Well... yeah and yay? Haha
I don't really know how should I feel after STPM because nothing changed even till now. Perhaps I still didn't register it yet inside my mind...
Ah never mind it. It can't be helped.
Oh, before my final exam, I went to watch a movie called Rise of the Guardian. It's a good story and best recommended. However, its no more available in Cinema. After that, the internet gooo poof! No internet for one week. I can't update anything. Just gain the internet yesterday.


In the one week with no internet, I didn't draw anything. Only fixing the new story, playing pokemonWhite1 (still didn't end it yet), and watching DreamHigh. Also recommending DreamHigh because its an interesting Korean Drama. Its storyline is very good and I have never saw such a storyline in anime/manga or STILL HIDDEN. Usually, I can relate with this and that but... heh heh like 'He's beautiful' can be like 'HanaKimi'. Most importantly, DreamHigh taught me something ... :3 Really like that story xD

OH! Here's exam's final updates if someone curious.
Art exam - Paper 1 is veeery tough. Not only me but everyone and even the highest-score-person also said the questions are weird etc. However, I did my best on paper2. Hopefully it will help me score in Art since paper1 and paper3 already in worst shape.

History P2 - I can't answer one question. The other two are okay and one more is doing what I remembered inside my head. Oh, someone was caught cheating during the exam but she got away because the exam just started. She bring a piece of paper filled with answers without leaving any blank spot. *amazed* If can, I want to borrow it~ xD

Pengajian Am P1 - All I can say that I'm out of time at that time because I was daydreaming while answering the exam xD

Bahasa Melayu P2 - My final exam! I only answer it less than one hour and plays around for another one hour. I did some doodle about a new story I just finsihed writing. Ah, I did some promise to someone about the new story. So, I can't post it. Guess, you can read them if I bring it to CF. Gomen. I'll post if he give me a green signal.

Regarding about the new oneshot story, all I can tell you its about 'Dream'. Write a story about 'Dream'. When you said dream, WAKE UP--- realizing its just a dream. :D spoiler~ that's how it ends.


Last but not least; Farewell Party.

Me and my classmates did it at Tesco Rawang. We ate some delicious food at Santai. I ordered Kuew Tiau Soup. Surprisingly, it filled with eggs... EGGS! I'm a person who just had an allergy to eggs and shrimps. I HATE IT!! Just to not making my friends worry and not wasting the food... I ate it and you don't want to know what happen next...
Next, we played bowl--- watch movie at Jusco Rawang, went by Jewel's car... Playing bowling had been canceled due to some problems. We watched Hobit... It has CONTINUATION and I don't follow Lord of Ring species.

After that the togetherness end. With that, my daily-daily final school days has also ENDS...

...THE END. xD (being lazy to write diary) Ja ne~

To-do-list;
_watch countless of anime; SAO, etc
_read Manga; Are you Alice, Pokemon Special, etc
_read novel; Fiksyen 302, Only the Ring Finger Knows.
_reTRACK music; NicoNico, IA, Miku, Yuuto, TomoSama, etc
_watch tvShow; MERLIN SEASON 5 (FINAL SEASON).
_etc... and BE READY FOR COMIC FIESTA!!

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Well, I don't really know. Did I read books? Did I online? Did I do that? Did I do this? I'm not sure... because I just don't want to tell it even if someone asked. Maybe I'll just lied or it's the truth? hehe~
Owh, yeah. About my exam...


-First exam; PA2 was tough especially essay writing. For countless years, finally I have felt the feelings of pressure, stress and nervous. Usually, in SPM or other exams I have never feels like it. Always emotionless and stuffs so... It took me by surprise. Probably it effects my PA answer but...... just let it be. I'll just attack PA paper1 in third week of STPM.

-Second exam; BM2... I don't recall whether it's hard or not but I think I did it well? I did the 650-700 words essay with facts and ideas but I just don't know. Usually, I never reached 650 words when I write my essay... (English essay is different if you're thinking about it. I can write as many as I like) But I did it this time. Glad. While 'Alih bentuk teks' is funny. The teacher said dialogue or 'prosa Klasik' will come out but amazingly, both of them come out in one question... I've (surprisingly) studied both... so, I am fine too(?)

-Third exam; History... WHAT I READ CAME OUT!! I AM GLAD FOR READING ALL YOUR NOTES, SUKO-SENSEI(my history teacher's name in jap which he made it by himself)!! But there's one question that I forgot because only read the note one time... So, I did one question that I don't know using my brain... I just hope it turn out well.

So, there you have it :3 Owh, yeah...
this is my one page comic(?) I made during the exam gap.

Now... ja mata ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

I don't know why I write about it but guessing I just have the time to write about it. So, here I go! In morning, I just had someone that I can called Otouto because he agreed while I'm the NeeChan again and like always.

