I was planning to kept all my dreams a secret but its just too much for me to handle. I slept two times a day because I was fasting and get tired easily. So, its too much dreams especially if I suddenly wake up and sleeps back. <--this can make me had three dreams in one day.]
In my plan, I want to write a story about it but I can't because when another dreams appeared, I became confused. Sometimes I had a continuation and sometimes, I can't recall the dreams I had. However, the dreams that I manage to remember are placed inside my dream journal. I think there's 10++ story inside my dream journal for three weeks non-stop.
Today, I dream of Kwang Soo (Running Man) had a punishment for losing a game. I think I had this because I was watching Running Man new episode before went for my afternoon nap. His punishment is... ride a motorcycle to sell ice-cream and there's Nestle 'Mat Cool' ice cream song... =__= I know this afternoon there's Mat Cool ice-cream selling around my house... perhaps that is what effecting my dreams :o
Anyway, I don't mind that dream. Its like a FanFic of Running Man and wished to forget because it IS a stupid dream xD but its fun watching him enroll around my old school~
Let's talk about the good dream. Here's one;
THE ROLEPLAY GAME
In the year of 20XX, there’s a person who has successfully created a game. Before the game is introduced to the world, two boys play the game as a tester. Playing the game has made them felt happiness because it is fun and mostly a promising game. The characters that can be used are the characters from countless anime and manga can be used and the settings are based on the settings of the playable characters.
Later, when the game is successful being played by the two boys, the game is introduced. As expected, the game become popular and the creator achieved what he wanted. Then, after a few years the gamers demand a character that they can make by themselves. The characters are referred as OC (Original Characters).
Once again, the game is under construction for the creator to upgrade the game as the demand. The two boys who have been loyal to the game become the game tester again. They created an original character together and when they are done, one of the boys tested the character out. Again, as expected it became successful because of the creator’s intelligent. Right after that, the gamers can make an Original character like they wanted to. However, something has happened after that.
One of the boys who tested the Original Character had discovered something about creating an OC. He said to the creator that something awful will happen if they don’t ban the Original Character inside the game. However, the creator has already turns blind and deaf. The boy wanted to prove what he said is true. So, he showed it to the creator when both of them played the game in the same time. They wanted the other boy to follow them but he has an important exam. Both of the boys made a promise to each other before they departed.
By the time the other boy finishes his exam, his best friend fall into a deep slumber. The creator refuses to tell him the reason. However, he knows the creator has banned OC inside the game. He wanted to know why. He wanted to know the reason for his best friend to turn like that and the creator told him creating the game is a sin. The game has made his best friend turning that way. Finally, he has come to hate the game and the creator for not destroying the game. Then, the boy left and disappeared along with the unfulfilled promise.
The creator reminscenes the words of the boy before he falls into deep slumber. He said, "I know there's a person who can end this silly game. 'That person' can do it." --referring to his best friend but will he do it since he has come to dislike the game?
-DREAM END-
hurm~ haha I like it when actions are involved in my dreams :3 but no matter what, there is this one dream I had is related to romance. tch... and somewhat, I want a continuation~ Its only a little bit because... I has become a forgetful person :o
THE SIX VOLUME.
First Vol; A beautiful Mansion inside a forest. Many peoples lives inside the mansion. The Royal-blood has the power to see the future and change the future. Other country hates the prediction. Everyone is killed and they tried to steal the Book of Future.
Second Vol; A prince and his best friend enter the Mansion and found the place haunted. They wanted to find the book. Then, they found a weird room. Inside, a lady is sitting and hold a book tightly. The lady is a princess who managed to survive the kill.
Third Vol; The Prince tried to steal the book but the princess won't let him. In the end, the book is actually empty.
Fourth Vol; The truth about the book.
Fifth Vol; (I don't remember xD)
Six Vol; The Prince and the Princess has fallen in love with each other... Happy ending~
That's all~ There this one dream I wanna tell you but I forget when telling you guys the baka so-called romance story... Okay. I can't recall it no matter how hard I tried... I know its related with action but oh, well... I don't want to stress myself.
