So, yeah. The new Kagerou Project. Ayano no Koufuku Riron(Ayano's Theory of Happiness). I think here, I'm the only one who addicted to Kagerou Days but I don't really mind. This song is about Ayano. She is the one who jumped off the school rooftop in Toumei Answer and made Shintarou turn into a NEET.
After hearing the song, she is more than just a minor character.
"Happiness is a curious thing, so I hope you can love tomorrow..."
This song has a huge spoiler of the story. Ayano is actually the creator of Mekakushi Dan and she is No.0. I'm also shocked to find out that she is related to Seto, Kido and Kano. So, the one who taking care of the trio is actually Ayano's mother.
Seto, Kano and Kido has a tragic past and I heard they almost died but they survived. Then, they got the eyes ability. Seto wanted to save animals and then, he got the ability to talk to animals. Kano wanted to deceive the abuser and Kido wanted to hide from the abuser too. This also explained how Shintarou got his eyes power. He almost died when KuroKonoha tried to suicide.
Anyway, I don't want to talk much... Jin-San is just awesome to make everyone cried in this song and makes us felt countless of feelings in his other songs. Just listen to the songs and read the manga/novel. Ja ne!
Konichiwa! My name is Mitsubishi Kiseki. Today is yet another lovely day especially because it is 24th December which means it is Christmas, the time where you get to spend time with your love one. Plus, by judging the sky I think the snow will fall down soon. Ah, such a romantic day to have a date with your beloved one. That is what I thought last year but this year…
*SLAP*
“YOU ARE THE WORST!” She yelled out loudly and runs far away from me.
It was supposed to be a lovely day but I just got slapped by my girlfriend and now, we are officially breaks up. Maybe I was being too harsh to her. The reason for my behaviour is I told her that her love is cheap. I’m sorry that I’m a straight forward person. I have been told by countless peoples that I am indeed a very straight forward person. I couldn’t lie but I could make an excuse or make a twist of the reason so that they will confuse.
Anyway, back to the break up thingy… I said her love is cheap because we only dated for two weeks and we end up like today. I can’t really call her ‘single and available’ because even when we already broke up, she still have a boyfriend. It’s hard to admit but I got cheated. She is just faking her tears and she probably on her way to her boyfriend right now. I found out about it by accident. I was walking toward a store to buy some cat foods for my bob-tailed cat named Nao when I saw her kissing and acting spoil to another guy. After she left, I meet the guy and we kind of threw to each other a few punches before someone stopped us.
I was pissed and didn’t come out from my house for three straight days until she said she has something to talk about. The day of meeting is today and just finished. Truth to be told, I am still pissed right now but what the heck. Looks like I’m going to be alone in this Christmas too. Maybe I should just went home and play with Nao since she is a playful kitten but she is being lazy in this winter. Ahh… I’m bored. If only I have a girlfriend…
“GAAAAAAAH!!! I’M SO PISSED!!” I yelled out loudly my anger and frustration. I wondered if there is a cute girl who does not act like that exists in this world. I know I just make everyone staring at me because of my yelling but I don’t care. It made me feel a little relief now. Now, I need to return home and cuddle with my Nao.
“Hmm?” I sounded before turning behind me and saw a girl. A cute girl staring at I and she looked shock, probably because of my yelling. Our eyes meet up with each other and none of us able to move from the each other’s gaze. It is as if we were attracted with each other by fate. Then, she blinked which also makes me snapped out. She continued to blink for a few times before she looked down and her expression changed. What could possibly make her expression changed?
*CHOMP*
I blinked and looked down at what is staring and saw a black mixed with brown and white color shiba-inu, is biting my leg. At first, I didn’t feel anything until the pain comes. “GAAAAH!!! KUSO! THAT’S HURT!!” I began to yell loudly and for some reason, I don’t feel like hitting the dog. Usually I would just hit it but this time, I just yell out of pain. I don’t know what to do until the cute girl I saw running toward me and hugged the dog.
“MAO! STOP IT! You are hurting him!” She said and repeated for a few times before the dog finally letting go of my leg. Right away, I fall down and tried to endure the pain. It really hurts. That dog has no mercy at all! What did I do wrong?!