Anyway, for my first test of today which is Reading test... It's kind of tough because the difficulty is high but I managed to answer them except for true/false/notStated. I always had problems with true/false/notStated but there's only a few question, so I'm really glad when the true/false/notStated ended :3
There aren't any interesting text in Reading test so, it's boring to read them. It's all about facts, facts and fact. I was hoping for an interesting stories but I guess it fine since it has already ended. After I finished the test, my head hurts ;_____;

For the second test is Writing. The first question is about Rating of Facility and fees, scholarships and number of students coming to three collage. I just wrote what I knew.
For Q2, it's about 'Women are better leader than Men'. In my opinion is neutral because everyone can become a leader as long as they have the qualifications. It has nothing to do with your gender at all. But in this question, I speaks nonsense. heh heh xD
After writing, my back hurts ;____; and so does my hand. At the last 5 minutes, I kept on yawning and yawning till the end of Writing test.

Last but not least is listening test. And go figures... information about yawning came out in the listening test xDD Then, there's photographing, cat-napping, unemployed and global economics on gold. At first, I'm alright answering the question till the last part... My eyes are closing, wanting to get some sleep but glad my ears are still listening to the radio.
After the test... my leg hurts ;_____;

Okay... I experienced head, back, hand and leg hurting today. Is there anything I missed?
So then... that's all I wanted to report here. I still have STPM left! Ga~nbari MASU! Ja mata nee~

TODAY'S DATE IS 10.11.12 xDD

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Well, it true anyway. Yesterday was my last time of schooling sections. Learning variety of things, playing around with friends and teachers. All of them are over now because I won't feel any of those ever again. I had my last chance by being a form 6 student and had a year and a half being a school student but it all ends now. No longer able to go back to the way it was. I'm sure everyone will feel this way someday and so am I.
What age am I? Usually most peoples ends schooling section in age of 17 but I'm glad I able to feel it till 19 years old. I hope all the memories of 'daily-daily final school-life' won't disappeared inside me.

Anyway! Everything ISN'T OVER YET! True the schooling section is over... there's no more teaching and learning at school but something is almost beginning which is... STPM EXAM!! First of all, goodluck to SPM students because their war has already begun. Wish you all the BEST!

Putting that aside, STPM!! It will begun on 19 Nov 2012... and ends in 12 Dec 2012.
-Muet (reading, writing, and listening) ~ 10Nov
-General Knowledge (Paper2) ~ 19Nov
-Malaysia Language (Paper2) ~ 20Nov
-History (Paper1; World &Islam history) ~21Nov
-Visual Art (Paper1; Theory) ~26Nov
-Visual Art (Paper2; Drawing) ~28Nov
-History (Paper2; Malaysia &Asia history) ~29Nov
-General Knowledge (Paper1) ~5Dec
-Malaysia Language (Paper1) ~12Dec

I will do my very best to put on a happy ending for my daily school-life unlike before! Although, I'm feeling a little sick right now because of the non-stop raining but I will still do my best for the STPM. If... I'm fated to have the same ending as SPM... I won't regret it because this one... I have tried my BESTEST than SPM. Even though I'm still playing around, writing stories and kept on drawing new pictures... I will try to study later on even just a little everyday. I won't give up till the last battle. I will go to a collage, leave this place and making them proud. Will all of these be just a simple and unfilled wish or it will come true? I'll leave that to the God's decision to make as I will do what I must do.

So, that's all for now...

ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYONE WHO HAVING AN EXAM.
JUST DO YOUR BEST AND REMEMBER THAT GOD ALWAYS WITH YOU.
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR LIFE. (Jya ne)

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

First of all, yepee~ my dad has finally paid the internet back without telling me. I already knew the internet already paid before I let him busting himself. If can, I want to trick everyone that I don't know about the internet but it seems... It will only leave bad thing later and troublesome things. Therefore, here and online freely~
However, I'm still on hiatus because there's only one month till STPM. I can manages myself to less online but I can't stop myself from opening my lappy so... Just let my mom handle the internet thingy.

Anyway, there's alot of things happened in school such as the SECOND TRIAL EXAM but the 2nd trial exam already ended and I managed to finish all the task given! I hope my marks will improve after seeing 1.(something) in trial exam.
The history of the 2nd Trial Exam is two weeks ago when all the Upper 6 was forced to gather and meet up with the so-called amazing yet annoying principal. She was pissed because of our bad result and when she asked all of us about what do we want from the teacher... Our Hero, Anisha give her opinion about making a re;test on 29Oct. *clapped hands* For most of other students, they think it's troublesome but for me... I think it's a good chance to raise my bad grades.
Then... suddenly a timetable appear last week and the exam is this week! D8 first day, PA and History. Second day Arts and Third day BM... 'padatnyer jadual' because each of exam is 3 hours... but I managed to survive X3 Although, I hope there's MUET test because our MUET test is on 10Nov... just around the corner =__=

Talked about MUET, we already finished Speaking test 8'D it's hard because mine was about transfer student from other country on how do we make them know about Malaysia. At first when I got the question... *blur* =____= OMG! SO HARD!!! Plus, I was candidate B before but now... I suddenly changed into cand.D *dieeees* but I survived :3 Not only that, I won the arguments~ >w<