...Now please enjoy this song I am addicted to since two days ago. The song is about four students who involved with Urban Legend Story. They obsessed with the Legend and refuses to see the reality. All the Legends are the scary ones... like a ghost story.
-1st ep is about Lonely Hide and Seek... We all know about Hide and Seek and what we don't know in japan, 'it' is pronounced 'oni' and oni=demon. You know what happen... at first, main chara is 'it' and then its his turn to hide so... the person who is 'it'...
-2nd ep is about Impostor Advisory... I'm not interested in this one.
-3rd ep is Perfect Crime Love Letter... You know about the 'Merry' right? The chara received a message, 'I'm merry, I am at the school'... 'Im Merry, I am at the shop.'... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your house' ... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your room.' ... 'Im Merry, I am behind you.' =___= ITS SCARY!!
-4th ep is about Aimless Imitation Musical Chair... Its about Musical Chair and about Monkey hand that granted wishes. You can have five wish but the price is... ahaha
You guys can find the four of the ep (Vocaloid Songs) in youtube. Ja ne~
Something that shouldn’t occur in their life just happen, making it’s impossible to be impossibilities. As Namine, and Refia’s orbs become wide; they couldn’t believe what are showing in their eyes. When the smokes around the workshop has cleared completely, they completely sure what just happen to their workshop friends. Chloe, Harumi and Aritsu just had their gender changed into opposite ones.
[A/N: This story is actually another random oneshot of Lunar Academy. This scene will take place where the main character (Namine) has reached her second year. However, I just wanted to write this scene... because I don't think anyone will read a story from an ex-queen, right? (mood-swings, baka... or it's true...)
Genre: Gender-bending, slice of life, school life, shoujo, fantasy.]
I rested my head on the fountain wall, looking at the cloudy sky where the rains come from. Being watched by other peoples didn’t make any changes in my mind on stop laying down there because there is an advantage of being the way I am. If I was a girl, this would cause attentions but since my gender is changed. I think… nobody will care what I do. I can just around, climbing trees, playing in a place where there are no peoples and do many things that girls are forbidden to do because it’s ‘not a lady’ would do. As the rain pours, I smiled as I have been crafting to do so much things that I have always wanted to do.
While I was closing my eyes, I heard a footsteps coming closer toward me. I revealed my sky-blue eyes to see who it was. “Harumi… You’ll catch a cold if you stay like this.” He said to me but I just smile and faced back to the sky.
“Haha don’t worry about me. I can deal with it.” I replied to him.
Silent fell after what I said because I don’t think I need to say anything else but there must be a reason for him to come here, right? Is he going to help them returning my gender to normal?
“Harumi, it’s already been seven days since you and the others gender changed. It’s time for you to return back the way it was… and that is being a female. This is the last chance to return or you will stay like this forever.” He explained to me but it doesn’t concern me. I like the way it is now. Not being tight by stupid rules such as always stay clean, walks like a lady, always be polite, control my manners and BE a lady-like… with this… I’m finally free from those ‘ladies’ rules.
Without changing my gaze, I just reply decision bluntly, “I’m going to stay like this. I don’t want to return to way it was.”
“Harumi… don’t say that. This isn’t your true self. When you return back, you can finally be your true self; the real self that you always been.” He uttered and waited for my respond.
Hearing what he said has made me revealed my eyes and changes my position from lying to sitting of the fountain wall. “I’m sorry to say that… all this time… I have always hated my true self.” I replied as I swing my legs front to back recently. “I hate myself for being obedient to the rules; the rules that you will never understand… the rules that chained me for what I really want to be. I want to change myself because I have always hates myself.”
“But Harumi…”
“I’m sorry. I don’t think I want to return.”
