but its just too much for me to handle. I slept two times a day because I was fasting and get tired easily. So, its too much dreams especially if I suddenly wake up and sleeps back. <--this can make me had three dreams in one day.]
In my plan, I want to write a story about it but I can't because when another dreams appeared, I became confused. Sometimes I had a continuation and sometimes, I can't recall the dreams I had. However, the dreams that I manage to remember are placed inside my dream journal. I think there's 10++ story inside my dream journal for three weeks non-stop.
Today, I dream of Kwang Soo (Running Man) had a punishment for losing a game. I think I had this because I was watching Running Man new episode before went for my afternoon nap. His punishment is... ride a motorcycle to sell ice-cream and there's Nestle 'Mat Cool' ice cream song... =__= I know this afternoon there's Mat Cool ice-cream selling around my house... perhaps that is what effecting my dreams :o
Anyway, I don't mind that dream. Its like a FanFic of Running Man and wished to forget because it IS a stupid dream xD but its fun watching him enroll around my old school~
Let's talk about the good dream. Here's one;
THE ROLEPLAY GAME
In the year of 20XX, there’s a person who has successfully created a game. Before the game is introduced to the world, two boys play the game as a tester. Playing the game has made them felt happiness because it is fun and mostly a promising game. The characters that can be used are the characters from countless anime and manga can be used and the settings are based on the settings of the playable characters.
Later, when the game is successful being played by the two boys, the game is introduced. As expected, the game become popular and the creator achieved what he wanted. Then, after a few years the gamers demand a character that they can make by themselves. The characters are referred as OC (Original Characters).
Once again, the game is under construction for the creator to upgrade the game as the demand. The two boys who have been loyal to the game become the game tester again. They created an original character together and when they are done, one of the boys tested the character out. Again, as expected it became successful because of the creator’s intelligent. Right after that, the gamers can make an Original character like they wanted to. However, something has happened after that.
One of the boys who tested the Original Character had discovered something about creating an OC. He said to the creator that something awful will happen if they don’t ban the Original Character inside the game. However, the creator has already turns blind and deaf. The boy wanted to prove what he said is true. So, he showed it to the creator when both of them played the game in the same time. They wanted the other boy to follow them but he has an important exam. Both of the boys made a promise to each other before they departed.
By the time the other boy finishes his exam, his best friend fall into a deep slumber. The creator refuses to tell him the reason. However, he knows the creator has banned OC inside the game. He wanted to know why. He wanted to know the reason for his best friend to turn like that and the creator told him creating the game is a sin. The game has made his best friend turning that way. Finally, he has come to hate the game and the creator for not destroying the game. Then, the boy left and disappeared along with the unfulfilled promise.
The creator reminscenes the words of the boy before he falls into deep slumber. He said, "I know there's a person who can end this silly game. 'That person' can do it." --referring to his best friend but will he do it since he has come to dislike the game?
-DREAM END-
hurm~ haha I like it when actions are involved in my dreams :3 but no matter what, there is this one dream I had is related to romance. tch... and somewhat, I want a continuation~ Its only a little bit because... I has become a forgetful person :o
THE SIX VOLUME.
First Vol; A beautiful Mansion inside a forest. Many peoples lives inside the mansion. The Royal-blood has the power to see the future and change the future. Other country hates the prediction. Everyone is killed and they tried to steal the Book of Future.
Second Vol; A prince and his best friend enter the Mansion and found the place haunted. They wanted to find the book. Then, they found a weird room. Inside, a lady is sitting and hold a book tightly. The lady is a princess who managed to survive the kill.
Third Vol; The Prince tried to steal the book but the princess won't let him. In the end, the book is actually empty.
Fourth Vol; The truth about the book.
Fifth Vol; (I don't remember xD)
Six Vol; The Prince and the Princess has fallen in love with each other... Happy ending~
That's all~ There this one dream I wanna tell you but I forget when telling you guys the baka so-called romance story... Okay. I can't recall it no matter how hard I tried... I know its related with action but oh, well... I don't want to stress myself.
...Now please enjoy this song I am addicted to since two days ago. The song is about four students who involved with Urban Legend Story. They obsessed with the Legend and refuses to see the reality. All the Legends are the scary ones... like a ghost story.
-1st ep is about Lonely Hide and Seek... We all know about Hide and Seek and what we don't know in japan, 'it' is pronounced 'oni' and oni=demon. You know what happen... at first, main chara is 'it' and then its his turn to hide so... the person who is 'it'...