In happiness, there's also sadness during my absents. I don't really want to talked about it but guess... just letting them out here :3 A few days ago... after school, my dad called and said he will be taking me from school. I was happy so I told a dear friend of mine that I won't be going home with her although... *looks up* I want to play and talks about a lot of things with her.
Anyway, I went home with my dad. At first, I was happy because I did my history exam is... pretty well? (although I didn't answer 2 main questions heh heh, gomenne SukoSensei.) So, I become really hyper-active until he brought up about collage again =___= It's not only annoying but it's very annoying.
There he is again talking about my UPSR, PMR and SPM. Back then, when I get my result for UPSR, I was crying because of bad result. At that time... I was trying my hardest on learning, studying, staying at school for 24/7 but all I get is only 1A so, I cried. He told me to remember about UPSR, telling me to feel regret, regret and regret for not studying.... Glad that I didn't cry when I get my PMR and SPM. He always telling me to remember, regret, regret, regret. It's annoying and frustrating.
That's not all... He told me that my writing is bad and stupid, only my friends will like them. *sigh* So, then... I got shocked and due to that... I stopped writing any stories completely... gomen ne my dear readers... Not only that... he said anime/manga is stupid with stupid pictures... (.....) GAAAAH!!

*hands up* I only want to comment that writing is always showing my true self and anime/manga teaches me many things that my parents never thought me. That's all.

So anyway... this is my life. Sorry (I think I made a sound like my dad isn't a nice person. He is nice but sometimes he just didn't realize what is he doing... yup. that's it.) and thanks for reading. Ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

*nervous laugh* ha-ha... It's been awhile since I write in this blog and I apologizes for my absent. I just thought I would write a little in this blog so that it won't be empty with only old updates. Like your information, the school already starts and my trial exam is coming soon but I haven't study even for a little thing.
Plus, I didn't go to school today because I woke up late. My sleeping desire has taken all over me and I felt really tired after doing some drawings. Anyway, let's start talking about my Aidilfitri journal before I forgot xD

Before I went to my mom's hometown, me, big bro and mom were busy making Kuih Raya(biscuits). There alot of humans ordering from my mom even though we decreases the promotional. There's Nilam Sari, Strawberry Tart, Denmark and Pistachio. For home, my mom made Cornflakes, Chip Chocolate cookies and this one cookies(forgot what it's name xD) but it looked cute!



We went to my mom's hometown at Selayang at the last day of Ramadhan but in midnight, we return home because there's too many peoples sleeping there and the house is small. Therefore, going home and going back the next day in Syawal :D
In the first day on Aidilfitri, we got Duit Raya(Money) from our aunties and uncles. At first, all of us(cousins) are arguing which one of us(youngest or oldest) should go first to accept the money but then... my youngest uncle(unmarried yet and the oldest) shout out he should go first. We laughed and then, followed him :3 So, there. My collection from both sides are only RM150. Will be keeping them in my bank. I also didn't use my last year's raya's money yet 8D Me used the pocket money only to buy anime merchandises. xD Have alot of money for Comic Festival after STPM x3 Maybe I could buy both PSP and tablet someday.

Ah, talked about PSP. Me and my cousins had another PSP hangout together in this raya :DD Although it's only awhile but we had fun! At first we going to go out in the first day of Raya in Pulau Pinang (1st days raya-- Raya at mom's awhile and going to dad's after that but stops at cousin's house to stay there till the next day) but it's been denied.
We just played 4-prayers games in PS2 till midnight. Laughed ALOT especially when playing Digimon xD Then the next morning me and my family going out to Sunshine, followed by the other PSP members :D Good thing the producer of PSP already learn driving :D


I actually wanted to go to Queensbay Mall because there's alot more fun things to do there. Sunshine only have clothes but QB has bookstore, foods, cinema, arcade, and MOST IMPORTANTLY, ANIME-SHOP! Ahh~ tis a paradise there~ >w<
But in the end, we can go there :DD YESH!! But there aren't any interest thing in the anime-shop ;_____;
Nevertheless, the best thing during the hangout is playing in the Arcade >0<


When we return... the END of happy hangout ;_____; though, we get to eat Japanese's pizza and Takoyaki :D veeeery delicious things to eat! Before this we even got McD ice-cream together! Having much FUN! Wished we can hangout again but everyone is busy... Bro with College, lil sis with prison, cousin with matrix etc! Next year... it's my time to be busy because going to college... DEFINITELY GOING TO COLLEGE!   Just wish me all the best >w<

At my dad's hometown, there aren't any events happen because I was being an anti-social again. Reading Hatiku Di Harajuku from the begining till the end. A VERY interesting book to read~ Perhaps going to collect all the mangaka's novels from now~
Ah, besides that... I had a fun chit-chat with AnisChan~ and also AfiqChan although he is one of the gamer members. Nevertheless, we had fun talking about anime especially with ANIS! We even challenge each other to make a story about 'Master and Servant relationship' but I can't finish it on time... this is my first time failed making a story before the deadline ;______; GOMEN NE, ANISCHAN!!


