First of all, sorry for the late updates. Been very busy lately. Plus, got nothing to do here in the internet world except analyzing friend's horoscope, reading manga, watch anime and running man. That's all.

Anyway, how did this happened? I wonder... I was the one come up with these things, dragging a dear friend as well. But she doesn't mind and we had fun making our own gender-bending character of us. We like to talked about what will we do if we were guys, our personalities etc. *thumbs up* Very a fun thing to do~! I even drew him up and guess... I may not drew Aki and Natsu in near future for awhile. So, here is his profile;


His name will be Haru. His best friend is Tora(I don't want to give out his personality because this person belong to my friend. It's up to her whether she wanted to give out his chara or not. But I could tell a little things about him). His age is 15 years old like Tora but he is in different class with Tora. Tora is science while he is in literature department. His weight and height are slightly lower than Tora. So, he will ALWAYS complain about it like me :3

He is very active in sports, kinda sensitive(inner) but often seeing black/white also naive and have a lot of fan-girls because sometimes he likes to flirt with some cute girls. While that, Tora will observed him from afar~ doing some experiments. (note that if I'm a guy... I won't swing that way. I'll be straight because there are shoooo many cute and lovely girls out there~ :D ) I said that he is active with sports but his activeness has it's own limit because he easily getting infected with sickness since he was small. So, just if it happened to be raining in Sport's Day, he will run but the next day, he will be sick...

Fan-Girls// aww~ see you later, HaruKun♥♥
Tora// *walks inside the room and stares at Haru who is on his bed, snuggling in his blanket. His face is red and there's ice cubes on his forehead*
Haru// what? *cough*
Tora// I thought that idiots won't caught cold.
Haru// I thought like that too... *silent* HEY! Who is the idi*cough*ot here?!
Tora// *smirk* here's the medicine from my pharmacy.
Haru// Thank you... *doze off*
Tora// ...get better soon.

えっと you can see Haru and Tora are close but you can never expect what they often do when they meet WHEN Haru is healthy.

Haru// Nya~hahaha~ *runs in lightning speed*
Tora// OI!! That's mine, you stupid idiot! *chase him*
Haru// *laugh* a-ha~ catch me if you can~
Fan-girls// They are chasing each other again~♥♥ But it will ends up...
Haru// ehh~ he's already far behind~ *whistling*
Tora// *suddenly appeared behind in sweats* Finally... you can never escape from me *smirk*
Haru// oh, no...
Tora// *crack hands* Don't worry, I have ALOT of bandages in my pharmacy.
Haru// .... あああああ！！！

-The Next Day-

Haru// *whistling* ~♥ *saw Tora* ToraChii~
Tora// =_= *punch his shoulder*
Haru// Ouch... Hey, yesterday's wound still not heal yet.
Tora// yesterday... *saw bandaged ankle, cheek, and slightly next to collarbone*
Haru// (^w^) I looked cool with the bandages, aren't I? This one is from yesterday, this one from three days ago, this one from a week ago... *continues*
Tora// [Is he 'M'?] ばか。。。
Haru// (?) :3

So, next time... me and Tora's owner will be drawing both of them together :DD I ca't wait! We already exchange their picture~ I've got Tora's pic already. Planned to draw later on after taking my bath and has nothing to do with the internet. 

Oh, btw me and Tora's owner watch Final Destination 1 & 2 yesterday. The story is getting to creeps me out. Nevertheless, I will be fine as long as I'm not watching it alone.





I think that's all... Before that... when I said I has nothing to do in the internet world... I was feeling kind of lonely because I'm going farther way from the rp Cluster now... ahaha... I have always wished I was born as a guy but if I'm a guy... Would I meet all the members? I know I meet my best friend in internet world/real before they appear... However...

 "I will cherish everything that I have no matter what happen, even the person hurts my feelings a lots, I still cherish the moments we spend together, thank you for being my friends, I will mostly appreciate it and makes them apart of my memories."

Like what Shiro said... I think I want to say the same thing as well. じゃね

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

Hurm~ Hurm~ This is just a simple and small post because I am being such a lazy person to write everything about me that you guys shouldn't know. So, a secret should just stay as secret *winks* Just wanted to say I have fun with my dear friend Tsukiko at school, we also began to give nick names to the Lower 6. He~n Megane, Chibi, Anime etc and all of them are boys because there's many boys in lower and we can scent them that they have something to do with being an AnimeOtaku. Tsukiko also saw someone draws anime in his sketch book~ Someday, I will steal that book and take a peek inside boy's sketch book as I am interested on what kind of boys like to draw~

Oh, I will also warn you guys that ALOT of new anime already coming out. I'm watching Kokoro Connect and Arcana Familia. Soon, will be watching Sword Art Online. K and Persona 4 true ending will be on next month. For now, I want to drag all my anime-mood and writing(except draft) in weekends. Concentrate for STPM in weekdays. Just wanted to try little-by-little steps to make a BIG room for STPM.
I can do anime and writing anytime I want without a limit but STPM has a deadline. So~ let us place the exam on top just for now >_<

Last but not least... Here are the books I just bought xD I'm such a かみ stationery fan~ The books looked very beautiful yet simple. Plus, this is the type of books that I just couldn't help but to bought it right away!