-2nd ep is about Impostor Advisory... I'm not interested in this one.
-3rd ep is Perfect Crime Love Letter... You know about the 'Merry' right? The chara received a message, 'I'm merry, I am at the school'... 'Im Merry, I am at the shop.'... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your house' ... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your room.' ... 'Im Merry, I am behind you.' =___= ITS SCARY!!
-4th ep is about Aimless Imitation Musical Chair... Its about Musical Chair and about Monkey hand that granted wishes. You can have five wish but the price is... ahaha
You guys can find the four of the ep (Vocaloid Songs) in youtube. Ja ne~
Hmm... after new year I went along with the same flow as I was before New Year. Nothing much has changed but sometimes I get bored although I have been reading alot of manga but they aren't the newly-found. I read back the manga I have read last year.
There are also some manga I'm searching for since I have forgotten the name... Its hard to find them. Of course its yaoi manga I'm looking for...
I'm also searching for anime that I didn't watch yet in Autumn Season Anime. I have found out that Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai! is a good anime. Glad that I didn't cry and I love the ending. I wished for a 2nd season!
Talked about season 2, for those who watched [K]... I know the ending is... BAD with Isana Yashiro and Mikoto died but have NO FEAR because there's going to be a 2nd season buuut its in October 2013 =__= yeah, I know... its loooong way ahead us.
Also, I watched Yak; The Giant Robot with my little sister at Wangsa Walk just a few days ago. The plot is the ok but its kind of boring... The way they telling the story is boring. I will never watch movie that type of movie AGAIN...
Oh, yeah... I was surprised that there's only 4 peoples including me and my little sister who are watching the show in the cinema... xDD Its like... we can sit wherever we want and do whatever we want inside the room. Perhaps, it is the first day of school. That's the reason only 4 peoples watching the show~ heh heh
Anyway, putting that aside... I have recently gain an update story from one of my friends. She wrote a story from Persona3Portable. At first, I had no interest and felt somewhat annoyed... Why? BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A PSP! Geez, I wanna play P3p too... *sob* *sob*
However, SINCE I don't have a psp and CURIOUS to know how the female story goes... I read it xD And Oh~ the pairing is with Shinji<3 I was planning to go with him if I had a psp because... I don't know why, but I like Shinji : 3
Then... I heard King Waffle said, "after Shinji regain conscious from coma, he went to meet up with Minako but then, Minako died." <--in sarcastic sound.] OH MY! Its somewhat sounded TRAGIC! If I were Shinji at that time... ahahaha... *silent* .... poor Shinji xD
............. *grins* An idea just popped out xD I might as well tell SakiChan what I had in mind buuuut somewhat feeling lazy or... the idea might spoil her story... Should I be quiet about it?
[Note to SakiChan; Please do your BEST to make me cry in this scene :3]
As for me... write a story? I don't know. Starting this Monday, I will go to my mom's cafe as a worker while waiting for an open job at Saki's shop. I can't wait in my home forever, nee? I have to go out and make some money so that I won't bankrupt when buying DVD or merchandises in any place that sell anything related to anime/manga. However, if there's a job available for me besides my mom's cafe... I will definitely go : 3
Oh, yeah... just yesterday, my little sister already go to a prison because she got PLKN. Ahh... I wanna go to plkn as well. Kind of envious of her but what the heck... I'll just stay here in front of my lappy and be a good anime-Otaku.
2012 Achievement;
-drawing and editing improvement
-wrote many oneshots
-read alot of manga/anime
-buy alot of anime/manga products
-began to follow with ongoing anime
-had a new start at the other-side
-final school year
-survived STPM exam
-going to many school trips; gunung stong etc
-leave and come-back to Rp Cluster
-had new Otouto at FB
-began to admire many artist; Otouto, Shirokonoha and Kam Kai Ying
-begin to hear NicoNico and Vocaloid
2013 Wishes;
-improving in artworks and stories
-concur alot of anime/manga
-completing Ar Ciel phase I and II.
-make more memories
-entering to collage life
-completing the 5 prayer everyday without a miss (when able to do so)
-read all the Al-Quran translation
-learn Japanese language
-have alot more nice dreams
-meeting new friends
..mooore will be coming when experiencing more of the days in new year :3
HAPPY NEW YEAR! LET US MAKE MORE KAGENAI KIOKU AND HOPEFULLY WE WILL PASS ALL THE GOD'S TRIAL LIKE THE YEAR OF YESTERDAY!