Oh, another event that I couldn't forgot! I got friends with the person who is veeeeery to in drawing! The one I mention before(jealousy of his drawing skills). His name is Ozu~ the same age as AnisChan~ (wondering why my friends always younger than me but I DON'T CARE! BRAT RULES! =w= <--a brat as well)

We known each other for long but never talked to each other after I disposes my real age. Y U always like that ;_____; I'm old but young in hearts xDD However, in the end we talked to each other again recently after me liking his drawing and tag him when I drew something. Then, I began to talk to him when he is mentioning Running Man since I wanted someone to talks about Running Man and I wanna be a part of his friends as well.
Then, we talked about Kagerou Projects together because he asked about my dp. After the ask, he began to like Kagerou Days as well~ hard to find someone who talks happily about the shows we liked :D

The next day...
<---this is what I get xD
Ah, his jealous girlfriend. She kinda pissed of me but I think both of us were only fooling around and she was just kidding~ and me? Matured? *laughed loudly* Not even close xD


So... the holidays ENDS :3 everyone going back to school. I did my works~
Then... *lost at words* Ummm... JA NE!!

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, PSP hangout

MONTHS BEFORE RAMADHAN
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Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

As all of you already knows, I've started drawing since I was 11 years old. Like little kids, I drew pokemon, digimon, Klonoa and Mirumo De Pon. I stopped drawing after UPSR but begins drawing once again when I was 14 years old. At that time, I drew Namine, Sora, Roxas &Kazena Chibi mode. :D Still inside my VERY old sketch book. Then, in 15years old, Sora and Roxas.
-In 16 years old... I meet my best friend which made my drawings expanded! I drew Kazena, Yume, Yomi, Naruto, Kai(Yume's lover) and Yomi's siblings.
-17 years old --Kuro Neko, Irino, Tsubasa, Harumi, Akai, Aki, Haruka <--characters of Dream Forest) &Shouta.
-18 years old... Natsu and etc <--can't remember anymore xDD
I will always love you, drawings x'D

Now, about coloring... First of all, I want to say that I AM SUCKS IN COLORING. I can draw but NEVER CAN COLOR! It will always turns into a FAAAIL one once my drawing is being colored. It has been like that since I was little. My mom &dad aren't supporting me in doing drawings when I was small till now where I choose Visual Art as my main subject in STPM.

Through that, I still don't have confidence in coloring but I always like watching my Artistic friends coloring their art works especially Anisha. She's really good and have a rare talent. So, I've always love looking her drawing and coloring. Not only that, she teaches me how to do shading. I'm okay with it since it's only using pencils, eraser &tissue.
She once praised me because... she said I'm getting good at it *happy* :D 

Nevertheless, when it comes to coloring, I will always give up first. I don't have any confidence at all. No matter how I follow Anisha, it will never be good. My art teacher also helped me and thanks to that, I did a good work but just a simple art of work.


After the volcano pic, I gained a little confidence in coloring :D but only in making the Art Project. Never had when doing my otaku works or more clearly, never crossed my mind till I saw someone colored her art works beautifully D8 A younger male and older female in FB. When I saw their colored drawings... *jealousy sparks* but never try coloring till I finally determined to try coloring... but never did it xDD because whenever I want to, there's always a wall like I left my colors at school, forgotten about my will(the main reason) and etc.
And then, my dearly best friend, yesterday blurted to try coloring... I saw her colored art works just this morning =___= IT WAS SOOO GOOD! and cute xD She said she learned it in youtube.

Now, this is the stupid part. I try to color right away and imagine if my coloring will be good like hers and then... =____=


With that, I told my friend, "I WILL NEVER COLOR AGAIN." I didn't even snapshot the pic before it being colored ;_____; talk about a waste. Before I went back home, I showed this drawing to Anisha, saying I'm dumb in coloring. I've ruined my OC with my stupid coloring skills. All I can say, I lost all my confidence completely while saying negative things about my lack of skills.

But then... Anisha only reply, "The coloring... is not bad. You only need to learn some technique like follow the flows of the hair..." When I heard what she said, I regain my confidence. A tiny and small hope.
I bought a brush RM0.40 from a book store, watch some youtube(how to color using pencil) and try coloring one more time. Then...


Did I do a good job here? --is my main question and something popped out in my mind --coloring my drawing isn't a bad thing at all. I also doesn't mind this drawing turns bad because it's just a female OC xD and I've tried my best to color. But... I think I'm going to keep on practicing my coloring :'D
You can say, I never expect to turn out like this. I'm pretty shocked too though I know it's still looked bad but I... can improve myself, right? I can improve my drawing and why can't on coloring too?

So, this is my memories of Pencil Tekan and Papers (+) coloring. :)
I will keep on! While didn't forget that I have exams after Hari Raya Aidilfitri xD
Before I can get into the warm blanket...


Kay... See ya later! Sankyuu for reading! *bows*

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

Well, yeah. I'm currently remembering my past which I've forgot. How can it come like this? Well... I was bored because I have nothing to do. I can't eat because I'm fasting and I can't sleep because... idk :I Want to continue writing Setsuzoku no Cluster but just can't get into the feeling for now. Drawing? Already drew ALOT of drawings. Just finishing drawing Fadh & Naz cosplaying. So... I'm bored... I don't feel like reading BL but am currently wanting for final chapter of MnA and new chappy of No.6 from my fav Scanslation Group. Running Man? Don't feel like it too...