The girl patted the dog’s head and hit him lightly. The hitting doesn’t seem like it would hurt a single fly at all. She probably really loves that dog of hers because I would do the same to Nao too if she made some mistakes. “That’s it. Good boy. Now, apologize to him.” The girl said. The girl, she looked small and undoubted younger than me. She has short brown hair, ember eyes and her face looked a little plae white. Maybe it is because of the winter. She wore hoodie shirt, shorts, long sneakers, a pair of glasses, and a bag. She seriously looked cute and kind of my type… WAIT!! What am I thinking? Ah… I’m a horrible person.
“Nee… Are you alright? Is it painful?” She asked me as she titled her head. Seriously, she looked so cute.
“N-no! I’m alright. I’m fine. It doesn’t hurt much!” I said as I noticed the dog is staring at me. No, it’s more like it is glaring at me as if he wanted to bite me or even kill me and let my flesh to be eaten by other animals.
The girl blinked, “Really? It looked like it hurts just now. Are you sure you are alright? I know a good doctor around here. She can help you with the wound.”
“Seriously, I’m alrigh—ouch!” I was about to decline the offer but she just poked my wound and now I finally back to my reality from gazing the girl. The dog bites… It really hurts…
I don't really understand why I search for the urban legends but I find them interesting and a very good ghost-story book. I'll copy and paste the one I'm interested in here. The rest are for your own to search.
Oh, I'm also placing the how-to-do-it here. If any of your wanna try, then its your own risk and do not blame me for your own foolish act of curiosity.
AKA MATO (RED CAPE)
Aka Manto is a spirit which haunts bathrooms, usually the last toilet stall in the women's/girl's bathroom. Some versions describe him as wearing a mask to cover his extremely handsome face, which had caused him stalking problems in life. When the unlucky victim is on the toilet, a mysterious voice will ask them if they want red paper or blue paper.
-If you answer red paper, you are killed violently and drenched in blood.
-If you ask for blue, you are strangled or bled dry, leaving your face/skin blue.
Attempting to ask for any other colour of paper will result in hands appearing (sometimes coming out of the toilet you're sitting on), that will drag you into the fires of hell. In other versions the ghost will simply ask you if you want a red vest and will then rip the skin from your back. He could also ask you if you want a red or blue cloak.
The only answer that will spare the person is to refuse anything he offers.
TRY AT YOUR OWN RISK
The ritual below is very dangerous, so please make sure you observe everything written in the instructions if you ever try it. Also, if your shoulders start to feel cold or heavy, you must not try at all.
1.) After midnight (around 2-3 AM) before you go to sleep, lie down and look at the four corners of the ceiling one by one, slowly and counterclockwise, starting from the corner that is closest to the north.
2.) Do step one three times slowly, counterclockwise.
3.) Cross your arms on your chest and chant “On-beiro-kya-mashironi-sowaka” three times.
4.) Still keeping your arms crossed, imagine a woman with long, black hair in white kimono covered in blood slowly coming toward you.
5.) When she arrives in front of you, stop imagining.
6.) Uncross your arms, turn off the lights to make the room as dark as possible, and go to sleep.
7.) If done correctly, a woman in white kimono covered in blood will appear in your dream.
Warning
-If she comes close to you, you mustn’t speak to her.
-If she asks for your name, don’t tell her.
-If she starts muttering something into your right ear, shake her off by waving your right hand. Doing so should wake you up.
After you have woken up, make sure to look around the room. If you don’t see the woman’s black shadow lurking in any of the corners, you are safe.
I can never play this one. My room have a lot of corners and I just want a nice nap plus, nice dream without being disturb.
Hmm... So, yeah. Just now, I just can't seem to be able to draw because of a foul mood with deviantart. I don't really remember what was I pissed about but let's just place that aside. When I was in the bad mood, I tried to search for a song to listen. Thanks to the lappy, the sound is making my mood more bad. Therefore, I open a music album I download a few days ago. It is Shuuen no Shiori [Re:write] Crossfade album. Someone gave me the link but I forgot where I got it. Sorry.
Anyway, I listen to the whole album and wondered the meaning of Re:missed Calls by Gumi song. So, I go search and found it. [Link] After that, I found the Re:Missed Calls novel translation. So, I read them right away. IT WAS GOOD! I ship C-ta X A-ya (CA) pairing.