You can say its tiring but my legs already recovered from those tired-ness. I was being an annoying person to my family as well so that I can recover quickly.
COMIC FIESTA (22 Dec)
Before that... YAY all of us has passed the so-called end of the World.
Anyway, it begins in 22Dec which is the comic Fiesta. I went there by train and there's a veeeery long line... and had fun although just in a short time. I don't know AnisChan has fulfilled her mission or not but I hope she did :D
In the hall, I can't found any KagerouProject fanArts or something like that. Its ashamed and I was looking forward to buy them. Some peoples place a picture in 2nd Day and I saw KagerouProject's pins... gaaaah! Wish to buy them! For cosplayers, I didn't snapshot anyone because of the short time but I saw Momo and Kido. Also, I have noticed there are many Muslim's cosplayers. Haha They are better than others and me.
The things I bought; 2 AnimeT-shirt, Natsume Takashi Keychain, Maid Maiden Sunday(manga),
a pin(Part Time Student, Full-time Otaku) and notebook/sketchbook
After that, I went to Tsukiko's home to wait for my parents and siblings to take me back from their ice skating at Sunway Pyramid. While they had their fun, I read and borrowed something illegal!
YAOI BOOKS! (Jazz &OurKingdom)
-DO NOT TELL MY PARENTS/SIBLINGS-
I have read them and they are AWESOME! xD I let out my fan-girl side when reading them and I'm thinking of reading them again before returning the manga(s) to Tsukiko.
Owh, yeah. I saw BL shop at CF... they have become BOLD to sell those things. I want to buy but RM50?!! =__= I'll pass and I don't feel comfortable when standing in front of the shop although I saw a guy buying those things like nothing >w>
Family Picnic - Dad's side (23 Dec) I don't have much fun and I don't feel like I had fun there. My legs are hurt at that time... They are BARBARIANS! (gomen) When I said I don't want to get into the water, I DON'T WANT LAA!! SHEESH. However, I did get into the water and have ZERO fun there. Anyway, it's making me more tired and a time wasted.
Trying their best to throw the stones
Watching Movie(24 Dec)
Another annoying things happened but I had fun watching the movie called WRECK-IT-RAPLH. The annoying part was waking up early to go to my mom's cafe. There, I waited and waited and waited but in the end, we went to see the movie at night. Another time is wasted, right?
Nevertheless, the movie is GREAT! So, I just sweat it off.
Family Picnic again - Mom's side (25 Dec)
trying his best to make a fire
Here, I only had fun taking a picture because I can't go inside the water... (Only females will understand). Anyway, I saw monkeys inside the forest. They are cute and they remind me of... AnisChan xD But my mom and aunts told me not to get near them. That's all.
Me; *taking a picture of siblings, aunts and uncles* This is fun! *saw my uncle accidentally tripped and quickly taking his pic falling* Uncle; *stand up and...* Me; Oh MY GOSH! His pants are falling DOWN! *capture the picture* ... *blinked* Did I just snap the picture? *open gallery* yeah, I did. Good thing it's the behind, not the front... Why did I snapshot again? <---still wondering right now. It's my aunt's camera. So, I'm not the one keeping the picture xD)
TODAY (26 Dec)
I had a nice nap, reading the bl manga(s) I borrowed and had a dream 8D The dream is good and I want to have the continuations! Lets just hope I'll dream of the continuations someday ^^ Plus, the dream has a connection to the current season; Winter.
I dream about the never ending winter and the snow is fluffy(?) I don't remember much because it's already night time but I have wrote them inside my dream journal :3 Maybe I'll write them if I have the time~
Also, I have amazingly returned to the Rp Cluster. How do I feel? I don't know. Happy? Anxious? Annoyed? Nervous? Sad? Lonely? I just don't know the correct feeling... confused? Who knows? Nevertheless, I was surprised that I laughed alot when reading the Rp Cluster posts. It's been long since I laughed because of the web called Facebook... The last time I laughed was with my Otouto but he disappeared again. I missed him so much! I wished he would return to FB soon and have a lot of fun together with his friends! That's all... Ja ne!
Erghh... Lately I have feel of wanting to vomit. Am I sick? I can't even follow my mom to her work place. I've also have been hearing weird things too but just sweat it of.