There are also the elements book by かみ too! But it's a long book while these are the small one. The elements are; Fire and Water... There are more but I kind of forget what the elements are :p
I just can't wait to write all the *nyah~* story inside 8D or... this book will just become a collection inside my drawer xD And then... Ja ne~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

First, I'm kinda bored because the server is down since last night.
At that time, I was reading some Vampire Knight FF I stole from Tsukiko's laptop.
However, the server return to the way it was today in afternoon. GLAD! Able to continue reading and it was a good story~

After that, I drew something out xD
I always heard Tsukiko said whenever I drew female character, she always looked like a male chara with... female body including Chloe of Rp Cluster that I drew >w> So, I decided that I will less during female character. I drew it because I kind of in love with their clothes...
Maybe I should make one of my character cross-dressing~ It will be funny messing with them but I know I will get a hit on the head later...

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character, Other-side Observations

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Labels: Kingdom Hearts; Memories Keeper, Original Character

I just realized that my previous post has cost something to happen(?). I don't know whether there's really awkwardness between us and actually... As I expected, many peoples read my post. Ahh... Just read and leave... talk about stalking very much?
Anyway, it's still don't change that someday, I'm going to register to Aika and murder them all but my com has... problems... It will be fixed in such a loooong time till my STPM ended. I also couldn't continue playing SMT: Devil Survivor 2 and it's kinda annoying.

Not only in FB, but in school, I feel like crying in many ways. Why am I being such a weak person anyway? I should just ignore them and continue my works on those drawings for Paper 3 Seni Visual. Oh, Kolokium already ended, thank god. But not for me because I didn't even sent the folio...
The reason is unknown because I been accidentally knocked everyday. Knocked by car's ceiling, by a nearby chair, door, book, wall etc. I even embarrassed myself in front of AnisChan's mom when knocked by the car's ceiling after shake hands with her mom... ahhh...
I think someday, my memory will become more fussier or may have injured my head unconsciously. Why did this happen to me? My head already hurts much by having personalities &stress. Can't I just leave it to rest and unhurt? GAAAH! very annoying...

Why am I writing this anyway? Oh, to release some tensions...
Now, I feel like watching Running Man again... I have been watching from ep1~23 and 74~newest. I want to watch them all  so that I can understand their personalities better and after that... *grin* I will be making Running Man FanFiction called Running Man: Mission Disaster. kekeke, wonder will I make it or not.

also, lately... I have been thinking about my first original Character; Kaze... OC of Kingdom Hearts. I don't plan on revealing his real identity but I plan on making his characters in Kingdom Hearts on what is his real role in it. It's kinda sad though... whenever I thinks about his role in the story...

"That's not me... I'm not there...
I don't exist in their hearts, dreams nor memories."
---the words he kept repeating in his mind.

He's only have a minor role in the story. A background character. He isn't a shadow nor a nobody. He is just a person who shouldn't be exist in his world either other world.
Gaaaah! Why am I making a character that have sad story? Oh... I know the reason... If I were to write more, it would definitely spoil/becomeAspoiler of the story. So, let's stop now.

Now that the final semester has come, I decided to try my best to work hard. But I don't know how far will I reach without an aim toward the University. I wanted to work after STPM or filling my days with drawings/writings everyday till the end because that is what I truly enjoy doing even though peoples think it's anti-social and useless things to do.
However, if I'm going to University and still can do whatever I want... I don't mind. I could make more memories and gain more imaginations as a dreamer. Meaning and in conclusions, whatever happen, I will do and try my best on STPM. Hopefully, in the end... it will be a tears of joy.

Before I end this meaningless writing, I just wanted to say...
I know I have many and what peoples seen isn't the real me but... Though they are not 'me' but they are a 'part' of me. I'm them and they are me. They may be not the real but they are... me.
I really hope that someday, I would find a person that would accept both my strength and weaknesses just like Aki meets the person he truly love in the other-side... *wink* keep it as a secret between writer and readers but he doesn't mind, really. He already accept that person and I'm happy for him. I hope I can find something like his partner someday but I can't be choosers... I will accept anyone that are fated to be with me. >////< anyway!! These things is the 'things' way ahead. Should be thinking about it!
Last but not least, for Rp Cluster Members; Mai-mai, Mi-mi, Akma, Atin-tin, Shiroko and Tris... I wanna say thanks for inviting me into the FB group IM. This is my real emotion and what I truly feels is... happiness when being dragged into it though, I don't talk much and kinda ignoring some of you guys... I sorry. I'm sorry that I'm an idiot. I had jealousy over things that you didn't notice and did it unconsciously... I'm a person that hard to understand, I know... But I can be happy over little things like yesterday. So, thanks. Thank you very much and sorry if I said something wrong in the previous post...
Although... I still am thinking that someday, I will register to Aika and murder all of you. That can't be change except for my computer is broken =w=