Most of you never believe it but I can see it. The Red String that tied a person to another. The red string of fate. I don’t know the reason for this but I can see them since I was born. At first I always wondering what is those red strings. There are times when I tried to cut it but it can’t be cut. Trust me, my first time was out of curiosity and then, how many times I tried to cut it with a scissor or a knife, it can never be cut.
I want to ask my father and mother about it but couldn’t have the right word to say it. The one who told me about it is my older brother. He said it’s the red string of fate but he doesn’t want to tell any further.
I found out about the Red String of Fate by myself when I saw two peoples with the same string. Both of them are holding hands and looked very happy when making eyes contact with each other. They are holding hands as if nothing else matters as long as they have each other. I also say two peoples that aren’t tied with the same string. They crumble. They always fight with each other and throwing harsh words to each other. So now, you know about my parents. Yes, the two people that aren’t tied with the same string are my parents.
I secretly heard from my brother that it was a forced marriage. Maybe that’s the reason he doesn’t want to tell me about the red strings. He knows that my parents aren’t tied with the same string. That is also the reason I’m always alone in this house. We are rich family but only by money and not happiness. Sometimes, I’ve wondering the reason for my existence since I’m not made out of love but the question remained unanswered. So, now also knows the reason of me trying to cut the strings. I wanted to cut my parents and tied them together with the same string but it can never happen. It will never happen. I can see the strings but I can never change it. What is the use of seeing it? It is just a useless gift.
Anyway, let us stop with the recalling of my old memories. Right now, I am a third year of middle school. I don’t have a boyfriend but I do have a fiancé. It was our parents’ decision. At first, I thought that I would end up like my parents but surprisingly, I shared the same string with my fiancé. I was very happy. ‘Was’ very happy.
When my fiancé found out about my eyes that able to see the red strings, my fiancé tells about it to our schoolmates. Then, everyone knows about my ability. Some thinks it was a joke, some thinks I’m weird, some thinks it’s a lie and some seeks me to search for the fated person. Soon, everyone in my middle school knows about my ability. At first, I was happy to be able to help others but guess happiness wasn’t by my side. Regrets and such happened. I don’t want to think about it anymore. All I know is they blame me for everything even if it isn’t my words.
After that, right after that… My fiancé told me to test out my ability. He said that if we are truly fated with each other, then no matter how many girlfriends or boyfriends we had, we will bounce back together. I was shocked to hear it. However, I had enough. I don’t care anymore. Happiness will never be by my side. I shrug it off, following his game and don’t care whatever happens in the future.
So anyway, now you have known all my entire history before reaching high school. It’s a pitiful story.
A story of a person who can see the red string of fate.
A person with a very useless ability.
“WOOF!” I heard a sound and quickly, I snapped out from my stupor. I looked beside me and saw my shiba-inu named Mao is staring at me as if he wanted me to do something for him. When I saw him run to the nearby window, I understand completely of what he is trying to say to me.
I closed my diary and remove my glasses before rubbing my eyes lightly. “Wait just a second, Mao. I’ll wash my face first and then, I’ll take you for a walk.”
“WOOF!” he barked as his tail is wagging in delight.
“Geez, Mao. Why do you want to walk in the middle of the snow anyway?” I whined as I dragged myself to wash my face and find suitable clothes to wear. When I’m done wearing layers of clothes, I reached my glasses from wear I placed it and wear it. Then, I searched for my brother down stair to say that I’m taking Mao for a walk but my brother isn’t anywhere around. Maybe he went out with his friends or in his vet.
For this winter break, I’m living with my brother or more correctly, my step-brother. You don’t even need to know the reason I have a step brother but I have always been with him since I was born so, I have never felt he is an outsider. For me, he is like my only family and I am very sure he feels the same way as me. Our mother maybe different but he is my one and only, 10 years older big brother. I am also planning to stay with him after I graduate from my middle school. I won’t be studying in rich school anymore. Instead, I will be going to a normal, nearby high school in this spring.
“Woof! Woof!” Mao barked again and rushed to the door leading to the outside from this house.
I could only smile for his behaviour and said, “Ittekimasu.” Then, I close the door and tried to enjoy the walk from all of the pressure of remembering the past.