Anyway, my STPM result will be out in March 18th. Please pray for me. Omegaishimasu! Oh, it has nothing to do with my sickness if you planned to combine it together since I felt sick before knowing the date of my STPM result. Ahhhh... I just want to eat and sleep right now ;______;
MISAO
Putting my daily-daily life aside since I always being sick... Now, let's talk about Misao.
I have download it along time ago and the same time as IB and MadFather but just played it yesterday after mentioned by Mi-mi.The game is like... well... you need to do many things to get to the real ending(Truth). Of course I will always had the bad ending first but later got good end and then, the real ending. Feeling like playing IB :3
This story teaches us to never judge a book by it's cover to the victim and
also to the bullies adding da real killer.
To the truth, I don't really like the puzzle. Its just... randomly? That is the reason I didn't play until yesterday. However, I do enjoy the storyline. Also, if you finished the game using 'female'.
You can play as male too!
I'm planning to make a fanArt and upload it at my DevianArt but I am no longer interesting in making the FanArt of Misao? Ahhh... I don't know whether to make it or not.
THE CROOKED MAN
This is the new game many peoples been mention lately. I found out about The Crooked Man from my FB friend(not really) and my fav artist in DeviantArt. Here is the download link. Just click 'download the crooked man' and you will fly to mediafire.
For this game... erghh... at first I don't want to play it since at the beginning of the game, it said there are sudden surprises and all... I'm scared. You can know about my dread in my FB. I have been saying about it for a few days. In FB and in some other places. After playing Misao, I gather my courage and plays the game. It was fun~ la la la... I played it~ weird sounds, weird messages, got shock, got scared, got sad, etc. Been through all of them and then, finally I thought I have finished half of the game but then... PROLOGUE END. OMG!!! IT'S ONLY THE PROLOGUE!!!!! How many things to do for it takes to finish this game?!!! Tsk tsk... I already got scared when the sudden message appeared ;______; A-and I'm alone at home right now when I was playing the game! (just finish playing a few hours ago)
Putting that aside, the story like is GREAT<3 I love the story line but I dislike that 'thing'! Its hard to kill it even if you use gun. That 'thing' is fast but you need strategy and cheating to kill it xD pfffft. It can't even get hurt me when I'm using the 'cheating' tactic. Oh, its not cheating by using code or anything like that. Just hide and swing. That's all but depends on the place you are battling with the crooked man.
SPOILER TIME!!
David// of course and I'm looking forward to it.
(they are D and David. in scene2)
This scene reminded me of... PERSONA!! xDD
There was a Crooked Man,
and walked a crooked mile,
He found a crooked sixpence against a crooked stile;
He bought a crooked cat, which caught a crooked mouse,
And they all lived together in a little crooked house.
[by MOTHER GOOSE]
I almost cried when watching the ending... ;_____; its sad... *sob* WARING!! HUGE SPOILER ALERT!! ONLY DOWN BELOW!!
"You know what I think?"
The Crooked Man had a crooked body,
and only crooked things...
But I am sure he was happy,
Living in his crooked house.
*sob sob* I wanna play it agaaaain!!
Oh, yeah. Hooray for me because I didn't get any bad end in this game just like MadFather.
Next I'm playing Palette. Its non-horror so, I'll be fine ;D ja mata ne~
Konichiwa~ How have you been, my dear reader? I have to apologize that I haven't updated my blog for many days now. The story I wrote already in chapter 6 but I'm waiting for others to update it first, gomen. Also, I need to write the next chapter so that it won't be in a loooong hiatus. I know, my aim for this year is to finish ArCiel ~Meeting~ and ArCiel ~*****~ . I don't know why but I'm lazy to write anything right now. I'm just concentrating on my drawings. Gomen nasai again~
If anyone is wondering, I bought my tablet on Feb 03 2013 which is this month and its already 3 weeks passed. Only a few knows about my tablet. Its Wacom Bamboo Fun &Touch. I bought it using my money and my dad helped me pay half of the price. The price is RM410. I pay RM210 and the other is dad's. At first, I was going to buy it at lowyat but since there's a change of plan at that day, I bought it at Shah Alam instead.