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

Well... it all started after my dad and brother picked me up at school. I was completely surprised to see my bro inside the car. I was unable to pick with my emotion is so, I just choose the same emotion with Tsukiko since I had alot of fun talking with her and we just saw three Aquarius on strike because the gate-keeper won't let any of us even the teacher walk out from the school as it's not 5pm yet.
One word; Funny xD a car(teacher) and two Aquarius students riding motorcycle just wait in front of the gate until the gate-keeper let us through~

Ah, ごめんね I was suppose to talked about my leg or more clearly, my feet. My left feet... was stepped on by a car, my dad's car. Oh, I'm not joking around. It's true. Kaki kiriku dipijak oleh tayar kereta.
=_= Hmm~ Does it hurt? I don't know. Usually, in my imagination it will hurt like hell because I heard my cat screamed when it's leg was trampled by my mom's car. However, thank god it didn't hurt much. Or it will hurt tomorrow(?)

At that time, I was walking out from the car and before I can get away from the car, my dad proceed forward and then... I felt something heavy on my leg =_= looking down... the car's tire is on top of my feet. I was shocked... VERY SHOCKED. I just blinked and thought, 'it doesn't hurt much... or... the pain will come soon...?!!' *panicked*
Then, I yelled, "BAPAK(dad)! Reverse the car! Reverse THE CAR! KAKI KAKAK(my leg)!!" With that... it's a disaster especially when my legs suddenly started shivering and I fall on the ground right after my dad moved the car.

Dread concurred me when I imaged that my feet will start bleeding or some bones broke or something like that ;_______; but then... when I remove my shoe and socks... my leg's thumb is turning red color but there's no bleeding. THANK GOD!! ;_____________;
I think there will be some bruise tomorrow but my feet looked fine although I can't stand for long because my feet will start shivering and automatically falls on the floor again. My dad already put some oil and... when my bro said my dad going to massage it... =___= *remembered when Sajidah got her leg sprained, massaged by gate-keeper, she cried and scream out loud (+) cursing me... because it's really hurt*
O____o can I skipped the massage thingy? ---but never said it like always. My dad massaged it and still... I feel nothing. Not hurt at all! Not even a little bit... While my dad massaged it, he kept asking, "Does it hurt? Does it hurt?" along wit my brother.
=__= emotionlessly, I said I don't feel any pain at all.

Conclusion; perhaps it's because my shoe is bigger than my leg and have tick sponge on it, added with tick sock, that's why it doesn't hurt much and my feet is A-OK! *feeling very grateful* :'D


Oh~ before I want to end this post, there's a reason I want to go to school tomorrow even with my feet bandaged. The reason is... FOODDDD!!! xDD My class going to make a small 'jamuan kelas' before Ramadhan this Saturday/Friday.

My teacher going to bring Mee Rebus :d , classmates going to bring Chocolate Cake, Nasi himpit, kuah kacang, Mash potatoes+meat, drinks etc! Me? I'm going to bring some sandwiches. Will be making them tomorrow early in the morning with my mommy~ egg sandwiches and sardin sandwiches.

I just hoped that everyone will like the sandwiches I made beacuse I rarely going into the kitchen except to get some food. Last time, I did make some sambal kentang (DELICIOUS!) but I don't want to stay in the kitchen for long due to some reason. ごめんね~

Well then, じゃね〜

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Lol, I just realized that I haven't continue any story for two weeks now. I also don't plan on making a continuation in near future(?). But will mostly continue making draft and drawings. Talked about drawing, I've did it yesterday night while draft done it this morning. My mom kept on complaining me for not doing any school works but I don't really 'feel' like doing it in home. Only did it at school... more comfortable at school.
Also, ごめんね、せんせい for eating in the classroom even though you guys keep barking/telling at us for NOT to eat in the class. Kukuku. Well, I just wanna fell like a delinquent student for this year. ごめんね、again...


Okay... Now about what I dream this morning...
Actually... I AM HAPPY!! -^^- I had a dream continuation from last week and now, that story ends... A sad story ;_______; In the end the main character/me h-- *cough* *cough* erghh... sorry been kind sick in a few days ago. I had both sneeze and cough like last year in summer. I just hoped it doesn't ended up last two years ago. Had fever for one month :/
PItiful... *sigh*
Oh, about the dream. It mecha and sci-fic. So, I don't think anyone like that story beside me :3 I had fun dreaming about it and tired afterwards. Hehe



All the draft of the story already completed! But I'm not sure whether to write it down or not because like Dreamers Connection... I just couldn't finish writing it especially in the part of the dream I had... *sigh*
So, I'll just follow the 'Memories Keeper' rules.