So, yeah. The new Kagerou Project. Ayano no Koufuku Riron(Ayano's Theory of Happiness). I think here, I'm the only one who addicted to Kagerou Days but I don't really mind. This song is about Ayano. She is the one who jumped off the school rooftop in Toumei Answer and made Shintarou turn into a NEET.
After hearing the song, she is more than just a minor character.
"Happiness is a curious thing, so I hope you can love tomorrow..."
This song has a huge spoiler of the story. Ayano is actually the creator of Mekakushi Dan and she is No.0. I'm also shocked to find out that she is related to Seto, Kido and Kano. So, the one who taking care of the trio is actually Ayano's mother.
Seto, Kano and Kido has a tragic past and I heard they almost died but they survived. Then, they got the eyes ability. Seto wanted to save animals and then, he got the ability to talk to animals. Kano wanted to deceive the abuser and Kido wanted to hide from the abuser too. This also explained how Shintarou got his eyes power. He almost died when KuroKonoha tried to suicide.
Anyway, I don't want to talk much... Jin-San is just awesome to make everyone cried in this song and makes us felt countless of feelings in his other songs. Just listen to the songs and read the manga/novel. Ja ne!
Konichiwa! My name is Mitsubishi Kiseki. Today is yet another lovely day especially because it is 24th December which means it is Christmas, the time where you get to spend time with your love one. Plus, by judging the sky I think the snow will fall down soon. Ah, such a romantic day to have a date with your beloved one. That is what I thought last year but this year…
*SLAP*
“YOU ARE THE WORST!” She yelled out loudly and runs far away from me.
It was supposed to be a lovely day but I just got slapped by my girlfriend and now, we are officially breaks up. Maybe I was being too harsh to her. The reason for my behaviour is I told her that her love is cheap. I’m sorry that I’m a straight forward person. I have been told by countless peoples that I am indeed a very straight forward person. I couldn’t lie but I could make an excuse or make a twist of the reason so that they will confuse.
Anyway, back to the break up thingy… I said her love is cheap because we only dated for two weeks and we end up like today. I can’t really call her ‘single and available’ because even when we already broke up, she still have a boyfriend. It’s hard to admit but I got cheated. She is just faking her tears and she probably on her way to her boyfriend right now. I found out about it by accident. I was walking toward a store to buy some cat foods for my bob-tailed cat named Nao when I saw her kissing and acting spoil to another guy. After she left, I meet the guy and we kind of threw to each other a few punches before someone stopped us.
I was pissed and didn’t come out from my house for three straight days until she said she has something to talk about. The day of meeting is today and just finished. Truth to be told, I am still pissed right now but what the heck. Looks like I’m going to be alone in this Christmas too. Maybe I should just went home and play with Nao since she is a playful kitten but she is being lazy in this winter. Ahh… I’m bored. If only I have a girlfriend…
“GAAAAAAAH!!! I’M SO PISSED!!” I yelled out loudly my anger and frustration. I wondered if there is a cute girl who does not act like that exists in this world. I know I just make everyone staring at me because of my yelling but I don’t care. It made me feel a little relief now. Now, I need to return home and cuddle with my Nao.
“Hmm?” I sounded before turning behind me and saw a girl. A cute girl staring at I and she looked shock, probably because of my yelling. Our eyes meet up with each other and none of us able to move from the each other’s gaze. It is as if we were attracted with each other by fate. Then, she blinked which also makes me snapped out. She continued to blink for a few times before she looked down and her expression changed. What could possibly make her expression changed?
*CHOMP*
I blinked and looked down at what is staring and saw a black mixed with brown and white color shiba-inu, is biting my leg. At first, I didn’t feel anything until the pain comes. “GAAAAH!!! KUSO! THAT’S HURT!!” I began to yell loudly and for some reason, I don’t feel like hitting the dog. Usually I would just hit it but this time, I just yell out of pain. I don’t know what to do until the cute girl I saw running toward me and hugged the dog.
“MAO! STOP IT! You are hurting him!” She said and repeated for a few times before the dog finally letting go of my leg. Right away, I fall down and tried to endure the pain. It really hurts. That dog has no mercy at all! What did I do wrong?!