Thanks for the sweet memories and thanks for reading. Ja, mata nee~

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

Yeah, Kaze is an OC of Kingdom Hearts. There are two Kaze in my story.
One is Hikaru Kazena which is not an original Chara of KH while the other one... the name is just Kaze. The name come out when I just figure Sora, Riku and Kairi's name meanings.
I thought what else can I name beside sky, land and ocean. After thinking awhile... 'wind' just popped out from my head. Then, I search what is 'wind' in jap and then, I found it :DD Kaze♥♥

After that, I began to daydreaming like always xDD thinking how does Kaze come into KH. Since at that time, there's only KH, KH2 and KHCOM... I just think what if Kaze appeared in between of KH and KH2 before Roxas's caught by Riku.
I already love KH storyline so, I don't want to disturb the storyline and make Kaze appear... secretly. Only Namine and Roxas knows.
Bla, bla, bla after playing KH358/2 Days, I changed Kaze appearance. Only Namine, Riku, Mickey and Diz knows about Kaze. Kaze meet Sora and Roxas but their eyes didn't meet up with each other, meaning;; Kaze only looked from afar, watching their actions for Namine. It's like Kaze is there but isn't there... Kinda fun making her/him...

Kaze's real gender is unknown because I forgot xDD Owh, yeah. Kaze already have someone else, so don't worry. I never make her pairing with any KH canons.

Then, the hardest part of Kaze... The release of KH Birth by Sleep... VENTUS!
omg... the meaning of Ventus is wind like Kaze DD8 omg, omg... *sigh*
It's not like I don't like Ventus but why does his name has the same meaning with Kaze? When I watched KH BBS, I think... It's alright. He fits more than Kaze and his story is... sad ;________; huhu *cries* <---I'm not faking... Cried many times especially when Ventus bring Aqua to the world where the three of them used to live together...

Although Ventus has the same meaning as Kaze, I didn't change her/his name because I like the way it it and I'm fine with it... However, somehow I think Ventus fan would be angry for want I said xDD gomen! I made Kaze first before Ventus appear... It's up to you guys whether to believe it or not. I don't care >_<

Kaze's storyline... It's complicated but the details are in my rp.me profile. Her/his job is keeping the forgotten memories. Memories of Roxas with Xion and Axel and Sora's memories when he went to Oblivion Castle. He/she went into find her own story after Sora nad Riku reunites with Kairi (KH2 ending). Kaze did not appear in KH BBS and KH. I don't know about KH coded. Unsure. While the new KH 8DD I think she/he may not appear because Sora doesn't need to find Kaze to remember the forgotten memories.
And that's how Kaze can fit secretly inside KH :DD

Btw, when I was rp-ing as Kaze in rp.me... SOMEONE STEALS MY CHARA!!! CEH!! if can, I want to kill that person but she deleted me -___- good choice... but good thing at that time, I didn't detail my chara... Good thing...

I think that's all... I wrote this after cleaning my room and find these books♥
Figures, I have one more secret oc chara inside~ I'm not sure what anime/manga he is from because... Still in investigate about him. His story is more complicated than kaze DD8 troublesome but I want to know about him! So, I will continue on investigating~

So, then... that's all! ja-ne~♥

[Glimpse of Kaze's memories before Sora and Riku battle with Xemnas] 

Xemnas// Kaze... Is that really your wish? Do you want to disappear?

Kaze// It's my destiny... I know that after returning the memories I will disappear... Never meeting Nami-nami again but... I don't mind! It's my job after all! As the Memories Keeper, I will keep all of these memories until they all return the place they truly belong!

Labels: Drawing-Writing Kioku, Original Character

It's been looong since I write this blog~ Kinda missed this blog xDD
Seeing a friend of mine update it, making me wanna do the same as well!
But actually... Have ALOT of homework needed to do! Oh, man...
I'll do it later tonight~

Btw, talked about OC/Original character, I thought I have none...
But actually have two :DDD
One;; Pandora Hearts Character --Rz Vessalius.
He isn't really a Vessalius... Oh... I forgotten his storyline...
Gunna write it back later~
Second;; Kingdom Hearts Character --Kaze.
Female? Male? Dunno... I have Kaze character that is a female and also male.
Demo... I think this one is... -_____- (doesn't remember xDD)
That's all... and yeah, only two... I'll remember about them and rewrite their story in my book~ Later, posted here... Maybe~

I think... That's all~ (remember;; have homework and dislike doing it on Sun &Saturday... Why? Weekends is my day off, going to rest and fooling around~).
So, anyway~ See ya later reader~ (If I still have one~)

Not all happy ending was all about two people being together, sometimes it's also about a person that experience too much misery but then learned how to move on.

Labels: Daily-daily final school-life, Original Character