My Wacomboo tablet :D
My first time using it was really bad. It looked ugly and its hard to draw using it. I am still wondering how to use the eraser at the pen but what the heck. I'm used to do manual things. Sometimes I think I should just buy Wacom bamboo Pen only buuut what's done is done. Plus, I'm happy with the tablet right now. I just draw everyday till right now, my right hand is tired ~_~ and the tip of my pen is getting smaller... Should I change it now?
This one is my first try... it looked bad, right?
A few days later~ still bad xD
I didn't managed to finish this one on time during CNY. I was at my cousins house at that time.
Also, I'm currently using Paint Tool SAI instead of GIMP. GIMP is for editing.
Using SAI is better than GIMP when it comes to drawing :3
So, times goes by and for awhile, I'm looking for the way of my drawing. Seriously, I kept of copying others how to color and all but kept failing at it :3 So, till today, I found it. I'll continue drawing this way till I have the feeling of doing a real coloring :D If you are looking for my place to upload drawings... Its at deviantart.com. Oh, I have a new acc of deviantart... just click here or you can find it in this blog, my profile corner :D
That's all for this post... 39(San-kyuu) for reading >w<
As most of you already know, I've started to play these two games a few days ago. I played it because there's a facebook friend of mine(I don't really know anything about her. I add her because she is good in drawing) is playing this game called MadFather and was frustrating about the ending and at that time, I was bored.
So, I find the link myself and download it. The link is easy to find but here(IB / Madfather) if you lazy to find one. It can be played in PC, windows. Before I started playing Madfather, I download Misao and IB for curiosity but didn't try it yet.
Okay, I started playing MadHana(geez; typo thanks to Tsukiko) MadFather and found out the graphic looked lame. However, I just play it because I was bored anyway. The storyline is rather interesting and when I meet the zombie(?) I just... laaame. It didn't scared me at all. So, keep playing, keep playing. Then, I meet Dio(the so-called-hero)! Whoa~ he is cuute! Then, he showed his missing eyes. So, Aya(main character) ran away. Geez! Y U RAN AWAY?!
Thanks to curiosity again, I freely went into every door before going to the hall. =__= I went inside the room next to Aya's room and found a woman standing and I walk toward her and then... I got surprised xD Seriously, the picture didn't scared me but to just sudden appear like that; BRING MY CHILD made me shocked and I meant veeery shocked. I closed the game and bluuuuuur and blank (At that time, it's Magrib). I was hesitate to play the game again but if I started to play, I don't want to stop and its only 15 minutes since I started playing. Plus, my curiosity(again) made me want to know the ending of the story D8 Oh, gosh Y CURIOSITY?! WHY?!! I want to play the game but I'm afraid to got shocked again. Seriously, I don't like getting shocked especially related to ghost and abnormal phenomena/creatures.
So, in the end; I asked my mom to play inside her room but she said dad is coming home, she need to wait for him in the living room, so I take my lappy and drag it at the living room. Then, I started playing it again. After that nothing much happened although I got shocked again and again but since my mom is there, I'm fine. Then, the rest of the game story; FIND OUT YOURSELF xD I only take 4+ hours to finish it. The puzzle is both hard and easy. Hard if you don't read carefully and easy if you read carefully. I didn't read it CAREFULLY xD So, sometimes I got stuck.
The ending? I've got the best ending in my first time playing but I didn't get the extra scene because I didn't collect it all. The ending is...=____= So, if you are playing... Happy Playing :DD Although I think most peoples already played the game =w= Imma slow. Anyway, that's all for MadFather :DD
Lol xD Gomen for this Good End Spoiler.
Now for Ib. I have already heard about this game last year but never thought of playing it until I yesterday due to boredness again. This game is better than MadFather because it's less scary but I still got scared by the sudden appearance of DE HANDS. Every time Ib died, I continue playing and walk to the same place where DE hands appear and still got shocked. Not only twice but three times. Oh, yes I get many 'Game Over' than playing MadFather. The puzzle is easy but easy to die xD also, I need my pencil and a paper to write down some note to the password since I forgets easily xD
Oh, also I like Ib because it has a good ending :DD I lovin' the ending although at first I got the worst ending =___= Ib all alone because I don't want to leave Gary alone, sleeping. Ib has many ending and I got three ending(Ib all alone, Forgotten Portrait and Together, Forever) before I got frustrated and replay the game to find the better ending.
The Best Ending.
So, now you have it. The things I have been doing during the Maulidur Rasul and Thaipusam holiday.