Suddenly, a loud ‘thud’ can be heard as he walks toward me and hugged me firmly yet, gently. I was confused and wondered why did he do this? “DON’T SAY THAT!” he yelled out loud which made me stumble and frozen. “I have always liked you the way you are, Harumi. Yes, you are obedient but you are strong… very strong and nobody realizes it. Whether you are female or male you always can be the way you want although it’s a different solution. If you stay like this… aren’t you running away? Plus if you stay like this… you can never be your true self because you have to understand that you are not a male.”
His words made me shocked once more. I wanted to push him away but I just couldn’t because what he said it true. I am running away right now. “You can never show your true self if you stay like this and I don’t want that because… I have admires the Harumi I saw a week ago. She is female but she can do whatever she wants. She will be the person she wanted to be. She always finds a solution to be herself without anybody stops her. Yes, the Harumi that we all know.” He said and releases me to kneel down as he gently held my hand, kissing it. It is a sign of admiration which has successfully made me cried.
Well, yeah... It's true and just happened right after school. I had history exam just now and it's... okay la. I'm still the same, lazy to finish all the essay given in the exam. Only do half-ass job. After the exam, I found out Tsukiko left me because she didn't know I came to school... well it's because we have different time of recess and exam(note/ we aren't iin the same class). She has Math before recess while I have history after recess, so no wonder we didn't meet up with each other.
Oh, yeah. There's one thing that I still didn't mention in this blog... My mom has work. Before this, she is just a housewife and now, she a cooker in UiTM Cafe in Selayang, Medic course. It's a new place, so it's kind of scary walking around the campus and hall. I also decided not to go there in near future because of something...
Anyway, since she has work... nobody will be at home. There's a problematic problems that made me unable to go home so, I suppose to stay at Tsukiko's place but lazy to go there because we were quiet and didn't talk to each other recently. I don't care and I don't mind. There's a side of me care but for me... I don't.
So, instead of going to Tsukiko's place, I went to Rawang alone. With a permission from my mom, of course. I'm not a bad students/daughter.
At first, I want to go to the bookstore but since it's cloudy outside, I went to McD for my lunch... After I ordered my food, it's raining outside. *sigh* So, I just enjoy the moment eating alone in that place. It's a first experience to me but it's not an unexpected experience.
I used to doing things alone. So, I just eat, eat, eat and while that... *grins* observing what happen in my surrounding. And then... an idea come~
it's just a small one-shot, so I'll just write here. This is what I wrote in my notebook;
Seeing peoples passing by makes me wondered what I am doing here all alone because every time when I saw someone passed by, I noticed that they aren’t alone as someone always walking beside them. Whether it’s a friend, family or lover… I’m very sure that they aren’t alone like me. I sighed, turning at the sky through a clear window before staring at an empty sit in front of me while slurping my cold soft drink.
I sighed once more before noticing that someone is glancing at me. Our eyes meet but then, we switched our eyes at another place. I didn’t know he could feel my existence here because nobody eyes did that as they are busy looking at other peoples. After a few minutes, I peeked at the person who was looking at and surprisingly… He is still looking at me and our eyes meet once more. I just blinked and stare at him and then… he curved a smile at his lips making me shocked. Before I could do anything, my phone rang. It’s my mom.
I answered the call and clicked the red button once I know where I should meet my mom. I lifted the food tray and place my waste inside the waste box. It’s kinda weird if peoples saw me doing this but I’m used to because it’s a self-service. We shouldn’t really just leave the waste on the table; instead we should place them in the right place. That’s why I did it.
Before I left the McDonald restaurant, I glanced at the place he supposed to sit but he isn’t there anymore menaing, he already left this place. I just smiled and turn around to where my mom waits. Hoping that someday... if it was a fate... we will meet again.
Heh, ehe~ that's all and I think this story lifted my mood a little bit when I wrote it again. I never thought I could write it at where many humans gather but guess... it went well~
So, that all. Like in the story, after finish writing my mom called and there's actually a missed call... because I was too concentrate on writing. Anyway... ja ne~
I was planning to kept all my dreams a secret but its just too much for me to handle. I slept two times a day because I was fasting and get tired easily. So, its too much dreams especially if I suddenly wake up and sleeps back. <--this can make me had three dreams in one day.]