Oh, yeah. Yesterday they said I am a... Yandere? But when I take some quiz, I'm not :DD Seriously, I am not Yandere! But I do have some of it within me. You guys only need to do a trigger so that 'THAT' side appear. Betrayal &cheat may make it happen.... MAY make it happen or I just ignore/sweat it off.
There's another trigger that can make me a full yandere but... *smiles* ひみつ です！

Song currently listening~ <---hear it in your own risk.)
I kinda like this song since the first time I hear it xD but my little sis doesn't like it. *pout* She said I'm hearing weird song! Tis' not weird! Me like it -^w^- kukuku~ Also~ the pic~! Going to like and fav it~
The song's story... I also liked it but forced to skip some scenes because... The heroin and the hero is doing *ehem* I was just =___= *skip* until the main story return~





Oh, I just LOVE Akise Aru~ He is amazing and a good detective/ he also a loyal trusted friend... But why did he died ;______;

Hmm~ Akise Aru~ I think I have fall in love with him again~ Annd... Blood~ -^w^- Mirai Nikki... Has Yandere and BL scene xD But I'm glad that Akise isn't with Yuki. 

Hahaha~ okay. Quit it. I won't show my sadist side again. Well, then... じゃね〜

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Light_Novel-Manga-Game-Anime

First of all, sorry for the late updates. Been very busy lately. Plus, got nothing to do here in the internet world except analyzing friend's horoscope, reading manga, watch anime and running man. That's all.

Anyway, how did this happened? I wonder... I was the one come up with these things, dragging a dear friend as well. But she doesn't mind and we had fun making our own gender-bending character of us. We like to talked about what will we do if we were guys, our personalities etc. *thumbs up* Very a fun thing to do~! I even drew him up and guess... I may not drew Aki and Natsu in near future for awhile. So, here is his profile;


His name will be Haru. His best friend is Tora(I don't want to give out his personality because this person belong to my friend. It's up to her whether she wanted to give out his chara or not. But I could tell a little things about him). His age is 15 years old like Tora but he is in different class with Tora. Tora is science while he is in literature department. His weight and height are slightly lower than Tora. So, he will ALWAYS complain about it like me :3

He is very active in sports, kinda sensitive(inner) but often seeing black/white also naive and have a lot of fan-girls because sometimes he likes to flirt with some cute girls. While that, Tora will observed him from afar~ doing some experiments. (note that if I'm a guy... I won't swing that way. I'll be straight because there are shoooo many cute and lovely girls out there~ :D ) I said that he is active with sports but his activeness has it's own limit because he easily getting infected with sickness since he was small. So, just if it happened to be raining in Sport's Day, he will run but the next day, he will be sick...

Fan-Girls// aww~ see you later, HaruKun♥♥
Tora// *walks inside the room and stares at Haru who is on his bed, snuggling in his blanket. His face is red and there's ice cubes on his forehead*
Haru// what? *cough*
Tora// I thought that idiots won't caught cold.
Haru// I thought like that too... *silent* HEY! Who is the idi*cough*ot here?!
Tora// *smirk* here's the medicine from my pharmacy.
Haru// Thank you... *doze off*
Tora// ...get better soon.

えっと you can see Haru and Tora are close but you can never expect what they often do when they meet WHEN Haru is healthy.

Haru// Nya~hahaha~ *runs in lightning speed*
Tora// OI!! That's mine, you stupid idiot! *chase him*
Haru// *laugh* a-ha~ catch me if you can~
Fan-girls// They are chasing each other again~♥♥ But it will ends up...
Haru// ehh~ he's already far behind~ *whistling*
Tora// *suddenly appeared behind in sweats* Finally... you can never escape from me *smirk*
Haru// oh, no...
Tora// *crack hands* Don't worry, I have ALOT of bandages in my pharmacy.
Haru// .... あああああ！！！

-The Next Day-

Haru// *whistling* ~♥ *saw Tora* ToraChii~
Tora// =_= *punch his shoulder*
Haru// Ouch... Hey, yesterday's wound still not heal yet.
Tora// yesterday... *saw bandaged ankle, cheek, and slightly next to collarbone*
Haru// (^w^) I looked cool with the bandages, aren't I? This one is from yesterday, this one from three days ago, this one from a week ago... *continues*
Tora// [Is he 'M'?] ばか。。。
Haru// (?) :3

So, next time... me and Tora's owner will be drawing both of them together :DD I ca't wait! We already exchange their picture~ I've got Tora's pic already. Planned to draw later on after taking my bath and has nothing to do with the internet. 

Oh, btw me and Tora's owner watch Final Destination 1 & 2 yesterday. The story is getting to creeps me out. Nevertheless, I will be fine as long as I'm not watching it alone.





I think that's all... Before that... when I said I has nothing to do in the internet world... I was feeling kind of lonely because I'm going farther way from the rp Cluster now... ahaha... I have always wished I was born as a guy but if I'm a guy... Would I meet all the members? I know I meet my best friend in internet world/real before they appear... However...

 "I will cherish everything that I have no matter what happen, even the person hurts my feelings a lots, I still cherish the moments we spend together, thank you for being my friends, I will mostly appreciate it and makes them apart of my memories."