Hope all of you have a good holiday but since the school already starts again... xD Do not worry! Chinese New Year is coming along the waaaay~ Ja ne :3
I was planning to kept all my dreams a secret but its just too much for me to handle. I slept two times a day because I was fasting and get tired easily. So, its too much dreams especially if I suddenly wake up and sleeps back. <--this can make me had three dreams in one day.]
In my plan, I want to write a story about it but I can't because when another dreams appeared, I became confused. Sometimes I had a continuation and sometimes, I can't recall the dreams I had. However, the dreams that I manage to remember are placed inside my dream journal. I think there's 10++ story inside my dream journal for three weeks non-stop.
Today, I dream of Kwang Soo (Running Man) had a punishment for losing a game. I think I had this because I was watching Running Man new episode before went for my afternoon nap. His punishment is... ride a motorcycle to sell ice-cream and there's Nestle 'Mat Cool' ice cream song... =__= I know this afternoon there's Mat Cool ice-cream selling around my house... perhaps that is what effecting my dreams :o
Anyway, I don't mind that dream. Its like a FanFic of Running Man and wished to forget because it IS a stupid dream xD but its fun watching him enroll around my old school~
Let's talk about the good dream. Here's one;
THE ROLEPLAY GAME
In the year of 20XX, there’s a person who has successfully created a game. Before the game is introduced to the world, two boys play the game as a tester. Playing the game has made them felt happiness because it is fun and mostly a promising game. The characters that can be used are the characters from countless anime and manga can be used and the settings are based on the settings of the playable characters.
Later, when the game is successful being played by the two boys, the game is introduced. As expected, the game become popular and the creator achieved what he wanted. Then, after a few years the gamers demand a character that they can make by themselves. The characters are referred as OC (Original Characters).
Once again, the game is under construction for the creator to upgrade the game as the demand. The two boys who have been loyal to the game become the game tester again. They created an original character together and when they are done, one of the boys tested the character out. Again, as expected it became successful because of the creator’s intelligent. Right after that, the gamers can make an Original character like they wanted to. However, something has happened after that.
One of the boys who tested the Original Character had discovered something about creating an OC. He said to the creator that something awful will happen if they don’t ban the Original Character inside the game. However, the creator has already turns blind and deaf. The boy wanted to prove what he said is true. So, he showed it to the creator when both of them played the game in the same time. They wanted the other boy to follow them but he has an important exam. Both of the boys made a promise to each other before they departed.
By the time the other boy finishes his exam, his best friend fall into a deep slumber. The creator refuses to tell him the reason. However, he knows the creator has banned OC inside the game. He wanted to know why. He wanted to know the reason for his best friend to turn like that and the creator told him creating the game is a sin. The game has made his best friend turning that way. Finally, he has come to hate the game and the creator for not destroying the game. Then, the boy left and disappeared along with the unfulfilled promise.
The creator reminscenes the words of the boy before he falls into deep slumber. He said, "I know there's a person who can end this silly game. 'That person' can do it." --referring to his best friend but will he do it since he has come to dislike the game?
-DREAM END-
hurm~ haha I like it when actions are involved in my dreams :3 but no matter what, there is this one dream I had is related to romance. tch... and somewhat, I want a continuation~ Its only a little bit because... I has become a forgetful person :o
THE SIX VOLUME.
First Vol; A beautiful Mansion inside a forest. Many peoples lives inside the mansion. The Royal-blood has the power to see the future and change the future. Other country hates the prediction. Everyone is killed and they tried to steal the Book of Future.
Second Vol; A prince and his best friend enter the Mansion and found the place haunted. They wanted to find the book. Then, they found a weird room. Inside, a lady is sitting and hold a book tightly. The lady is a princess who managed to survive the kill.
Third Vol; The Prince tried to steal the book but the princess won't let him. In the end, the book is actually empty.
Fourth Vol; The truth about the book.
Fifth Vol; (I don't remember xD)
Six Vol; The Prince and the Princess has fallen in love with each other... Happy ending~
That's all~ There this one dream I wanna tell you but I forget when telling you guys the baka so-called romance story... Okay. I can't recall it no matter how hard I tried... I know its related with action but oh, well... I don't want to stress myself.
...Now please enjoy this song I am addicted to since two days ago. The song is about four students who involved with Urban Legend Story. They obsessed with the Legend and refuses to see the reality. All the Legends are the scary ones... like a ghost story.