In my plan, I want to write a story about it but I can't because when another dreams appeared, I became confused. Sometimes I had a continuation and sometimes, I can't recall the dreams I had. However, the dreams that I manage to remember are placed inside my dream journal. I think there's 10++ story inside my dream journal for three weeks non-stop.
Today, I dream of Kwang Soo (Running Man) had a punishment for losing a game. I think I had this because I was watching Running Man new episode before went for my afternoon nap. His punishment is... ride a motorcycle to sell ice-cream and there's Nestle 'Mat Cool' ice cream song... =__= I know this afternoon there's Mat Cool ice-cream selling around my house... perhaps that is what effecting my dreams :o
Anyway, I don't mind that dream. Its like a FanFic of Running Man and wished to forget because it IS a stupid dream xD but its fun watching him enroll around my old school~
Let's talk about the good dream. Here's one;
THE ROLEPLAY GAME
In the year of 20XX, there’s a person who has successfully created a game. Before the game is introduced to the world, two boys play the game as a tester. Playing the game has made them felt happiness because it is fun and mostly a promising game. The characters that can be used are the characters from countless anime and manga can be used and the settings are based on the settings of the playable characters.
Later, when the game is successful being played by the two boys, the game is introduced. As expected, the game become popular and the creator achieved what he wanted. Then, after a few years the gamers demand a character that they can make by themselves. The characters are referred as OC (Original Characters).
Once again, the game is under construction for the creator to upgrade the game as the demand. The two boys who have been loyal to the game become the game tester again. They created an original character together and when they are done, one of the boys tested the character out. Again, as expected it became successful because of the creator’s intelligent. Right after that, the gamers can make an Original character like they wanted to. However, something has happened after that.
One of the boys who tested the Original Character had discovered something about creating an OC. He said to the creator that something awful will happen if they don’t ban the Original Character inside the game. However, the creator has already turns blind and deaf. The boy wanted to prove what he said is true. So, he showed it to the creator when both of them played the game in the same time. They wanted the other boy to follow them but he has an important exam. Both of the boys made a promise to each other before they departed.
By the time the other boy finishes his exam, his best friend fall into a deep slumber. The creator refuses to tell him the reason. However, he knows the creator has banned OC inside the game. He wanted to know why. He wanted to know the reason for his best friend to turn like that and the creator told him creating the game is a sin. The game has made his best friend turning that way. Finally, he has come to hate the game and the creator for not destroying the game. Then, the boy left and disappeared along with the unfulfilled promise.
The creator reminscenes the words of the boy before he falls into deep slumber. He said, "I know there's a person who can end this silly game. 'That person' can do it." --referring to his best friend but will he do it since he has come to dislike the game?
-DREAM END-
hurm~ haha I like it when actions are involved in my dreams :3 but no matter what, there is this one dream I had is related to romance. tch... and somewhat, I want a continuation~ Its only a little bit because... I has become a forgetful person :o
THE SIX VOLUME.
First Vol; A beautiful Mansion inside a forest. Many peoples lives inside the mansion. The Royal-blood has the power to see the future and change the future. Other country hates the prediction. Everyone is killed and they tried to steal the Book of Future.
Second Vol; A prince and his best friend enter the Mansion and found the place haunted. They wanted to find the book. Then, they found a weird room. Inside, a lady is sitting and hold a book tightly. The lady is a princess who managed to survive the kill.
Third Vol; The Prince tried to steal the book but the princess won't let him. In the end, the book is actually empty.
Fourth Vol; The truth about the book.
Fifth Vol; (I don't remember xD)
Six Vol; The Prince and the Princess has fallen in love with each other... Happy ending~
That's all~ There this one dream I wanna tell you but I forget when telling you guys the baka so-called romance story... Okay. I can't recall it no matter how hard I tried... I know its related with action but oh, well... I don't want to stress myself.