The girl patted the dog’s head and hit him lightly. The hitting doesn’t seem like it would hurt a single fly at all. She probably really loves that dog of hers because I would do the same to Nao too if she made some mistakes. “That’s it. Good boy. Now, apologize to him.” The girl said. The girl, she looked small and undoubted younger than me. She has short brown hair, ember eyes and her face looked a little plae white. Maybe it is because of the winter. She wore hoodie shirt, shorts, long sneakers, a pair of glasses, and a bag. She seriously looked cute and kind of my type… WAIT!! What am I thinking? Ah… I’m a horrible person.
“Nee… Are you alright? Is it painful?” She asked me as she titled her head. Seriously, she looked so cute.
“N-no! I’m alright. I’m fine. It doesn’t hurt much!” I said as I noticed the dog is staring at me. No, it’s more like it is glaring at me as if he wanted to bite me or even kill me and let my flesh to be eaten by other animals.
The girl blinked, “Really? It looked like it hurts just now. Are you sure you are alright? I know a good doctor around here. She can help you with the wound.”
“Seriously, I’m alrigh—ouch!” I was about to decline the offer but she just poked my wound and now I finally back to my reality from gazing the girl. The dog bites… It really hurts…
I don't really understand why I search for the urban legends but I find them interesting and a very good ghost-story book. I'll copy and paste the one I'm interested in here. The rest are for your own to search.
Oh, I'm also placing the how-to-do-it here. If any of your wanna try, then its your own risk and do not blame me for your own foolish act of curiosity.
AKA MATO (RED CAPE)
Aka Manto is a spirit which haunts bathrooms, usually the last toilet stall in the women's/girl's bathroom. Some versions describe him as wearing a mask to cover his extremely handsome face, which had caused him stalking problems in life. When the unlucky victim is on the toilet, a mysterious voice will ask them if they want red paper or blue paper.
-If you answer red paper, you are killed violently and drenched in blood.
-If you ask for blue, you are strangled or bled dry, leaving your face/skin blue.
Attempting to ask for any other colour of paper will result in hands appearing (sometimes coming out of the toilet you're sitting on), that will drag you into the fires of hell. In other versions the ghost will simply ask you if you want a red vest and will then rip the skin from your back. He could also ask you if you want a red or blue cloak.
The only answer that will spare the person is to refuse anything he offers.
TRY AT YOUR OWN RISK
The ritual below is very dangerous, so please make sure you observe everything written in the instructions if you ever try it. Also, if your shoulders start to feel cold or heavy, you must not try at all.
1.) After midnight (around 2-3 AM) before you go to sleep, lie down and look at the four corners of the ceiling one by one, slowly and counterclockwise, starting from the corner that is closest to the north.
2.) Do step one three times slowly, counterclockwise.
3.) Cross your arms on your chest and chant “On-beiro-kya-mashironi-sowaka” three times.
4.) Still keeping your arms crossed, imagine a woman with long, black hair in white kimono covered in blood slowly coming toward you.
5.) When she arrives in front of you, stop imagining.
6.) Uncross your arms, turn off the lights to make the room as dark as possible, and go to sleep.
7.) If done correctly, a woman in white kimono covered in blood will appear in your dream.
Warning
-If she comes close to you, you mustn’t speak to her.
-If she asks for your name, don’t tell her.
-If she starts muttering something into your right ear, shake her off by waving your right hand. Doing so should wake you up.
After you have woken up, make sure to look around the room. If you don’t see the woman’s black shadow lurking in any of the corners, you are safe.
I can never play this one. My room have a lot of corners and I just want a nice nap plus, nice dream without being disturb.
Hmm... So, yeah. Just now, I just can't seem to be able to draw because of a foul mood with deviantart. I don't really remember what was I pissed about but let's just place that aside. When I was in the bad mood, I tried to search for a song to listen. Thanks to the lappy, the sound is making my mood more bad. Therefore, I open a music album I download a few days ago. It is Shuuen no Shiori [Re:write] Crossfade album. Someone gave me the link but I forgot where I got it. Sorry.
Anyway, I listen to the whole album and wondered the meaning of Re:missed Calls by Gumi song. So, I go search and found it. [Link] After that, I found the Re:Missed Calls novel translation. So, I read them right away. IT WAS GOOD! I ship C-ta X A-ya (CA) pairing.