Like what Shiro said... I think I want to say the same thing as well. じゃね

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

*panicked* ahaha~ yesterday me and classmates meet our worse nightmare and the fear which every girls will go through someday... When we grown up... married and... pregnant. If none of you readers still get the message, I will tell directly... The fear of giving birth of our own child.

What happened yesterday was unexpected because at that time, me, classmates and Norzy-Sensei were discussing Pengajian Am Section C about Nano Technology. Then, the topic flies to susuk(traditional treatment using black magic to make girls become beautiful. It's FORBIDDEN for Islam because susuk is messing with the recycle of life and god's gift). Susuk is somehow related to nano techno because nano techno helps to make the face/body cream become smooth(?) =_= kinda forget what the NorzySensei said. Then, after susuk... the topic suddenly flies to... giving birth...

The boy in my class was absent at that day because of something with my classmates but it's got nothing to do with me. Anyway, there's no male around the class at that time. So, the teacher just blunt all of them out about period, women's towel and pregnancy. She said there's three types of how we giving birth in natural ways...
(Breaking this post. If want to go further... just go ahead. Not stopping... I think... this is a knowledge for girls who are 18+ but below can know too at your own risk.)


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Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Hurm~ Hurm~ This is just a simple and small post because I am being such a lazy person to write everything about me that you guys shouldn't know. So, a secret should just stay as secret *winks* Just wanted to say I have fun with my dear friend Tsukiko at school, we also began to give nick names to the Lower 6. He~n Megane, Chibi, Anime etc and all of them are boys because there's many boys in lower and we can scent them that they have something to do with being an AnimeOtaku. Tsukiko also saw someone draws anime in his sketch book~ Someday, I will steal that book and take a peek inside boy's sketch book as I am interested on what kind of boys like to draw~

Oh, I will also warn you guys that ALOT of new anime already coming out. I'm watching Kokoro Connect and Arcana Familia. Soon, will be watching Sword Art Online. K and Persona 4 true ending will be on next month. For now, I want to drag all my anime-mood and writing(except draft) in weekends. Concentrate for STPM in weekdays. Just wanted to try little-by-little steps to make a BIG room for STPM.
I can do anime and writing anytime I want without a limit but STPM has a deadline. So~ let us place the exam on top just for now >_<

Last but not least... Here are the books I just bought xD I'm such a かみ stationery fan~ The books looked very beautiful yet simple. Plus, this is the type of books that I just couldn't help but to bought it right away!


There are also the elements book by かみ too! But it's a long book while these are the small one. The elements are; Fire and Water... There are more but I kind of forget what the elements are :p
I just can't wait to write all the *nyah~* story inside 8D or... this book will just become a collection inside my drawer xD And then... Ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

I don't know if anyone realize this but I have disappeared from the internet 'world' for awhile. For the first time, I just stay calm without online because... there's nothing waiting for me here. I have nothing left in this 'Internet World'. 
Guess, as expected... There's no notification special for me. So, there's no need for me to rush online again like I used before... like I'm used too...



Unexpected thing happened to me... I was actually going to cousin's house to help managing his marriage but then... I spotted my cousin watching Accel World (I do not watch that anime) and then, he told me... he has THAT game in his psp. He has Persona 3 Portable and....

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Well... That is the question that I'm asking myself yesterday when I went to my cousin's house. The house is just been renewed. It was nostalgic because the last time I went there is when I was below 12 years old. (not really sure what age am I). Many things changed since the last time I can remember. In any ways, that's not what I'm going to talk about right now. It's about me being... Kuroko?

Seriously, I'm not a phantom. I don't do appear and suddenly disappeared. Well, I kinda like doing that but I didn't do it on purpose. I just don't feel like staying in one place for long so, I just... disappear? My aunt said she saw me when I came and eating together but then... disappeared! Without any single trace. When I heard that, I laughed before she turned to me... "Where DID you come FROM?!" *face palm* =_= I was right here this whole time playing my cousin's phone...

At first I was kind of... proud being like that~ *laugh* but then... When me and my cousins are eating together, I sat at the edge of the corner next to my mom and then... "Where is Kak ----?" my cousin asked... =__= umm... 'I'm right here...' When my cousin saw me, he just continue eating...
Till a few minutes has passed... "Where is Kak ----?" another one of my cousins asked. =___= 'I DIDN'T EVEN MOVE AWAY FROM MY POSITION!' where the hell did you guys put your eyes?! 
With that, something popped out from my head... Am I... Kuroko? =w= 
(note that I just keep quiet and didn't say/comment anything to my cousins about 'I'm right here'.)




I know I like Kuroko Tetsuya because of his skills and he could easily disappeared. I want to be like him but... I only want to be like that when I don't feel like being there and when I feel to be like that... Nevertheless, I don't mind. It's fun seeing peoples searching for me but I'm actually next to them or in front of them. 