...Now please enjoy this song I am addicted to since two days ago. The song is about four students who involved with Urban Legend Story. They obsessed with the Legend and refuses to see the reality. All the Legends are the scary ones... like a ghost story.
-1st ep is about Lonely Hide and Seek... We all know about Hide and Seek and what we don't know in japan, 'it' is pronounced 'oni' and oni=demon. You know what happen... at first, main chara is 'it' and then its his turn to hide so... the person who is 'it'...
-2nd ep is about Impostor Advisory... I'm not interested in this one.
-3rd ep is Perfect Crime Love Letter... You know about the 'Merry' right? The chara received a message, 'I'm merry, I am at the school'... 'Im Merry, I am at the shop.'... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your house' ... 'Im Merry, I am in front of your room.' ... 'Im Merry, I am behind you.' =___= ITS SCARY!!
-4th ep is about Aimless Imitation Musical Chair... Its about Musical Chair and about Monkey hand that granted wishes. You can have five wish but the price is... ahaha
You guys can find the four of the ep (Vocaloid Songs) in youtube. Ja ne~
Something that shouldn’t occur in their life just happen, making it’s impossible to be impossibilities. As Namine, and Refia’s orbs become wide; they couldn’t believe what are showing in their eyes. When the smokes around the workshop has cleared completely, they completely sure what just happen to their workshop friends. Chloe, Harumi and Aritsu just had their gender changed into opposite ones.
[A/N: This story is actually another random oneshot of Lunar Academy. This scene will take place where the main character (Namine) has reached her second year. However, I just wanted to write this scene... because I don't think anyone will read a story from an ex-queen, right? (mood-swings, baka... or it's true...)
Genre: Gender-bending, slice of life, school life, shoujo, fantasy.]
I rested my head on the fountain wall, looking at the cloudy sky where the rains come from. Being watched by other peoples didn’t make any changes in my mind on stop laying down there because there is an advantage of being the way I am. If I was a girl, this would cause attentions but since my gender is changed. I think… nobody will care what I do. I can just around, climbing trees, playing in a place where there are no peoples and do many things that girls are forbidden to do because it’s ‘not a lady’ would do. As the rain pours, I smiled as I have been crafting to do so much things that I have always wanted to do.
While I was closing my eyes, I heard a footsteps coming closer toward me. I revealed my sky-blue eyes to see who it was. “Harumi… You’ll catch a cold if you stay like this.” He said to me but I just smile and faced back to the sky.
“Haha don’t worry about me. I can deal with it.” I replied to him.
Silent fell after what I said because I don’t think I need to say anything else but there must be a reason for him to come here, right? Is he going to help them returning my gender to normal?
“Harumi, it’s already been seven days since you and the others gender changed. It’s time for you to return back the way it was… and that is being a female. This is the last chance to return or you will stay like this forever.” He explained to me but it doesn’t concern me. I like the way it is now. Not being tight by stupid rules such as always stay clean, walks like a lady, always be polite, control my manners and BE a lady-like… with this… I’m finally free from those ‘ladies’ rules.
Without changing my gaze, I just reply decision bluntly, “I’m going to stay like this. I don’t want to return to way it was.”
“Harumi… don’t say that. This isn’t your true self. When you return back, you can finally be your true self; the real self that you always been.” He uttered and waited for my respond.
Hearing what he said has made me revealed my eyes and changes my position from lying to sitting of the fountain wall. “I’m sorry to say that… all this time… I have always hated my true self.” I replied as I swing my legs front to back recently. “I hate myself for being obedient to the rules; the rules that you will never understand… the rules that chained me for what I really want to be. I want to change myself because I have always hates myself.”
“But Harumi…”
“I’m sorry. I don’t think I want to return.”