-1st ep is about Lonely Hide and Seek... We all know about Hide and Seek and what we don't know in japan, 'it' is pronounced 'oni' and oni=demon. You know what happen... at first, main chara is 'it' and then its his turn to hide so... the person who is 'it'...
-2nd ep is about Impostor Advisory... I'm not interested in this one.
-3rd ep is Perfect Crime Love Letter... You know about the 'Merry' right? The chara received a message, 'I'm merry, I am at the school'... 'Im Merry, I am at the shop.'... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your house' ... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your room.' ... 'Im Merry, I am behind you.' =___= ITS SCARY!!
-4th ep is about Aimless Imitation Musical Chair... Its about Musical Chair and about Monkey hand that granted wishes. You can have five wish but the price is... ahaha
You guys can find the four of the ep (Vocaloid Songs) in youtube. Ja ne~
Hmm... after new year I went along with the same flow as I was before New Year. Nothing much has changed but sometimes I get bored although I have been reading alot of manga but they aren't the newly-found. I read back the manga I have read last year.
There are also some manga I'm searching for since I have forgotten the name... Its hard to find them. Of course its yaoi manga I'm looking for...
I'm also searching for anime that I didn't watch yet in Autumn Season Anime. I have found out that Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai! is a good anime. Glad that I didn't cry and I love the ending. I wished for a 2nd season!
Talked about season 2, for those who watched [K]... I know the ending is... BAD with Isana Yashiro and Mikoto died but have NO FEAR because there's going to be a 2nd season buuut its in October 2013 =__= yeah, I know... its loooong way ahead us.
Also, I watched Yak; The Giant Robot with my little sister at Wangsa Walk just a few days ago. The plot is the ok but its kind of boring... The way they telling the story is boring. I will never watch movie that type of movie AGAIN...
Oh, yeah... I was surprised that there's only 4 peoples including me and my little sister who are watching the show in the cinema... xDD Its like... we can sit wherever we want and do whatever we want inside the room. Perhaps, it is the first day of school. That's the reason only 4 peoples watching the show~ heh heh
Anyway, putting that aside... I have recently gain an update story from one of my friends. She wrote a story from Persona3Portable. At first, I had no interest and felt somewhat annoyed... Why? BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A PSP! Geez, I wanna play P3p too... *sob* *sob*
However, SINCE I don't have a psp and CURIOUS to know how the female story goes... I read it xD And Oh~ the pairing is with Shinji<3 I was planning to go with him if I had a psp because... I don't know why, but I like Shinji : 3
Then... I heard King Waffle said, "after Shinji regain conscious from coma, he went to meet up with Minako but then, Minako died." <--in sarcastic sound.] OH MY! Its somewhat sounded TRAGIC! If I were Shinji at that time... ahahaha... *silent* .... poor Shinji xD
............. *grins* An idea just popped out xD I might as well tell SakiChan what I had in mind buuuut somewhat feeling lazy or... the idea might spoil her story... Should I be quiet about it?
[Note to SakiChan; Please do your BEST to make me cry in this scene :3]
As for me... write a story? I don't know. Starting this Monday, I will go to my mom's cafe as a worker while waiting for an open job at Saki's shop. I can't wait in my home forever, nee? I have to go out and make some money so that I won't bankrupt when buying DVD or merchandises in any place that sell anything related to anime/manga. However, if there's a job available for me besides my mom's cafe... I will definitely go : 3
Oh, yeah... just yesterday, my little sister already go to a prison because she got PLKN. Ahh... I wanna go to plkn as well. Kind of envious of her but what the heck... I'll just stay here in front of my lappy and be a good anime-Otaku.
2012 Achievement;
-drawing and editing improvement
-wrote many oneshots
-read alot of manga/anime
-buy alot of anime/manga products
-began to follow with ongoing anime
-had a new start at the other-side
-final school year
-survived STPM exam
-going to many school trips; gunung stong etc
-leave and come-back to Rp Cluster
-had new Otouto at FB
-began to admire many artist; Otouto, Shirokonoha and Kam Kai Ying
-begin to hear NicoNico and Vocaloid
2013 Wishes;
-improving in artworks and stories
-concur alot of anime/manga
-completing Ar Ciel phase I and II.
