As all of you already knows, I've started drawing since I was 11 years old. Like little kids, I drew pokemon, digimon, Klonoa and Mirumo De Pon. I stopped drawing after UPSR but begins drawing once again when I was 14 years old. At that time, I drew Namine, Sora, Roxas &Kazena Chibi mode. :D Still inside my VERY old sketch book. Then, in 15years old, Sora and Roxas.
-In 16 years old... I meet my best friend which made my drawings expanded! I drew Kazena, Yume, Yomi, Naruto, Kai(Yume's lover) and Yomi's siblings.
-17 years old --Kuro Neko, Irino, Tsubasa, Harumi, Akai, Aki, Haruka <--characters of Dream Forest) &Shouta.
-18 years old... Natsu and etc <--can't remember anymore xDD
I will always love you, drawings x'D

Now, about coloring... First of all, I want to say that I AM SUCKS IN COLORING. I can draw but NEVER CAN COLOR! It will always turns into a FAAAIL one once my drawing is being colored. It has been like that since I was little. My mom &dad aren't supporting me in doing drawings when I was small till now where I choose Visual Art as my main subject in STPM.

Through that, I still don't have confidence in coloring but I always like watching my Artistic friends coloring their art works especially Anisha. She's really good and have a rare talent. So, I've always love looking her drawing and coloring. Not only that, she teaches me how to do shading. I'm okay with it since it's only using pencils, eraser &tissue.
She once praised me because... she said I'm getting good at it *happy* :D 

Nevertheless, when it comes to coloring, I will always give up first. I don't have any confidence at all. No matter how I follow Anisha, it will never be good. My art teacher also helped me and thanks to that, I did a good work but just a simple art of work.


After the volcano pic, I gained a little confidence in coloring :D but only in making the Art Project. Never had when doing my otaku works or more clearly, never crossed my mind till I saw someone colored her art works beautifully D8 A younger male and older female in FB. When I saw their colored drawings... *jealousy sparks* but never try coloring till I finally determined to try coloring... but never did it xDD because whenever I want to, there's always a wall like I left my colors at school, forgotten about my will(the main reason) and etc.
And then, my dearly best friend, yesterday blurted to try coloring... I saw her colored art works just this morning =___= IT WAS SOOO GOOD! and cute xD She said she learned it in youtube.

Now, this is the stupid part. I try to color right away and imagine if my coloring will be good like hers and then... =____=


With that, I told my friend, "I WILL NEVER COLOR AGAIN." I didn't even snapshot the pic before it being colored ;_____; talk about a waste. Before I went back home, I showed this drawing to Anisha, saying I'm dumb in coloring. I've ruined my OC with my stupid coloring skills. All I can say, I lost all my confidence completely while saying negative things about my lack of skills.

But then... Anisha only reply, "The coloring... is not bad. You only need to learn some technique like follow the flows of the hair..." When I heard what she said, I regain my confidence. A tiny and small hope.
I bought a brush RM0.40 from a book store, watch some youtube(how to color using pencil) and try coloring one more time. Then...


Did I do a good job here? --is my main question and something popped out in my mind --coloring my drawing isn't a bad thing at all. I also doesn't mind this drawing turns bad because it's just a female OC xD and I've tried my best to color. But... I think I'm going to keep on practicing my coloring :'D
You can say, I never expect to turn out like this. I'm pretty shocked too though I know it's still looked bad but I... can improve myself, right? I can improve my drawing and why can't on coloring too?

So, this is my memories of Pencil Tekan and Papers (+) coloring. :)
I will keep on! While didn't forget that I have exams after Hari Raya Aidilfitri xD
Before I can get into the warm blanket...


Kay... See ya later! Sankyuu for reading! *bows*

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