I didn't use any special skills. Anyone can do that if you are not popular and anti-social. But I found this person can do that though she is pretty popular for being a delinquent in her school. Maybe skills are needed to be like that :3

Well then... that's all... jya ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life

Hmm~ For now... I think I won't update anything that related to my life because I don't think there's much to update since I've always feeling tired, sleepy and always passed out in the class like just now in Art Class. (The teacher kinda... surprised(?) when saw I looked like fainted(?) in the class when I was actually taking a nap.) It's really been tired lately... But when I return home, I will open my lappy, watch some anime, read manga/FF and then, sleep. Why am I wasting my time like this? 
Nevertheless, I don't want to be too focus on studying because it will stress me out. I will do it slowly. 
Slow and steady.


Aside from that, I have finally wanted to reveal an old story of mine called Dream Forest. You guys already knew Ar Dream Ciel, right? It's the same. However, you guys don't know the Original story. Who is the real character and the real storyline. I have always wrote a side story like Dreamers Connection and most of my oneshot; Dream Forest Prequel, Fateful Destiny and a series; Memories Keeper(reminding this story is the most late update).

I hope that you guys will be happy reading. Dream Forest ~The Beginning of All~ will come after Dreamers Connection reached second phase while Dream Forest ~The Meeting~ will come after Dreamers Connection ends.
I won't tell what are the connection between The Meeting and The Beginning of All as the readers will found out later when the time has come.

I don't really mind if there's no royal reader of Dream Forest/Ar Dream Ciel because I just wanted to leave these stories in my Blog. It's a story which proves I am alive and this is my other-side story that I have always wanted to tell you guys but couldn't.
When I finishes there stories... I can finally... Rest In Peace =3

Oh, to make Dream Forest ~The Beginning of All~ more interesting, I have added some characters based of Lunar Academy and Rp Cluster. However, who is who will be a guess because I will change all of their names into a weird/unfamiliar one. So... good luck guessing :3

Anyway, I think... Dream Connection is kinda a cliche story with a sudden things like this and that. So, I thought of trying to make continuations between chapters... Or just let tham be(?) The first Phase is cliche but I'll try to make the next Phase less cliche because we finally get down to the real business and the real purpose of making the story. Kekeke~ finally!!

That is all for now... ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku

First, I'm kinda bored because the server is down since last night.
At that time, I was reading some Vampire Knight FF I stole from Tsukiko's laptop.
However, the server return to the way it was today in afternoon. GLAD! Able to continue reading and it was a good story~

After that, I drew something out xD
I always heard Tsukiko said whenever I drew female character, she always looked like a male chara with... female body including Chloe of Rp Cluster that I drew >w> So, I decided that I will less during female character. I drew it because I kind of in love with their clothes...
Maybe I should make one of my character cross-dressing~ It will be funny messing with them but I know I will get a hit on the head later...

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

 Before I started complaining again, I had a weirdest dream last night. It is weird but I don't mind having them at all because the dreams that I had can give me some idea and inspirations on making stories or more clearly; a one-shot. The dreams can only be series if they are related to Ar Dream Ciel and the continuation-type of dreams like the dream I had for Ar Dream Ciel series such as Dreamers Connection.
Will be continuing them later on or I shall wrote the dream I had before continue writing...
Haven't been decided yet...


Okay, now for the tired part...

During this week, I have always fell asleep when my teachers aren't coming to our class. It was bored. Plus, at that time I was still feeling awkward with my classmates because of paper works that I haven't finish yet and also, we finally meet up after two weeks of holiday! That's the main reason.

Last Wednesday, I slept for 4 periods of class. I think... I snored at that day but just simply ignore since my classmates didn't complain about anything~



Besides that... I have make up with Atin-tin~ Yay~ finally we become good again! I think... I still didn't regret on leaving Rp Cluster because I know that someday... I will leave because of my past and jealousy.
Plus, if we successfully passed this task... Our bonds can become tighter than before. We need to add some spices in this relationship so make a delicious food! Ah... talking about food is making me hungry xD

Also... will never forget that Rutta to Kodama has finally reached it's end D;
The story influence my feelings very much! When the story become sad(there's no tragedy but still sad) it makes me cry... But the ending of the story is very good and makes me relieved  though I already knew how it ends xD I was like 'Kyaaa~' and made such a weird, unusual, rare fan-girl squeals!
I rarely did that except for BL or shoujo manga that have cute, sweet and innocent romance even without the so-called lemons (=w=) Reminding, I don't read hentai or ecchi. Just shoujo, shounen, shounen-Ai and yaoi. Dislike smut >w>  I'm just a fantasy, adventure, romance, action, tragedy genres lover :DD Sports is rarely except Kuroko no Basuketo and Ookiku Furikabutte.




Next is Kuroko no Basuketo character song... I kinda lazy to post it here so, good luck on finding them in youtube :DD Since it's a famous anime, I'm sure it won't just disappeared like that!
Then, happy finding it! Lol xD

Last but not least is Running Man~ Kookie~ Sparta~ (...) Kinda getting bored on watching the previous episode. Nevertheless, I had fun watching Human Vs Zombie in episode 98.  Because I watched the early ep, I can see that Grasshopper is close to sunflower. When both of them worked together I was like... HOORAY~ But the lost (spoiler). I wished the human survived D;

In anyways, in this first week of new semester, I had a fun and tiring day. So, closing the post for now~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Other-side Observations