Suddenly, a loud ‘thud’ can be heard as he walks toward me and hugged me firmly yet, gently. I was confused and wondered why did he do this? “DON’T SAY THAT!” he yelled out loud which made me stumble and frozen. “I have always liked you the way you are, Harumi. Yes, you are obedient but you are strong… very strong and nobody realizes it. Whether you are female or male you always can be the way you want although it’s a different solution. If you stay like this… aren’t you running away? Plus if you stay like this… you can never be your true self because you have to understand that you are not a male.”
His words made me shocked once more. I wanted to push him away but I just couldn’t because what he said it true. I am running away right now. “You can never show your true self if you stay like this and I don’t want that because… I have admires the Harumi I saw a week ago. She is female but she can do whatever she wants. She will be the person she wanted to be. She always finds a solution to be herself without anybody stops her. Yes, the Harumi that we all know.” He said and releases me to kneel down as he gently held my hand, kissing it. It is a sign of admiration which has successfully made me cried.
Well, yeah... It's true and just happened right after school. I had history exam just now and it's... okay la. I'm still the same, lazy to finish all the essay given in the exam. Only do half-ass job. After the exam, I found out Tsukiko left me because she didn't know I came to school... well it's because we have different time of recess and exam(note/ we aren't iin the same class). She has Math before recess while I have history after recess, so no wonder we didn't meet up with each other.
Oh, yeah. There's one thing that I still didn't mention in this blog... My mom has work. Before this, she is just a housewife and now, she a cooker in UiTM Cafe in Selayang, Medic course. It's a new place, so it's kind of scary walking around the campus and hall. I also decided not to go there in near future because of something...
Anyway, since she has work... nobody will be at home. There's a problematic problems that made me unable to go home so, I suppose to stay at Tsukiko's place but lazy to go there because we were quiet and didn't talk to each other recently. I don't care and I don't mind. There's a side of me care but for me... I don't.
So, instead of going to Tsukiko's place, I went to Rawang alone. With a permission from my mom, of course. I'm not a bad students/daughter.
At first, I want to go to the bookstore but since it's cloudy outside, I went to McD for my lunch... After I ordered my food, it's raining outside. *sigh* So, I just enjoy the moment eating alone in that place. It's a first experience to me but it's not an unexpected experience.
I used to doing things alone. So, I just eat, eat, eat and while that... *grins* observing what happen in my surrounding. And then... an idea come~
it's just a small one-shot, so I'll just write here. This is what I wrote in my notebook;
Seeing peoples passing by makes me wondered what I am doing here all alone because every time when I saw someone passed by, I noticed that they aren’t alone as someone always walking beside them. Whether it’s a friend, family or lover… I’m very sure that they aren’t alone like me. I sighed, turning at the sky through a clear window before staring at an empty sit in front of me while slurping my cold soft drink.
I sighed once more before noticing that someone is glancing at me. Our eyes meet but then, we switched our eyes at another place. I didn’t know he could feel my existence here because nobody eyes did that as they are busy looking at other peoples. After a few minutes, I peeked at the person who was looking at and surprisingly… He is still looking at me and our eyes meet once more. I just blinked and stare at him and then… he curved a smile at his lips making me shocked. Before I could do anything, my phone rang. It’s my mom.
I answered the call and clicked the red button once I know where I should meet my mom. I lifted the food tray and place my waste inside the waste box. It’s kinda weird if peoples saw me doing this but I’m used to because it’s a self-service. We shouldn’t really just leave the waste on the table; instead we should place them in the right place. That’s why I did it.
Before I left the McDonald restaurant, I glanced at the place he supposed to sit but he isn’t there anymore menaing, he already left this place. I just smiled and turn around to where my mom waits. Hoping that someday... if it was a fate... we will meet again.
Heh, ehe~ that's all and I think this story lifted my mood a little bit when I wrote it again. I never thought I could write it at where many humans gather but guess... it went well~
So, that all. Like in the story, after finish writing my mom called and there's actually a missed call... because I was too concentrate on writing. Anyway... ja ne~
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