-make more memories
-entering to collage life
-completing the 5 prayer everyday without a miss (when able to do so)
-read all the Al-Quran translation
-learn Japanese language
-have alot more nice dreams
-meeting new friends
..mooore will be coming when experiencing more of the days in new year :3
HAPPY NEW YEAR! LET US MAKE MORE KAGENAI KIOKU AND HOPEFULLY WE WILL PASS ALL THE GOD'S TRIAL LIKE THE YEAR OF YESTERDAY!
You can say its tiring but my legs already recovered from those tired-ness. I was being an annoying person to my family as well so that I can recover quickly.
COMIC FIESTA (22 Dec)
Before that... YAY all of us has passed the so-called end of the World.
Anyway, it begins in 22Dec which is the comic Fiesta. I went there by train and there's a veeeery long line... and had fun although just in a short time. I don't know AnisChan has fulfilled her mission or not but I hope she did :D
In the hall, I can't found any KagerouProject fanArts or something like that. Its ashamed and I was looking forward to buy them. Some peoples place a picture in 2nd Day and I saw KagerouProject's pins... gaaaah! Wish to buy them! For cosplayers, I didn't snapshot anyone because of the short time but I saw Momo and Kido. Also, I have noticed there are many Muslim's cosplayers. Haha They are better than others and me.
The things I bought; 2 AnimeT-shirt, Natsume Takashi Keychain, Maid Maiden Sunday(manga),
a pin(Part Time Student, Full-time Otaku) and notebook/sketchbook
After that, I went to Tsukiko's home to wait for my parents and siblings to take me back from their ice skating at Sunway Pyramid. While they had their fun, I read and borrowed something illegal!
YAOI BOOKS! (Jazz &OurKingdom)
-DO NOT TELL MY PARENTS/SIBLINGS-
I have read them and they are AWESOME! xD I let out my fan-girl side when reading them and I'm thinking of reading them again before returning the manga(s) to Tsukiko.
Owh, yeah. I saw BL shop at CF... they have become BOLD to sell those things. I want to buy but RM50?!! =__= I'll pass and I don't feel comfortable when standing in front of the shop although I saw a guy buying those things like nothing >w>
Family Picnic - Dad's side (23 Dec) I don't have much fun and I don't feel like I had fun there. My legs are hurt at that time... They are BARBARIANS! (gomen) When I said I don't want to get into the water, I DON'T WANT LAA!! SHEESH. However, I did get into the water and have ZERO fun there. Anyway, it's making me more tired and a time wasted.
Trying their best to throw the stones
Watching Movie(24 Dec)
Another annoying things happened but I had fun watching the movie called WRECK-IT-RAPLH. The annoying part was waking up early to go to my mom's cafe. There, I waited and waited and waited but in the end, we went to see the movie at night. Another time is wasted, right?
Nevertheless, the movie is GREAT! So, I just sweat it off.
Family Picnic again - Mom's side (25 Dec)
trying his best to make a fire
Here, I only had fun taking a picture because I can't go inside the water... (Only females will understand). Anyway, I saw monkeys inside the forest. They are cute and they remind me of... AnisChan xD But my mom and aunts told me not to get near them. That's all.
Me; *taking a picture of siblings, aunts and uncles* This is fun! *saw my uncle accidentally tripped and quickly taking his pic falling* Uncle; *stand up and...* Me; Oh MY GOSH! His pants are falling DOWN! *capture the picture* ... *blinked* Did I just snap the picture? *open gallery* yeah, I did. Good thing it's the behind, not the front... Why did I snapshot again? <---still wondering right now. It's my aunt's camera. So, I'm not the one keeping the picture xD)
TODAY (26 Dec)
I had a nice nap, reading the bl manga(s) I borrowed and had a dream 8D The dream is good and I want to have the continuations! Lets just hope I'll dream of the continuations someday ^^ Plus, the dream has a connection to the current season; Winter.
I dream about the never ending winter and the snow is fluffy(?) I don't remember much because it's already night time but I have wrote them inside my dream journal :3 Maybe I'll write them if I have the time~
Also, I have amazingly returned to the Rp Cluster. How do I feel? I don't know. Happy? Anxious? Annoyed? Nervous? Sad? Lonely? I just don't know the correct feeling... confused? Who knows? Nevertheless, I was surprised that I laughed alot when reading the Rp Cluster posts. It's been long since I laughed because of the web called Facebook... The last time I laughed was with my Otouto but he disappeared again. I missed him so much! I wished he would return to FB soon and have a lot of fun together with his friends! That's all... Ja ne!
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