Most of you never believe it but I can see it. The Red String that tied a person to another. The red string of fate. I don’t know the reason for this but I can see them since I was born. At first I always wondering what is those red strings. There are times when I tried to cut it but it can’t be cut. Trust me, my first time was out of curiosity and then, how many times I tried to cut it with a scissor or a knife, it can never be cut.
I want to ask my father and mother about it but couldn’t have the right word to say it. The one who told me about it is my older brother. He said it’s the red string of fate but he doesn’t want to tell any further.
I found out about the Red String of Fate by myself when I saw two peoples with the same string. Both of them are holding hands and looked very happy when making eyes contact with each other. They are holding hands as if nothing else matters as long as they have each other. I also say two peoples that aren’t tied with the same string. They crumble. They always fight with each other and throwing harsh words to each other. So now, you know about my parents. Yes, the two people that aren’t tied with the same string are my parents.
I secretly heard from my brother that it was a forced marriage. Maybe that’s the reason he doesn’t want to tell me about the red strings. He knows that my parents aren’t tied with the same string. That is also the reason I’m always alone in this house. We are rich family but only by money and not happiness. Sometimes, I’ve wondering the reason for my existence since I’m not made out of love but the question remained unanswered. So, now also knows the reason of me trying to cut the strings. I wanted to cut my parents and tied them together with the same string but it can never happen. It will never happen. I can see the strings but I can never change it. What is the use of seeing it? It is just a useless gift.
Anyway, let us stop with the recalling of my old memories. Right now, I am a third year of middle school. I don’t have a boyfriend but I do have a fiancé. It was our parents’ decision. At first, I thought that I would end up like my parents but surprisingly, I shared the same string with my fiancé. I was very happy. ‘Was’ very happy.
When my fiancé found out about my eyes that able to see the red strings, my fiancé tells about it to our schoolmates. Then, everyone knows about my ability. Some thinks it was a joke, some thinks I’m weird, some thinks it’s a lie and some seeks me to search for the fated person. Soon, everyone in my middle school knows about my ability. At first, I was happy to be able to help others but guess happiness wasn’t by my side. Regrets and such happened. I don’t want to think about it anymore. All I know is they blame me for everything even if it isn’t my words.
After that, right after that… My fiancé told me to test out my ability. He said that if we are truly fated with each other, then no matter how many girlfriends or boyfriends we had, we will bounce back together. I was shocked to hear it. However, I had enough. I don’t care anymore. Happiness will never be by my side. I shrug it off, following his game and don’t care whatever happens in the future.
So anyway, now you have known all my entire history before reaching high school. It’s a pitiful story.
A story of a person who can see the red string of fate.
A person with a very useless ability.
“WOOF!” I heard a sound and quickly, I snapped out from my stupor. I looked beside me and saw my shiba-inu named Mao is staring at me as if he wanted me to do something for him. When I saw him run to the nearby window, I understand completely of what he is trying to say to me.
I closed my diary and remove my glasses before rubbing my eyes lightly. “Wait just a second, Mao. I’ll wash my face first and then, I’ll take you for a walk.”
“WOOF!” he barked as his tail is wagging in delight.
“Geez, Mao. Why do you want to walk in the middle of the snow anyway?” I whined as I dragged myself to wash my face and find suitable clothes to wear. When I’m done wearing layers of clothes, I reached my glasses from wear I placed it and wear it. Then, I searched for my brother down stair to say that I’m taking Mao for a walk but my brother isn’t anywhere around. Maybe he went out with his friends or in his vet.
For this winter break, I’m living with my brother or more correctly, my step-brother. You don’t even need to know the reason I have a step brother but I have always been with him since I was born so, I have never felt he is an outsider. For me, he is like my only family and I am very sure he feels the same way as me. Our mother maybe different but he is my one and only, 10 years older big brother. I am also planning to stay with him after I graduate from my middle school. I won’t be studying in rich school anymore. Instead, I will be going to a normal, nearby high school in this spring.
“Woof! Woof!” Mao barked again and rushed to the door leading to the outside from this house.
I could only smile for his behaviour and said, “Ittekimasu.” Then, I close the door and tried to enjoy the walk from all of the pressure of remembering the past.
Sometimes there are things that can never be said through speaking. Therefore, we use writing so that countless story can be heard by countless reader.
